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A thrilling tale about what a girl will do to get back a memory she lost…or remove what she wants to forget.

Harper is used to her family being hounded by protesters. Her father runs the company that trademarked the "Memtex" procedure to wipe away sad memories, and plenty of people think it shouldn't be legal. Then a new demonstrator crosses her path, Neil, who’s as persistent as he is hot. Not that Harper’s noticing, since she already has a boyfriend.

When Harper suffers a loss, she’s shocked her father won’t allow her to get the treatment, so she finds a way to get it without his approval. Soon afterward, she’s plagued with strange symptoms, including hallucinations of a woman who is somehow both a stranger, yet incredibly familiar. Harper begins to wonder if she is delusional, or if these are somehow memories.

Together with Neil, who insists he has his own reasons for needing answers about the real dangers of Memtex, Harper begins her search for the truth. What she finds could uproot all she’s ever believed about her life…

320 pages, Kindle Edition

First published February 24, 2015

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Eileen Cook

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Eileen Cook spent most of her teen years wishing she were someone else or somewhere else, which is great training for a writer.

You can read more about Eileen, her books, and the things that strike her as funny at www.eileencook.com. Eileen lives in Vancouver with her two dogs and no longer wishes to be anyone or anywhere else.

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941 reviews1,334 followers
March 11, 2015


I find the human mind to be fascinating, in so many ways.
There’s a whole universe hidden inside such a tiny little thing, and as much as we like to think that we are starting to conquer the actual Universe (though by that I kind of mean observe it from a distance), we still know close to nothing about our own little brains.

There is one thing that haunts me, one scary thought: how much of us is ourselves and how much is shaped by external factors (people around us, experiences, memories, etc). You might not want to get an answer to that, because you see, we really are “such tiny little things”, too easy to change, to break, to become something else entirely. It’s so damn easy to make others believe some things or to believe them ourselves… If only someone would mess just a bit with our heads.

REMEMBER is a story that hints to that, to what a person is without some memories. Imagine a world in which all bad memories could be given away, all sadness taken from you. Would you be a better person? Would that be actually better for you? And how much would you be inclined to lose, how bad those memories should be for you to want to erase them? And how much of you would that erase as well? And what if this intervention would have its own risks, would you still do it?

Some books need time for me to like them, to get into them, but there are books like this one that actually intrigue me from the synopsis and they keep me there, with the book in my hand, turning page after page until there’s nothing left to turn. And I like that feeling, I like to follow mysterious paths that could lead to anywhere, I like being surprised and realizing how the small details can hide something bigger than life.

Harper is a girl that seems to have pretty much everything, but she carries a hole inside her heart that she cannot seem to fill. So when she loses the thing that means the most to her she decides that she can’t live with that pain, she wants it to be taken away at all costs.

You might think that she didn’t have quite enough of a reason to go through the “Memtex” procedure, I found myself thinking that too (more than once), but later on it is explained why that moment hit her so hard. Then again there’s talk about how ‘big’ or ‘small’ things can be for each and all of us, in our minds. How different we see things, how disproportionately they can affect us.

So there’s no wonder that the mystery kept me turning page after page. And though I did figure out some things before the main character even got to question them, I still enjoyed the ride.

I also liked the characters a lot. Harper, Neil and Win were all very well developed and I thoroughly enjoyed the dynamics between them. The ending was a tiny bit convenient, but it left us in a good place – it was not all rainbows and sunshine, which I appreciate because that gave it half a dose of realism.

All in one, I deeply enjoyed this story. It kept me on the edge and I loved uncovering all the secrets hidden inside it.

Happy midnight reading!



Find the full review and more at ReadingAfterMidnight.

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Post-reading thoughts:
I've been suffering from reader's block lately, but this beauty here got me out of that state (at least for the moment).

It might be way too early to fully review this story, but it can never be too early for me to say just how much I enjoyed reading it: loved the plot, the characters, the mystery, the friends relationships. I also happen to love Eileen's writing (I've read a couple of books from her before), so this was such a huge win for me. It kept me up late and my last thoughts were: "Aww.. But this is it? I want more!"

4.5-5 stars. Keep an eye on it when it comes out!
Full coherent review to follow :)

PS: It feels really strange to be the first one reviewing, or well.. rating this story. And with it being so beautiful, I really can't wait for other people to read it too!

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3,146 reviews402 followers
February 6, 2015
3.5 Stars!

It is so hard for me to resist something that sounds unique. Something that hasn't been done before in the world of YA, which is why when I saw Remember, I just knew I had to try it.

Cook did deliver in the originality department. This was everything I was hoping it would be. Unusual, an edge of mystery, an edge of a romance, and most of all, a fun read that let me get lost in the pages for a couple of hours.

Harper was an interesting character and while I liked her, I wasn't always in love with her choices and decisions. But it was okay because the plot was one that kept you turning the pages and that is what I loved most about this one. I loved the non-stop questions that always popped up and the answers that we did (eventually) get. Nothing was left unsaid or undone.

I admit that there were things that happened that I didn't see coming, lies and betrayals that were hard to swallow. All in all, this was a fun and intriguing read that let me escape into another place and have a great time guessing and questioning everything along the way.
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770 reviews256 followers
December 14, 2014
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My thanks to Simon Pulse & Edelweiss

Point of View: Single (Harper Byrne)
Writing: First Person | Past Tense
Setting: Washington
Genre: Young Adult | Thriller + Medical Advancement

All Harper wants is to forget one depressing moment of her life, but she doesn't prepare for what she will remember afterward.

This book blew my mind because it was so well-written that I couldn't find anything I didn't like about it. The science fiction part of the book wasn't so strong because it only focused on the medical advancement, so I think those who don't like reading sci-fi might still enjoy the book.

What I liked most of the book was the storyline. I'm one of those who can't resist a good thriller so suspenseful that makes the hearts pounding fast. With the book, I enjoyed the feelings I only get when I read great mystery thriller books. Each plot was well-planned out that everything fell into place brilliantly in the end. The smooth and flowing wording made the book even better; it helped with the pacing and also kept me interested the whole way through.

I couldn't help loving the characters. Harper was probably not one of those butt-kicking fierce heroine, still she managed not to be all girlie and annoying. I liked how she responded to the whole mess she was in. To not spoil the book for anyone who might read this, let's just say the other characters were also well-crafted.

The romance was probably not what I should have liked. Overall, it wasn't bad or anything. However, it moved a little too fast for in my opinion.

In short, I really loved this book. It was a fast-paced thriller with amazing characters and mind-blowing storyline.
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1,992 reviews807 followers
February 16, 2020
Initial Impressions 2/15/20: It's been a long time since I finished a print copy of a book in one day but I didn't want to put this one down! I got about halfway in the morning and then picked it back up again the afternoon so I could see how it all tied together and how it ended!

I fell in love with Eileen Cook over WITH MALICE and her books have actually been on my TBR since 2012 when I added THE ALMOST TRUTH (but I still don't have a copy of that one...) so when I was looking into what to read to knock some more off my blacklist TBR, I knew this book had to be one to read soon!

There were a few beliefs I had to suspend in order to read the book. The concept was about a company that was able to "soften" painful memories so they weren't as all-consuming or painful, so I had to assume this would work. I also had to let it slide when the main character sneaks in to have the procedure which would like never, ever be possible. Even when you have a minor medical procedure you have to show ID and they check your birthdate 100 times to make sure you're the right person and they're doing the right thing to you, so there's no way she could have just snuck in to have this done under someone else's name and the medical staff would just accept that she was who she was by giving her name.

Anyway! Those things aside, the book was really enjoyable. I liked the story overall and there were a few things that I thought would be predictable and were and a few things that I thought would be predictable and surprised me! I loved Eileen Cook's storytelling ability in WITH MALICE and REMEMBER also had some great pacing, revealing things at the opportune time while still holding enough back to make me want to finish this book in a day and not put it down! I've only read two of her books so I can't really say how her writing has grown from one to the other, and they were also different types of stories even though they both held the elements of a mystery/thrillers, but it does feel like the character development grows (this was the earlier book so I didn't read them chronologically) and it definitely makes me more interested in reading more!
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Author 18 books1,254 followers
October 13, 2014
This is a clean teen read about a girl trying to unravel the mysteries of her past. Remember adds a slightly sci-fi element with Harper’s father having developed a medical procedure that erases sad memories. I liked Remember and I thought Harper was a strong protagonist that I could root for.

Remember took a while to take off for me. The beginning was slow and I found myself a little bored with Harper and her drama with her boyfriend and best friend. Once Harper undergoes the memory erasing procedure, the book picked up as she starts to have flashes from a life she doesn’t remember.

There was a love triangle, but I didn’t hate it in Remember. I liked the introduction of Neil and I thought the relationship between him and Harper was sweet. The two had great chemistry even though they met while he was protesting her dad’s company and the Memtex procedure.

I was surprised by the outcome, so I thought the author wrote a wonderful conclusion. I don’t think Remember will be a novel that stays with me, but I do think younger teens looking for a clean and solid mystery will enjoy the book.

Rating: 3/5 Stars

Thanks to the publisher for a copy of the novel for review!
Profile Image for Michelle.
1,312 reviews56 followers
July 18, 2015
This review can also be found on A Thousand Lives Lived, check it out for more!

Yay for local Canadian authors and one huge yay for Eileen Cook's 2015 newest novel! She's honestly one of the authors that I just can't get enough of and I feel the strong need to grab every book from. Sadly, Remember is the only book that I feel a more negative turn into by her. Lurking for some nice science-fiction mixed with romance that really reminds me of Elusion by Claudia Gabel? This is your match.

When I grabbed an eARC of this from Edelweiss last year, I was super excited. THE COVER OF THIS IS SO GORGEOUS and I love the way Cook has each of her books being created with the same style scheme. They all match and look beautiful on shelves, I tell you! I guess I had higher expectations than needed. The last book by Cook I've read definitely deserved a 5 star rating, and I knew that Remember would deserve a billion. Agh. For me, this definitely is one of the worser books of the month, and it was truly nothing special. Everything seemed bland like a glass of room temperature water.



This book almost literally bored me to death. And here's a glimpse of its summary from my point-of-view: Harper's dad has discovered and created a method of deleting sad memories from people who make the decision to, and after Harper's horse dies, she decides that she would want to take the chance to erase the sorrow that she had to go through. But her dad's against it, so she finds her own way to get Memtex, and it was the worst decision possible. Afterwards, she begins to get hallucinations and feel worse than she did before.

It's either just me, or it's the book. The science-fiction subject here wasn't for me. It just wasn't believable. The idea of having something to erase sad memories was strange—it certainly isn't a miracle for humans. Why not having a cure for some illness or something? What about cool robots? I feel that if you're going to play with this subject, then at least you need some proof that there are some futuristic elements, other than some miracle plan that your rich science geek daddy made up. Cook is better off with her wonderful romances that she comes up with. At least the romance in this one was pretty adorable. Neil + Harper equals perfection.

Like I mentioned above, I was bored. Cook's writing took another turn than her usual and it didn't seem like the usual contemporary as I've known from her past novels. It's like this book tried so hard to compare to the other dystopians, but it just fell hard, splat on its face. The writing was slow, delirious and lacking something nice slash warming to a reader's heart. I don't even have much to say after reading this and I feel like it's just going to be a short review. Or short for me, at least. *shrugs*

I guess that the characters were a highlight of the novel. Forget about the kind-of-dumb concept with Harper's horse (I thought that someone would pass away instead), let's just take a peek at themselves.



Harper's situation with her horse was kind of awkward. I mean, her parents even saw that her going to take Memtex was kind of a stupid idea in terms of why. When Harry died, she started panicking, actually. But as us characters move on through the story and actually get to know her, I liked her. Her view on Catholic school was hilarious and I loved her best friend, Win. And then she was also with Josh at the same time (and we all know how that worked out) and I saw him as a nice friend but nothing else. Us readers now all know who's her perfect match!

Neil had that special spark in him. We usually don't find that kind of special something in fictional characters (okay, maybe I do all the time) and he definitely had it. Someone who's there for you and actually gets your experience (his brother's life) is your ultimate soulmate, people. I shipped them hard from the start, from where Harper thought that he was a stalker! *laughs* Those awkward relationship-starts always seem to work out in the end.

Eileen actually handed us a pretty messed-up ending, but I actually loved it. Beware of some mind-blowing answers to your endless amount of questions. There's star-struck lovers (protestor and daughter of creator?) and a concept that's used continuously, but it somehow worked out for some readers and I can see why. If you're a strict lover of all things science-fiction, then this can definitely turn out fantastic for you. And yet again, you need a ton amount of patience to actually get you going through the pages. This was a downfall for me especially by looking at the author's other works, but all we have to do is remember the great stuff.
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1,198 reviews97 followers
March 22, 2015
This is surprisingly deep. In fact I am not sure why, but I was kinda taken aback by the fact that this was so deep.
Don't ask me why. I should have expected it. It's a Cook novel after all. And I think I am slowly getting that that's her MO. Deep cute and fluffy.

Except the only kinda cute and fluffy bits are the romance, everything else. Not much cute and fluffy. Entertaining, thought provoking and endearing are more words I would use to describe this.

The writing style is Cook alla extraordinare. I love her writing style, its straight forward and accurate. I enjoy her brand of humour, witty and at times eyebrow raising with a tad of sarcasm. She does write beautiful scenes, like the one set on the view point, and heart-aching one with the same ease as she does action scenes. But her writing style while beautiful is also deceptively lighthearted. One only realised it's depths when you gotta pause to be able to realise all the different things that are happening.

The story line is interesting to say the least. It's fairly fast paced- except that Harper is actually rather a bit melodramatic and self-involved most of the time, which puts rather many bumpers on the story flow.
This also has a kinda love-triangle. Well, actually let me say it as it is: it has a love triangle. But funny enough I didn't mind it, well mostly I didn't, which in itself is a minor miracle. Since I loath those like little else. But there was absolutely no cheating, and Harper was actually surprisingly considerate about it. It was a bearable love triangle. Can't even believe I am saying that! LOL. But trust me it was.
Besides the main event here is Harper's journey of discovery. Her treatment- the Memtex she had done- and it's consequences. Not the romance.
Again this is not a cute & fluffy, it's light hearted with a big punch of depth.
Since this is all told from Harper's POV, we get to see everything from her perspective. And herein lies an issue I had with this book. I am not a fan of Harper. At first I just thought she was a spoilt rich kid who thought life will always go her way, under the guise of being this nice girl. But frankly I found her too self-involved and melodramatic. Totally spoilt and attention seeking. Her reasons for the Memtex were- ridiculous at best. I mean I get she was upset, but I felt like she really needed some real sorrow in her life, to even come to grips with what pain means. Sorry i know it sounds absolutely jaded and mean, but hey there a kids in this world who live in war zones, kids who don't have a home and kids who are abused in their homes... so many way worse scenarios than hers.
But I think this was a rather clever move of Cook- in fact it make you wonder when is it worth getting rid of your memories? Is life without the pain a better life? How much pain would grant a Memex treatment?

See deep!

I also didn't like how she handled her mother at the end. Nor was I sure how that solution was gonna work- cause let's face it, she is in school, where does she get money from?
I loved Neil,while searching for a cause, seemingly lost, he is probably less so than any other characters. He is interesting, honest (mostly), clever, loyal, adorable and fun. He is a total dream book BF. I adore him, totally fell for him. And couldn't understand what any of Harpers issues were.
I did have some issues with the adults in this book- they kinda cartoony, cliche and totally one sided in my opinion. It was a stark contrast to the teens, who all had many facets to their personality and evolved as the story went on.
My favourite though by far was Win. Awesome, beautiful, fabulous Win. Harper and Win's relations ship was dynamic and felt real. Even their quarrels were warranted- and I loved how they solved them. I am super pleased that Cook written such an awesome and realistic female friendship. Their love and loyalty was wonderful, but what was so moving was the fact that they were supportive and real with each other! I think only a real friend can tell you how it is in a time of crisis, but also only a real friend can call bull. And Win did both! She also showed a depth and maturity beyond her years. Stuff she said, stuck with me, made me ponder...And I love her, she is my new fave book BFF. Well, also my first- but hey I would want her as my friend in RL and we all got book BFs... so time I get a book BFF as well!

As I said, this was way deeper that expected. But also totally down my alley. The whole science side to it- while the treatment is total fiction and sci-fi-y - was interesting. The issues of side-effects, risks and welfare in procedures has always fascinated me and is a matter that has been close to my heart ever since I started studying chemistry. It's the balance of it all isn't? Finding where the good outbalances the bad... and frankly it's a huge grey matter. So it will always be a matter of interest, a matter of discussion as long as humanity does research and tries to improve.
As I said, way deeper than I expected. So I have warned you, while you will get gushy, happy feelings when it comes to Neil, you also get suspense, mystery and a whole lot of questions to ponder over.

I absolutely can only recommend this to lovers of the genre!
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34 reviews1 follower
March 13, 2017
Reading her book for the first time and I have to say this book is pretty unexpected.
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1,383 reviews45 followers
April 16, 2015
Originally a review for Author Spotlight here.

Remember was such a breathe of fresh air. A lot of people are writing dystopian or post-apocalyptic books and Eileen Cook is over there writing psychological thrillers. Go, Eileen!

The book is about Harper and her fathers brilliant medical breakthrough called Memtex. It is supposed to help dull really tragic memories and make it so you can move on with your life. You will still have the memory but it won't be crippling. I felt like this treatment was so wrong on so many levels. I think it would be GREAT to help people coming home from war who has PTSD and such but the fact that it was being offered to teens was wrong. I feel like if people get this treatment then they are taking the easy way out. Life isn't all rainbows and unicorns and a lot of people need to grow a pair and face life and move on. But if something like this actually did exist I know millions would get it done. Your past and memories are what make you who you are. If I could get back lost memories I would do it in a heartbeat. But I don't think I would even dull them.

I loved Harper! At first she was this really positive, sweet person but once everything starts to go down she becomes this headstrong young woman who wants to right the wrongs her father created. She also stopped living life so cautiously. I felt that she was with Josh only because they had been together for so long. That is definitely not a reason to stay in a relationship.

I didn't like Josh at all. I got the feeling he was only with Harper to get close to her dad. And towards the end Josh has this little hissy fit where he pretty much proved my feelings about him were very valid. He did help Harper a few times but every time he did help her it seemed to only be for validation and acceptance from her father.

Win was a pretty awesome character. She did have a little bit of an issue with wanting her problems to be more important that others. I know in a friendship you are supposed to be able to share stuff and Harper felt that Win wouldn't understand and she kind of didn't. Win had some issues going on in her life but she wanted HER issues to be put first it felt like.

I had trouble predicting what was going to happen and I loved that. I kept thinking either Harper had accidentally push Robyn or her father had done something terrible. I was pretty surprised to find out it was neither of those things. But what did come to light was pretty shocking.

The ending got a little scary. Especially when Harper's father did what he did to her. I was yelling at the book and freaking out because Harper needed to keep her memories and her father was trying to hide so much that he would actually risk his daughters life to make sure nothing got out. And then Josh just STOOD there. He did end up helping but he was still on Harper's fathers side until this happened and that proved how desperate he truly was.

Overall, I gave the book 5/5 stars.
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686 reviews118 followers
February 25, 2015
I was really excited to start Remember, because the brain and memory are fascinating to me. I however did not really appreciate the execution of Remember.

The concept of softening your memories so you retain them but they don't hurt you anymore. It's both scary and something I can imagine in the treatment of PTSS patients. So I was a bit disappointed that while it's a factor in the story, there's not really an explanation for how they found this and how it all works and everything that I was wondering about. So that was a bit of a let down.

I didn't much care for Harper, she was an ok main character, but I was just not connecting with her. I never really got a good feel of her personality and she was both taking action and being a damsel in distress and I just wasn't really feeling it. And I get that she needed a reason to get the treatment, but I didn't like that she would rather not feel anything about the horse who'd her best friend for years than work through the grief. I appreciated that she was this devastated by the loss of an animal who'd been close to her since she'd been a child, but it felt a bit like a lack of character to go ahead with the procedure.

I also wasn't feeling the romance, I mean, I didn't get why they liked each other and there's some telling instead of showing me they developed a relationship, they'd apparantly met for coffee multiple times off-page. I mean, I get that they could be attracted to each other, but there was an I love you straight out of nowhere and I was like WTF??? I didn't get why they would risk all of what they did for each other.

I did like the whole intrigue with Harper's parents, that was interesting, but all of it feels a bit unresolved. I mean, Harper finds out what's been going on, but they don't really do anything about it except for that and her dad just seems awful and UGH! I felt that in the end the only thing that was resolved was Harper getting together with the new guy and everything else was still blah.

All in, I thought this was an interesting concept, but the execution failed to impress me.

My rating: 1,5 stars
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994 reviews288 followers
February 10, 2015
Remember appealed to me since I am drawn to stories about memory loss, and the idea of selecting memories to be less emotional or even the chance to remove them has so many possibilities. At the beginning Harper seems to have things going pretty well, she's smart, especially in sciences, she has a long term boyfriend and a loyal if opposite best friend.

However it was a waiting game, because I know from the synopsis that things will go wrong and she will have memories that she'd rather not have, and pays a price for them to not plague her.

Her procedure prompted frightening side effects and she meets Neil, who seems to have answers to the questions she has, where no one in her life is offering up suggestion.

I liked the friendship in this one. How she was so supportive for Harper and gave an ear. But I think it brings up an important issue where when Harper has a problem she gets so focused on herself and issues that she didn't give her time to talk about her own issues.

It got pretty suspenseful, and I have to admit that I didn't see a lot of the twists coming. I had ideas, but none of them were right.

The love triangle aspect wasn't too annoying, and I can understand how she ended up with the sticky situation.

Everything wrapped up well, and I enjoyed this standalone mystery.


Bottom Line: Good main character and unique twist to the memory theme.
Profile Image for Rosie Overstreet.
72 reviews55 followers
December 27, 2020
Thank you Edelweiss for lending me a copy of this book to review!

LIKED:
- I loved the author's skill with wit and sarcasm.
- Harper (MC) is a dedicated equestrian to a scientist father who developed a life-changing procedure: an operation that 'softens' memories you'd rather forget. Cool concept, but OBVIOUSLY something is fishy!!
- I haven't come across many main characters who are passionate about horses - very refreshing. I felt very connected to her through this, because I, too, love horses and kind of grew up around them.
- There were many red flags with the Memtex procedure her father is behind, and I enjoyed unraveling what it was. Her father had been hiding something for a veeeerrrryyyyy long time. The conclusion was pretty epic and makes you question if having memories erased would be worth it.

DISLIKED:
- Harper's best friend transforms into an unlikeable character after Harper gets the procedure. She wigs out and totally annoys me.

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723 reviews17 followers
February 20, 2020
RATING: 3.4 YA stars.

REVIEW: Well-written but not nail-biting plot (memory wipes!). Heroine should've gone Lisbeth Salander* on the adult who deserved it.

BONUS POINTS FOR: The "romance" was light and fairly tolerable here. No insta-love, excessive sighing, etc.

* from The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo series

PS As usual for YA, no good adult or parental role models here, and it's up to the kids to overcome everything on their own. *Yawn*
Profile Image for Rebecca (Unbound Pages).
636 reviews52 followers
February 18, 2015
This review is also on my blog, The Library Canary.

***I received a free copy of this book from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. This has in no way changed my opinion of the book. The review below is my open and honest opinion.***

Remember is a book about a girl who goes through a traumatic loss. Not knowing how to move on, she gets a treatment called Memtex (against her father’s wishes) to help “soften” her memories. But after getting the treatment she begins to have strange dreams, has trouble sleeping and is starting to uncover memories of strange things. Not knowing what’s real and what’s not, she begins to dig deeper and ask questions which of course, reveals things she never thought could be possible.

Let’s start with the good. I really liked the idea of being able to “soften” traumatic memories. I definitely could see the technology being useful for PTSD victims and people who have suffered serious trauma. The ethical questions the treatment raises were quite interesting. Is it really healthy to erase memories? When you soften the memories it softens everything, not just the bad. Is it worth it to lose all the memories just so you don’t have to deal with the bad?

Another thing I really liked about this was the horseback riding aspect. I’ve been riding since I was 7 years old. I owned a beautiful Thoroughbred for several years named Dudley who was just amazing. Horse people are special. When you’re a true horse person it’s something that’s in your blood that never goes away. I could totally feel that passion that Harper had. I loved that the author described the smells of the barn so perfectly. I could practically smell the hay and musky scent of horse. I also loved that Harper sought refuge at the barn. It was her safe place. Even if she wasn’t riding. Even if she was just sitting around hanging out with the horses or cleaning tack, she just loved being there. I’m the same way. The barn is just such a relaxing place for me to be. I haven’t ridden in a while and this book made me really miss it.

And now for the bad. I feel like there was a lot of telling vs. showing in this book. For example, we were told that Harper was a daddy’ girl, but I never saw proof to really back it up. There just seemed to be a lot of inconsistencies or things that just didn’t seem quite right based on the information we were given.

Instalove. Yep, it’s in here. Harper and Neil have met up like maybe 5 times before the “L” word is uttered. I didn’t see any real relationship development between the two. I also didn’t really feel like we got to know Neil at all. We just get brief glimpses of him in the few meetings that he and Harper share. And because of that, I never really cared about him or believed in him as a character.

Predictability. This book tried to have twists, but I saw every one of them coming. I figured everything out before it happened (normally doesn’t happen because I’m super bad at figuring things out). I don’t mind some predictability in a book, but I just love that feeling where your jaw literally drops and you have to stop reading for a second because your mind is completely blown. That never happened here. Not only were things predictable, they were also a bit too easy. Harper found clues throughout the book to help jog her memory, but it was like the clues just always fell into her lap.

And finally, Harper herself I never really cared for. She wasn’t bad and there wasn’t anything in particular I can pinpoint about her that I didn’t like, but I never connected with her and I never really cared all that much about what happened to her. Still, this wasn’t a bad book and I definitely think that a lot of people will like it. If you’re into memory loss stuff (which I always find interesting), then I think maybe you should give this one a try.
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72 reviews2 followers
February 10, 2015
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Remember, by Eileen Cook, begins in the middle of the horse jumping circuit with a young girl named Harper and her horse, Harry. Harry and Harper win many awards together, but then one morning she wakes up and Harry is gone. Harper immediately turns to her father, the head of a company called Neurotech that pioneered the “Memtex” procedure. “Memtex” is a drug that helps to soften painful memories for people to help them get past their grief. When Harper’s father refuses to allow her the treatment, she seeks it out without his approval. Afterwards, she begins to suffer from increasingly weird symptoms, including hallucinations that she worries might be memories. The pictures that appear to Harper after the procedure cause her to go on a journey with one of the people protesting her father’s company, Neil, to find out what of her life is true and what’s a lie.
This is a book that is largely driven by its unique and interesting plot. I like the science behind it, though I found myself wanting to know a little more about how specifically the memtex worked and what areas of the brain it had to target in order to banish memories. The storyline was wonderfully planned out, with piece after piece falling into place in a way that kept me rapidly turning the pages. The fast pace really worked for me, especially after Harper got the procedure. From that point on, the book really moves forward. I also love that the book kept me surprised until the very end. I was like “Oh, I totally have this all figured out.” But then, I didn’t. Always a nice surprise.
Harper is a strong protagonist. I like the way she handles her situation and the way she approaches everything. I wish, however, that she wouldn’t have gotten the procedure. It would seem that she could have dealt with the loss on her own. However, that would have made this an entirely different book. I like Harper’s relationships and the way she interacts with Win, Josh, and Neil in such different ways. She comes across as a very realistic character, which made me care about her.
I hate Josh. I hate the way that he treated Harper, and I hate the way that he came across as flat on the page. Josh could have been a lot more than what he was as a character, and, without giving any spoilers, I think the ball got dropped in his department. Neil, however, really worked for me. I understood Neil’s motivations, and his function within the story. Neil worked really well with Harper both as a way to advance the plot and a way to make Harper a more likable character. Neil is the catalyst that changes Harper from a somewhat spoiled brat into a more relatable person.
The obvious theme in this book in memory. What things do we remember? Or rather, what do we want to remember? It is never easier to just erase what hurts us rather than work to move past the pain. We need to deal with what ails us.
This is a great, fast paced read. Yes, the first quarter is a little slow, but it’s totally worth it to push through. If you’re looking for something that is unique and entertaining, with a strong hand in a realistic future, then Eileen Cook’s Remember is perfect for you. 4 stars from me.
I received Remember as an ARC from Edelweiss/Above the Treeline. I was not paid to write this review. Remember is expected for publication on February 24th, 2015, by Simon Pulse.
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May 23, 2023
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Highly recommend if you enjoy mysteries, science-fiction, or young adult novels.

There are twists throughout the entire book. Harper's father is a scientist who creates a treatment to help "soften" painful memories. Harper's horse dies and she is devastated. She asks her dad for permission to get the softening treatment and he absolutely forbids it. This sends Harper on a spiral of twists and turns, first to get the treatment without his permission and the to find out exactly why he wouldn't approve it in the first place.

Harper is an excellent character. She starts off as a bubbly, happy girl and grows into a mature young adult. It's amazing to watch her progression. She learns to stand on her own two feet when her best friend, Win, and she get into a fight. She struggles with understanding exactly why her boyfriend, Josh, and her aren't getting along too well. She realizes that she can't just do something to please someone else, but has to do stuff to make herself happy as well.

Win is a great best friend. She is supportive (mostly) and a strong character herself. I struggled a little bit when she and Harper got into a fight. She was angry because Harper was focusing so much on what was going on in her own life and wasn't interested when Win was talking about hers. I did finally come to the conclusion, though, that even though the things in Harper's life were earth shattering stuff, Win is fully in her rights to be upset. Win's stuff may not have been about discovering hidden secrets from her past, but it was still important for her best friend to support her in her new relationship, in hobbies (prom committee, dance class, etc). She may have bailed a little when Harper needed her, but Harper was bailing on the important things for Win, too.

Josh was a decent guy and I'm glad the author went that route. She could have easily turned him into a villain because he definitely sided with Harper's father more than anything (even going so far as to turn into a spy for the dad). But, even through it all (questionable choices), he still did what he could for Harper when the chips were down.

Neil was amazing. He had a few ulterior/shady motives at first, but he was genuinely interested in trying to make things better. Not just for Harper, but for all of the people going in for softening treatments. He didn't want anyone to get hurt, or at least for them to know the risks, before they consented to the treatment. He was smart, funny, kind, and just wanted the world to be a better place.
26 reviews121 followers
February 25, 2015
Remember was definitely a dream to read. It featured all of the things I love in fiction:
▪ Unique Characters
▪ Friendship
▪ Mystery
▪ Memory Loss Treatments
What caught my eye from the very get go is the memory loss treatment called Memtex. This instantly made me think of Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind. Memtex is a procedure that "softens" memories for people. When Remember begins, the treatment has just been opened up to children and teenagers. This of course doesn't fare well for everyone because there are protesters who are against the treatment.

I have to say, I would love a treatment that helped erase or soften memories. I can see why people would protest it though, especially if they've seen someone suffer from the treatment. 
The main character in Remember is Harper, a girl whose father just happens to be the head of a company called Neurotech which has created a memory loss treatment called Memtex.. I thought this aspect was extremely interesting. When her dad comes to talk to the school, he announces the product for teens. I loved that Harper was defensive over her dad, she always immediately defended him,  the treatment and the company. Even to her best friend, Win, which is short for Winifred. 

"I still stand by what I said: You have to learn to deal with life. Whatever it throws at you, good and bad."
"But if you can make it easier, why shouldn't you? I said. "Isn't that the point? Life is hard, but if there's a treatment that can make it less difficult so that you can focus on other stuff, positive stuff, that is dealing with it."

Remember really made me think about my position on memory loss treatment. I know that's weird, having a "position" on something that doesn't even exist, but it made me think. Would having a treatment done to lose memories make things easier? Wouldn't it be sort of running away from it all? I loved that Win wasn't interested in this treatment at all. It reminded me of a character in Free To Fall (by Lauren Miller) who also wasn't interested in something that everyone else was. I really loved the science fiction element of Remember, that part was really interesting to me. I liked seeing how Memtex took effect exactly.


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338 reviews36 followers
March 19, 2015
It took me a little while to really get into reading Remember. The beginning felt really slow to me and not much was happening to grab my attention. But after Harper had the Memtex procedure the plot started to really pick up.

Harper was an okay character, but I never really connected with her. She waffled between being both weak and strong, so it was hard to get a good feel for her. I didn't like Josh AT ALL. He was portrayed as the perfect boyfriend, but he came off as a self-centered asshole. Neil added a bit of interest to the story. He and Harper didn't meet under the best circumstances, but I thought they could make a relationship work between them. Despite the insta-love, they were really kind of cute and sweet together, but I wish I could have gotten to know Neil better. I don't usually have a problem with love triangles if they are done right. Harper and Josh weren't in a great place in their relationship, so when Neil appeared on the scene, it was only natural that Harper would be drawn to him.

As the story progressed it became more entertaining for me. I really felt for Harper as she grappled with her memories and the fallout from the Memtex procedure. The last part of the book moved along pretty quickly and had a satisfying resolution, even though I felt there were a few issues that weren't dealt with.

I was originally drawn to Remember because I have enjoyed reading The Program series by Suzanne Young. The concept of erasing memories is similar in both books, although the reasons for the procedure and the outcome of the participants differ greatly.

Overall, I enjoyed reading Remember. It had enough intrigue, action, and romance to keep it interesting.
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18 reviews1 follower
September 2, 2014
An intriguing tale about a teenage girl who tries everything to forget a harrowing memory but instead recovers something even more disturbing.

Harper Lee has a good life. She goes to a good school, she lives in a huge house and even has her own horse, Harry.

Harper’s father is a scientist and runs a company that has trademarked a procedure called ‘Memtex’ which promises to dull down sad memories. The company says that this ‘softening’ procedure helps people move on with their lives but plenty of people disagree and hordes of protestors hound her father night and day. This includes one particular protestor, Neil, who also happens to be hot. Not that Harper would notice of course, she has a boyfriend.

But when Harry dies, not even Harper’s boyfriend can help her. She is inconsolable and the only way she can think of to get over it is to go in for her Dad’s procedure. But he won’t let her. Undeterred, Harper finds a way to sneak in. However, soon afterward strange symptoms and hallucinations start to appear and Harper is unsure whether they are just a side effect or past memories coming back to haunt her.

With the help of Neil, who has his own reasons for wanting to know the truth, Harper begins her search. But with her father adamant to keep it from her, Harper has to use her own methods of investigation and what she finds could unravel everything she has ever believed.

Fast-paced, thought provoking and easy to read this book will appeal to fans of Every Day by David Levithan and those who like mysteries with a side of romance and teen angst.

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703 reviews20 followers
February 28, 2015
Review also found at http://kristineandterri.blogspot.ca/2...

I received a copy of this book from the publisher Simon Pulse via Edelweiss in exchange for an honest review. The book was just released this week.

This is a story aimed for the YA audience and one that I think most parents would approve of. The book was very clean with very little profanity and the romance kept at a PG level. For the most part it is about regular high school students with regular problems until..........

Enter the Memtex. Imagine a world where you have the ability to get a treatment to eliminate or "soften" bad or painful memories. Think about it, there has to be memories you wish you could erase. There are a lot of pictures people have posted on Facebook that have traumatized me and I can never un-see. This could wipe them from my memory!! Seriously though...this story deals with the good and bad side of this possibility when people are not educated to the consequences.

This story was entertaining as Harper tried to figure out what was real in her mind and who she could trust. It moved at a swift pace towards its conclusion. While it could be argued that the story was a little glossed over it was intended for the YA audience and I can see how it would be fitting for a "tween" reader.

I have to say I enjoyed it
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2,568 reviews246 followers
February 22, 2016
Grade: C+

If you suffered a trauma, would you undergo a laser treatment to erase your memory? What if the treatment merely made the memories less painful? And what if that treatment had horrible side effects?

After the death of her beloved horse, Harper begs her father for Memerex, a protocol his company manufactures. When he denies her request, she finds a way to have the procedure. Soon she begins having flashbacks and memories. Or are they hallucinations?

The plot for REMEMBER requires the suspension of disbelief. Not that a treatment couldn't exist, there are already neurological treatments to lessen the intensity of PTSD memories, but one must believe the teenage daughter of the company owner, with the help of her boyfriend, could have the procedure under an assumed name.

None of the characters felt particularly special or memorable. I liked Harper, her best friend Win but took an immediate dislike to her boyfriend.

I'm a big fan of Eileen Cook's writing, which held my interest from beginning to end. The last 20% of REMEMBER had heart-thumping suspense.

THEMES: Friendship, romance, mystery, trauma, PTSD

REMEMBER is a fun, though unmemorable read.
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943 reviews16 followers
July 28, 2014
Harper's father owns a company that manufactures a drug and treatment that can take away painful memories (or at least make them less painful). After Harper's horse dies, she feels out of sorts for several weeks and decides to pursue the drug and treatment. But for some reason her father is against the procedure. Against his wishes Harper enlists the aid of her friends and has the procedure done anyway. After this Harper begins to have some strange side effects. At the same time she begins meeting some people who are crusading against her father's company because they say the drug and treatment has serious side effects that are not being told to the public. As Harper's side effects increase and strange memories return/visions occur, Harper begins to wonder if the crusaders are on to something.
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20 reviews
June 19, 2015
What the hell. WHO ERASES THEIR MEMORIES OVER A GODDAMN HORSE!??? I couldn't even finish it, it was so stupid. I was really looking forward to this book too. HUGE let down.
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15 reviews
August 17, 2017
To be fair, those who have never seen Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind may enjoy this book more. For me, however, Remember was akin to someone tearing out rudimentary plot points from Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind and pasting it onto cardboard figures. I know it's unfair to compare the two works, but I couldn't help it because the premises are so similar: a company purports to wipe away memories and something more sinister seems to be present.

I've always been very intrigued by the concept of erasing one's memory and what compels somebody into making such a decision. What could compel somebody to erase a part of his or her personal history and character? From the book's blurb, I was expecting something that would explore the poignancy of memory and grief. I also thought it intriguing that the book seemed to focus more on the aftermath of the erasure rather than the decision-making process or the actual erasing itself. Unfortunately, this novel never delves into anything poignant. The premise is interesting but the execution failed; the novel stubbornly sticks to the shallows despite the depths the topic could have reached.

First, I just couldn't figure out the main character, Harper. She spends a great deal of time whining but lacks so much personality, it was difficult to even muster up the energy to dislike her. Perhaps her character (or lack thereof) leads to the failed execution. Harper puts so little thought into any of her decisions, even those that drive the book forward, that it's difficult for the reader to appreciate the stakes involved.

For example, I'd think that if someone were deciding whether or not to secretly erase his or her memory, it would be a Big Decision. Typically, books are better capable than movies to showcase characters' wealth of thoughts/emotions, but Harper, despite being a book main character, does not seem to have any deep thoughts. Her decision to erase her memory because of a loss (revealed in the editorial blurb so not a spoiler) was done with so little thought I reread the chapter to make sure I hadn't missed anything. Harper is sad so Harper will erase. Done. No thinking. No researching. No considering the ramifications of her actions. No wondering why her father, who has refused her nothing up until this point, forbids her from undertaking the procedure. The girl is in high school; she's capable of thought.

To be fair, perhaps growing up with a father who makes a living researching/erasing people's memories makes one numb to it, but it would have been nice to have Harper experience some thoughts.

After the procedure, Harper's decisions are all border-line stupid/nonsensical. I did appreciate that the book tried to focus on the aftermath of the erasure, but Harper's continued denials of the procedure or refusal to explore whether or not it truly succeeded made the book's premise difficult to follow.

Second, the "plot twist" was obvious from the beginning. I'm not sure if this was done on purpose, but it made the "mystery" less intriguing and was not strong enough to drive the plot forward.

Third, given the blurb, I was hopeful there would at least be some exploration of a father-daughter relationship (or at least a nuanced relationship), but the book again sticks to the shallows despite the potential depth. I get that it's a YA book, but even something light, like Jessica Brody's 52 Reasons to Hate my Father got a nuanced relationship across. Such nuance is missing here.

I kept on reading in the hopes that there would be something more about memory, but was disappointed. The review is 2 stars instead of 1 star because I may have enjoyed it better without having watched Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind and I feel guilty for being unable to stop myself from comparing the two.

For those who might be interested in memory, I'd recommend Kasie West's Pivot Point and Kasie West's Split Second. For those interested in complicated father-daughter relationships, I'd recommend Jessica Brody's 52 Reasons to Hate my Father or Marie Rutkoski's The Winner's Curse series.
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957 reviews10 followers
August 13, 2020
I must admit I did not remember what this was about, I checked the cover and immediately thought that it either was a YA rom-com or a YA mystery-thriller, then, of course, I had to read the synopsis and it sounded ok. I now know it was good, it gave me some calm comfort and a surprisingly easy fast read, which is really hard with a book I had no expectations for, so props for that.
POTENTIAL FOR MORE.
The concept and plotline were amazing. The idea that in the present world this procedure could be done is impressive and scary at the same time, most people see the good side of it like erasing PTSD from veterans, however, if used by the wrong people it could erase the memory of witnesses of terrible crimes, victims as well, therefore, deleting any trial. I mean, this idea is kinda similar to that one of ‘Delirium’, that’s a tiny “kinda”, but it could become something else if it is addressed in the same universe for a more adult novel, it could work as a new modern setting dystopia or even a thriller. I could work perfectly, so if Eileen wants to do it, she definetly should since her idea is literary gold.
GOOD FOR YA.
The characters were another side of this lovely tale, they were good fun realistic for teenagers. They could have been developed more, but since this is from only one POV I guess it was accurate. Their interactions were the trash we love in YA romantic contemporary stand-alones, the quirky friend, the hot love interest, the bland protagonist and the goody-two-shoes annoying boyfriend, soon to be ex. YA conventions at its finest.
IT WAS LACKING SOME EMOTIONAL ASPECT.
It was not all good. I’m not giving this book a five “Pusheens” raiting for one reason only. It was so fast that the feelings aspect was rushed and almost not perceived by me as an avid reader, one who loves paying attention to the emotional side of love and sadness. I mean, we were getting a girl that was so sad she was concerning her friends, but we didn’t feel it, we read it like a blank board with no tears, no description of said depression, no nothing to back the fact she was sad over Harry. Another aspect is that we didn’t see her trauma display too much with the whole “my life is a lie” characteristic, as well as remembering her mom at last. None of that was properly addressed, we saw no emotional reaction to that, therefore that was a huge disappointment.
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346 reviews38 followers
August 28, 2019
While the twist is predictable, I still enjoyed the novel. The journey and the writing sucks me in, even when I know how it will all play out in the end. While I didn't find Remember as compelling as You Owe Me a Murder, I was still into it.

I think my only complaint was the love triangle/romance aspect of the novel. I should start by saying that I loath the love triangle trope that plagues YA novels, but I didn't really mind it here. Harper's relationship with Josh and Neil were written in a way that didn't feel tropey especially since it was mostly Harper and Neil. With Josh, who is Harper's boyfriend in the novel, you really got the sense that Harper was stuck in the relationship and fell out of love a long time ago. Instead of it being a choice between two guys, it felt more like the guys were set pieces in Harper's transition and growth in the novel.

Which is definitely not a bad thing.

So while I did appreciate this aspect of the novel, I felt like it was a bit lacking when it came to Neil and Harper's budding relationship. With Josh, I felt like he was a fully fleshed out character who had substantial history with Harper. With Neil, I didn't really much. Sure he's different and had some nice banter with Harper, but he didn't feel as authentic as Josh. Not that I cared much for the latter, but his relationship with Harper felt believable and thus helped cement his status in the book. When he said that he loved Harper I felt it, when Neil and Harper said it to one another I just felt like it was instalove.

History isn’t needed, of course, but if Neil wasn’t in the novel or he wasn’t a love interest then nothing would really change here. He’s a stepping stone for Harper’s growth, but there’s not much to the stepping stone if you get what I mean.

Thankfully, the romance aspect of the novel is minimal that it doesn't fully take over the story. Yes it's instalove, but it's meant to inspire change from Harper so I guess it's alright.

Outside of that, I enjoyed the novel. It's a bit of a slow burn, but compelling nonetheless.
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361 reviews11 followers
May 8, 2022
I'll be blunt; this went exactly the way I thought it would. It's not some mind-bending psychological thriller, it's a watered down story.

Harper is perfect; until she's not. Blah, blah, blah.

Typical love triangle. Good boyfriend becomes left behind for bad boy. Still has Golden Boy moment of redemption. Bad boy gives up rebellion for love.

As someone who has been through PTSD the thought of being able to forget the bad memories is fascinating. And while this book does look at some of the moral and ethical issues with messing with someone's memories/mental state; primarily it's supposed to be some sort of mystery about how Harper went from being so perfect to such a wreck. But given the set-up; it seems clear from the onset exactly what happened; and that Harper has been her father's guinea pig for years.
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371 reviews20 followers
July 5, 2022
Actual rating 3.5 stars

So full disclosure, I speed-read this and skipped massive swaths of this book, because I was going on an un-hauling binge and decided this was getting cut from my shelves. That said, I read the synopsis, immediately had my suspicions about the big reveal and turns out, I was correct. So I only really actually read the last quarter of the book. But that was all I really needed to get the story and enjoy the climax.

And actually, it was pretty good. I mean, somewhat predictable (but if you read a ton, you start to be able to predict most things in stories. That's just how it goes). Overall, it was a fun little read. Nothing life changing, but a cute time, and definitely worth the hour I spent skipping through this book.
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Author 8 books30 followers
May 2, 2018
I'm not going to spend a lot of time on this one: it wasn't my favorite.

The premise sounded so cool and intriguing, but the delivery was a struggle. The writing wasn't good, the characters didn't connect for me, the instalove was just too much, and the plot ended up not being nearly as interesting as I'd hoped. It was a really great idea—and some of the mystery aspect was why I kept reading—but overall, a disappointment. The story had a great chance to dig deep into complex ideas and issues, such as the human brain and memory and how trauma effects a person, but it barely skimmed the surface and came off supremely superficial.

Not for me.

Rated 1.5/5 for a good idea and a couple of funny lines
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