Every Tenth Lover: The Dangers of Dating a Poet
By Carrie Moran
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About this ebook
A memoir of ten relationships, told from falling in love through falling apart, in poetry form. Readers will learn why it's best to ask someone if they're a poet on a first date, to avoid their fate.
Carrie Moran
Carrie Moran is a queer, feminist & human rights activist, and spends as much time outdoors as possible. She’s a native of Upstate NY, but her heart is scattered everywhere. She's currently a Freelance Creative Consultant, Photographer and Writer. Find more on her website (http://carriemoran.com) and Instagram (@sillycarrs).
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Every Tenth Lover - Carrie Moran
Sometimes starting
is like jumping off a cliff,
in the dark,
hoping,
hoping there is water
close enough to
stop your bones from smashing.
#1
We moved so many times
her look
up from the well worn winding sidewalk
caught me
and still has not
let me forget her
one bedroom
ours
how can
so much love
fit in any space it's given
being obese
in a world designed for endless beach days
hurts less in hindsight
now I'm tan
two blizzards
trapped
we lost the dog in the mountainous snow
I could always find your warm hand
wrong place
full of dangerous looks lobbied across open spaces
we thought it was them
removing the mirrors from the wall
a fresh start
like oranges
spraying mist on the cracked parts of hands
it stings
until we can’t find the sweetness anymore
you've never been
to Bumby
but it looks like the house we dreamed
except more empty
To arrive is a calamity
A darkening forest chases
Her steps with flowers,
Beauty always just behind
A pane of frosted glass.
Like her heart knows the
First real time was the last,
And has no need to hold
Anything anymore.
Shaking
It's too easy
to flip from calm
to smoldering
my bones
call out with
fiery tongues
hands lust
for a punch
throb for
shattering
release
i split seconds
until regret
catches
her old patterns
triggering guilt
even when
anger is
bottled
& shelved
no one shook
those bottles
like you
Obsolescent
adj. gradually disappearing or imperfectly developed
all we have left is rewind,
taking something fully
developed off the line,
into an acid bath,
sucked back on film,
reeled to antiquity
with tiny little clicks;
a disposable heart,
put back on her shelf.
Cosmic
You weren't supposed
To stop loving me,
But when you did
The Earth kept spinning.
Each day the sun rose softly,
Fell through night shades,
Made way for the moon
With her army of stars
Yielding to sunrise;
I belong to the skies.
#2
Your body, speaking
Your body speaks
Like lightning bolts
Striking dry earth,
Devastating illumination
Against darkening night.
Your voice shivers my spine,
Sweetens my stomach,
Sings a siren song;
Your hands catch me,
Drag me deeper;
Your mouth moves
My hips in a sway,