Black Sheep Boy: A Novel in Stories
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Black Sheep Boy is a beautifully wrought collection of interlinking stories, told with passion and compassion. Martin Poussson knows this world and it shows.
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Black Sheep Boy - Martin Pousson
Praise for Black Sheep Boy
PEN Center USA Fiction Award Winner ✴ National Endowment for the Arts Fellowship Winner ✴ Book Riot Must-Read Indie Press Book ✴ Los Angeles Times Literary Pick ✴ NPR: The Reading Life Featured Book ✴ Best Gay Fiction 2017
"Martin Pousson writes with such lush honesty, such charged intimacy, about the real and the unreal, about danger and sex and home. I don’t know quite how to describe the hypnotic power of Black Sheep Boy, except to say that the book is somehow a spell and a mercy, both."
—Justin Torres, We the Animals
An unforgettable novel-in-stories about growing up gay in French Acadiana, so vivid and almost fairy tale-like, drawing on folklore from the region, and yet so brutally realistic. Brilliant. I loved this book.
—Susan Larson, NPR’s The Reading Life
Pick up and read this fucking book. It’s intensely wild.
—Jake Shears, lead singer of Scissor Sisters
Beautifully impressionistic, and also raw, open, and vulnerable. Pousson’s bayou is such a frightening and vibrant place, generous and punishing, and the narrator’s perspective pulls us in, and brings the reader close.
—Aimee Bender, The Color Master and
The Particular Sadness of Lemon Cake
This is the kind of book that you don’t need to be LGBT-plus to enjoy; you just need to pick up a copy and start reading.
—Los Angeles Times
"Lyrical, propulsive, and hauntingly vivid, Martin Pousson’s Black Sheep Boy hums with bayou life. With magic and myth and that old-time religion, Pousson’s novel-in-stories plumbs the painful depths of alienation and rises again singing, dancing with defiant exuberance."
—Matthew Griffin, Hide
"If you like coming-of-age stories about freaky and fabulous southern sissies (and who doesn’t?) Black Sheep Boy is a must read. Set in the bayou land of Louisiana, this fabulist tale kept me entranced. Queer lit at its finest!"
—Justin Vivian Bond, Tango: My Childhood,
Backwards and in High Heels
While [Pousson] artfully lifts the veil on a world outside of most people’s experience, he also offers an outstretched hand of solidarity to every black sheep boy and girl who’s lucky enough to pick up a copy of his book.
—Lambda Literary
Electrical, convulsive, hallucinatory, elemental.…A book to give you fevers, chills, and visions.
—Ben Loory, Stories for Nighttime and Some for the Day
"Black Sheep Boy frames its fear through tragic misunderstanding, violence, and sexual confusion, and it illuminates the terrible aching divide of understanding between family members."
—The Millions
Seductive and thrilling…this book really does cast a spell on you, and the effect is wild and wondrous. Magical realism has moved north to Acadiana, and the spell takes. This is a novel of masks, hidden shames that explode into ecstasy.
—The Gay & Lesbian Review Worldwide
"Like a priceless gem, Black Sheep Boy is multifaceted…effortlessly lyrical, mesmerizingly inviting. One mighty fine piece of writing, one powerful piece of queer literature. Do yourself a favor, go grab this book!"
—On Top Down Under Book Reviews
What I loved: the beautiful prose, the Louisiana setting, and a story that wasn’t a romance. I appreciated the almost tall tale quality to it all and the rich history and cultural flavor. Because it isn’t tied with direct references to a particular era, it has a timeless quality to it.
—Inked Rainbow Reads
"This is a master class in storytelling, a primer on what it means to be mixed race, to be different, to be powerless in the face of belief masquerading as truth. The author invites you to not just walk in another’s shoes, but to don his skin. Black Sheep Boy speaks to the universal truths of being in a world not designed for you and others like you. It is simply brilliant and worth a galaxy of stars."
—GGR Review
Also By Martin Pousson
No Place, Louisiana (Novel)
Sugar (Book of Poems)
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Names: Pousson, Martin, author.
Title: Black sheep boy : a novel in stories / by Martin Pousson.
Description: First Hardcover Edition | A Barnacle Book | Los Angeles [California] , New York [New York] : Rare Bird Books, 2016.
Identifiers: ISBN 978-1-942600-37-4.
Subjects: LCSH Gays—Fiction | Bayous—Fiction. | Louisiana—Fiction. | Bildungsroman. | Family—Fiction. | Cajuns—Fiction. | Magic realism (Literature). | BISAC FICTION/Literary.
Classification: LCC PS3616.O87 .B43 | DDC 813.6—dc23
For Odd Ducks, Strange Birds, and Queer Fish
Table of Contents
I.
Tales of the Dérangement
Night Song
Revival Girl
Wanted Man
Masked Boy
Altar Boy
Flounder
Skinwalker
Revelator
II.
Accounts of the Reckoning
Father Fox
Most Holy Ghost
Black Sheep Boy
Feathers
Makeup
Two-Headed Boy
Dawn Chorus
I.
Tales of the
Dérangement
In response to Le Grand Dérangement, their mass exile and exodus from L’Acadie by the British, the Acadians began to sing sad songs of upheaval and loss but also strange songs of frogs and other creatures. These songs confused Les Américains, and that was part of the point.
—Beausoleil Canard,
Cajuns: Three Countries, Two Continents
& One Weird Trunk
"Saute, crapaud, ta queue va bruler;
Mais prends courage, elle va repousser!"
"Jump, frog, your tail will burn;
But take heart, it will return!"
—"Saute Crapaud"
Columbus Boy
Frugé
FOREWORD
Night Song
At the end of the long hot day, the wires snapped overhead, the power dropped in the house, and the air conditioner died again. Through the open window, bayou fog wound around my neck like a cottonmouth snake, with its breath of wet smoke. Cradled against my mother’s side, my wild head of hair rained sweat down my arm to a pair of twitching hands. The sweat bonded my mother to me as I looked to her face for a sign of recognition. We lay in her bed with a hurricane lantern, my left side propped up by her arm as her steady finger moved across the page of a book, tracing the black lines, the marks she called words. Out loud, she read each sentence with added stress, her face a dramatic mask of sound.
They haunted me, my mother and that book. The Blown-Around Room starred a white-cheeked boy who, in just a few pages, turned red as a crawfish. He’d been ordered to straighten his bedroom, but the pictures revealed him sleeping instead of cleaning. Or else throwing a ball at an imaginary basket until it bounced to the side and overturned all the boxes in his closet. Suddenly, everything that should’ve been hidden, everything that belonged in drawers or on shelves was sitting like an angry squall in the middle of his room, out in the open for anyone to see. At the sound of the crash, his mother pried open the door and—before her vigilant eye—he turned into a little monster. Red in the face with a wild bush of hair on his head, he no longer resembled the cherub of the opening. There was only one word for what he’d become at that point, and my mother called it out loud: Devil!
When her wide eyes turned to me, I knew what to do: I repeated the word and looked for her recognition. She nodded, letting me know that I got it right, then pointed again to the stormy face of the boy and the disaster that surrounded him.
See, Boo
she said, see what can happen.
In her view, every story had to have a point. She wanted to know the outcome, so she sometimes read the last page first, letting its revelation ring throughout the whole tale.
Of course, he had to turn into a devil,
she declared, for it said so in the end.
At that, she clicked her tongue with vindication. The blown-around boy was locked in the tale by my mother, who was now the author, and I was his shadow.
I would make a mess of things too. I would knock over boxes meant to be shut, stumble over a tangle of clothes on the floor, fall down with a red face and a flaming bush of hair. The whole book—every word—was a sign of what would happen, of the horror ahead.
1.
Revival Girl
Under the fluorescent glare of the kitchen, Mama sang a gospel tune and shelved groceries to an imaginary beat. Each can, bottle, and box faced forward, like votive offerings. Lined in straight rows, the pantry rack collected a religious order, only missing gold leaf and stained glass. Food was hallowed in Louisiana, its magic put to work in all manner of faiths. Not just herbs for hexes but roots, leaves, seeds, bones, and skins. Spells, cures, omens, all called for some piece of a plant or part of an animal that might also land on a dinner plate. If you wanted to quell the nerves, you stuffed a bag with the hairy flower of frog-foot. If you wanted to hinder the heart, you stewed the hooked fruit of devil’s claw. And if you wanted to predict the sex of a baby, you swung a meaty tailbone over the pregnant belly. A steady swing meant a boy, a gyrating swing meant a girl, and an in-between swing meant a third kind of baby, the kind no one wanted to name.
There I stood in Mama’s tall shadow, the no-name kind of baby. The light from the fridge radiated a halo around her dark cloud of hair. A carton of eggs glowed in her hand. Her long legs shifted back and forth, like a crane at dawn. Even though she tapped her heels to the song, I knew better than to tap along with her or, worse, to twirl across the linoleum flapping my hands in the air. By three, I’d learned penance for the jitters when Mama strapped down my restless hands with duct tape then ordered a doctor to fit braces on my twisting feet. By five, I’d learned sacrifice for the stutters when another doctor cut out a flap of flesh to correct my tangling speech. Mama showed me the horn-shaped piece to prove a point: the devil had me by the tongue. So I did my best to walk straight and talk steady.
Still, my feet pranced and my arms swung more than any boy Mama had known. At first glance, my body seemed drawn into the right shape, but my walk swished and swayed, and my hands flapped in the air or flitted at my side. A tremor in my chest pushed my ribs out when I grew anxious, as if I might burst. At times, I stared at a point between my eyes before boxing my ears with two fists or slapping my face with an open palm. Just what brewed inside me? Mama wondered. Just what made up my tailbone? Soon, she’d open that carton of eggs in her hand. Soon, she’d test that boy on the floor.
Cousins, blood relations, were the only boys Mama had known before marrying at sixteen. Short boys smelling of foul ditches, with loose tongues, rough hands, stiff lips, headed for the half-life of the oil patch. And the only man she knew, her towering father, had gone by the time she hit her teens, leaving her to tend two baby sisters and, as she put it, a baby mother. The girls made monstrous faces from the floor, crying for milk, syrup, toys, solace.
Her mother, my mamère, was an angry baby too, full grown, with three daughters and half a husband, but prone to pouting for days on end and pulling at her face until marks and stains rose on her skin. Jaundiced, with an odd yellow cast and a flame-red mark near her left eye, she frowned and winced and usually wore what the frosted-wig Cajun ladies called le grimace.
That woman is marked,
they said, while rubbing their hands over a set of rosary beads. As soon as they heard she was from Sulphur, they knew the cause. That place looked, smelled, and tasted yellow. Water streamed with colored bits, soil crumbled into colored chunks, and air choked with colored clouds. Oil derricks clotted the town like metal birds boring for food. Tanker trucks rocked the roads leaving a tail of exhaust fumes and a crest of mineral traces. Who could look at all that and see anything but the devil?
Mama had heard the legends about her mother’s town and her father’s cove, where Sabine men dug into the swampy ground with their own homemade drills and bits to raise houses on piers. Or else they pushed off the land altogether to float in house boats on the Vermilion or the Teche, the phantom limbs of the Mississippi. Any oil drilled out of the ground, any minerals pumped into the air, didn’t belong to them. They owned no land, only boats, no farms, only fishing nets. And they did their best to