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    Autobiography of a Yogi
    Autobiography of a Yogi
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    Autobiography of a Yogi

    By Paramhansa Yogananda

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    The book is an introduction to the methods of attaining God-realization and to the spiritual wisdom of the East. The writing of the book was prophesied long ago by the nineteenth-century master Lahiri Mahasaya (Paramguru of Yogananda) also known as the Yogiraj and Kashi baba. Before becoming a yogi, Lahiri Mahasaya's actual name was Shyama Charan Lahiri.
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    Release dateApr 13, 2020
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    Paramhansa Yogananda

    Paramhansa Yogananda (1893–1952) was a yogi and guru, best known for introducing millions of Westerners to meditation and yoga through his book, Autobiography of a Yogi. Yogananda was born in Gorakhpur, India, to a religious family. He was taught the way of the yogi and spiritual discipline, and upon graduating from Calcutta University in 1915, became a monk in India’s monastic Swami Order. In 1920, after receiving a spiritual vision, Yogananda traveled to the United States to teach Kriya Yoga to Westerners. He founded the Self-Realization Fellowship and continued to teach in America and India.

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    • 5/5
      Brilliant! Have read many times over.
    • 5/5
      This is a book that has changed so many minds and lives throughout this planet. [It's said to be one of the most translated and the best selling spiritual autobiography.] One view: it's a travelogue. Through the observations of this affable outsider narrator we see america, the early 20th century, and some towering personalities in spiritual perspective. Yogananda sees through a mystic's POV, and when it comes time to show us his world, then comes the astonishment. For me, most fascinating was when, through a visitation from his recently departed guru, he reveals "geographic and cultural" details of the Astral realm (the immediate afterworld, if you prefer), and beyond that. Considering the esoteric info revealed, this is a remarkably accessible spiritual autobiography.
    • 4/5
      I liked the book because it is well written and quite absorbing. It, however, shows many miracles and supernatural events which I find it difficult to believe. Yet This is a unique book because it displays a truth which is beyond commonsense. You never know if that dimension may really exist.
    • 5/5
      ...taken bit by bit, this can be clarifying and life-changing. I am finding this book easy to read and full of things that cause me to think deeply.
    • 5/5
      A fascinating look into the life of a yogi. Although his style of writing is sometimes cumbersome, the experiences he shared in this book leave me wanting to further explore my own spirituality. A must read for anyone searching for deeper meaning.
    • 4/5
      This is a remarkable book by the man who brought Eastern Mysticism to the US - remarkable story of one gentle man's impact
    • 5/5
      According to Crystal Clarity, the publisher of this edition, the revisions made in the Self-Realisation Fellowship editions since Yogananda's death in 1952 placed progressively more emphasis on the organisation than on the spirit of his work.
    • 2/5
      In her memoir of her father, Margaret Salinger notes that had it not been for Autobiography of a Yogi, she would never have been born. Her father, J.D. Salinger, had already begun his reclusive lifestyle. He wanted to divorce himself from the duties of domesticity and family life in order to achieve a higher spiritual consciousness. However, Paramhansa Yogananda 's book revealed to him that -in his understanding - salvation can also come to those who live a family life yet still practice his science of Kriya Yoga. Autobiography of a Yogi details the stories of Hindu asetics, manifesting themselves in any space and any time they so choose; yogis healing the sick of infirmities and taking the burdens upon themselves; the ordinary man and his insistence on logic as the only tool possible for understanding the world around him, and being overcome by events which pass understanding. What is also fascinating about this book is that it details the wonder-workers of other faiths: a Muslim able to manifest any physical thing at will; a Catholic nun who does not eat and lives solely on the light of Christ, suffering the stigmata frequently in her German country hermitage; a Unitarian Universalist botanist who found God in the plants around him. In that way, this was a fun read.Yet, these varieties of religious experience are endemic of late 19th-century religious pluralism and its holdovers like Yogananda. While it was interesting to see these different quests for God, one thing that kept coming up throughout the text were these individuals who, through extensive intellectual or physical rigor, were coming closer to God. They were working really hard to reach God. Yet, the Christian gospel says that God will reach out to us, no matter how hard we work or how well we do. Because He is that good.
    • 5/5
      One of the must read books to know about life.
    • 1/5
      What tripe. I put this down a couple of years ago, I couldn't finish it. Who is this written for? An eight year old? Written in a tedious, simplistic, and pendantic style like childrens Bible stories or perhaps fables for the feeble minded. What am I missing here? I've read the Yoga Sutras of Pantanjali, I've read spiritual biographies. This has lots of good reviews, maybe I should try again.
    • 5/5
      One of the all time bests. The human pursuit of ultimate reality is vivid and lively in the narrative. A perfect combination of an ardent seeker, a wise master and am intense pursuit is the best a human can ever hope in this life of ours. Paramahansa Yogananda had them all. His life from a young boy to one of the greatest yogis of modern times is beautifully presented to us. Love this book.
    • 1/5
      After painfully wading through fifty odd pages of what I consider to be lies or, at best, delusions of a (typical Bengali :P) megalomaniac, I decided to put this book down. I don't know what else I was expecting from a book of this genre. It was a mistake to pick it up in the first place.

      I absolutely fail to understand how learned, intelligent people can like this book so much. People apparating in and out of thin air! Someone willing himself out of photographs! Are you fucking kidding me! Am I supposed to take these things on face value? Does Mukunda Ghosh mean us to take these miracles literally at all? If so, shouldn't I be seeking wisdom from someone less delusional? If not, are these stories supposed to have some hidden lessons? (I am yet to decipher any) Is the world as it is not beautiful and spiritually rich enough for him? Even if we leave the miracles out of the discussion for a moment, which is pretty difficult considering that they appear in the book at the rate of at least one per page, what IS the message that is hidden in this treasure of a book?

      Before you berate me for being close-minded, I do understand that there is a wonderful world outside of science. I appreciate beauty and art and wonder. I would even appreciate spirituality, but I have to hear about it from a person who can be honest about it to himself and to me.
    • 5/5
      This is one of my all-time favorite reads. It gave me answers to spiritual encounters I have had that no one before was able to help me find. It is written with a fresh innocence that gave me 'permission' to search outside of my cultural box to find an ancient world filled with beauty and the love of God.
    • 3/5
      First, I´ll admit that I didn´t manage to read this 2-volume book to the end. And life is too short to complete long books that one finds boring.

      While I have full respect for Yogananda, I just didn´t find this book interesting, though it was extremely well-written (at least in Danish translation). The author tells us at length of his encounters with various yogis in his youth, who were highly developed, and could bi-locate (be in two places at once), etc etc, and of various other experiences. He also pontificates about India´s scientific prowess.

      At the back of each volume there are interesting photos of the author and his family, and various gurus of his acquaintance, including his own guru, Sri Yukteswar, etc,

      If you are extremely interested in yogis, India, or want to know all details of Yogananda´s life, you may find this book fascinating. Otherwise, you may find it as boring as I did. I cannot really recommend it, though I cannot exclude the possibility that parts of the book I didn´t get round to contain fascinating bits of information.
    • 5/5
      If reading this book, buy the "blue cover" one which is the first edition available from Amazon.
      The orange cover one (by SRF) has too many additions and deletions which dilutes and distorts Paramhansa Yogananda's power, including changing his first name by adding an "a" and making it Paramahansa.
      The magnitute, majesty and magnetism of this Avatar is truely a blessing for the sincere seeker of the Divine.
      Many esoteric or yogic interpretation of the sayings of Jesus are amazing in their revelation of the same teachings of original Christianism and original Hinduism.
      Read and start on your own spiritual journey.
    • 1/5
      This is not Yoga!!

      Yoga is an intellectual search for the truth. It doesnt depend on such fanciful fables and claims.

      And Yogananda really goes way out with his claims!! It starts with him remembering himself as a fetus when he knew all languages and finally selected the one he was hearing as his mother tongue and his first memories right after he was born when he saw his mother. The claims keep getting wilder and wilder, beginning with minor miracles like controlling his kite as a child, to fantastical claims like Yogis who never eat, become invisible, fly through the air and do just about anything that Superman does, and much more! There's a photograph of Yogananda standing alone with a caption, "Yogananda standing with his master, who did not care to be photographed, so he made himself invisible." It requires a very strong gullibility to accept this. If anyone wants to become invisible or fly, they should go, not to a Yoga teacher, but to David Copperfield.

      I am amazed that people in the West still seem to like this book. Many reviewers write about how they have learned about a 'different culture' and a 'different way of thinking' from this book, as if in India we are quite used to seeing our Yogis flying through the air and so on.

      It would be quite natural for anyone who first comes into contact with Yoga through this book to develop a strong cynicism about Hinduism and its practises, including Yoga. But this is not Yoga at all. To learn about Yoga, I would recommend reading Swami Vivekananda and Ramkrishna Paramahansa, these were great teachers who also achieved relevatory experiences through Yoga but certainly never made any such absurd claims. Yoga is not the magic and superstitious fable that this book makes it out to be.
    • 2/5
      The text is mainly a collection of miracles the the author claims have happened in his, his guru's, or his guru's guru's life. "Miracle" here means something of the type: divine healing, teleportation, a person not appearing on a photo taken, materialisation of food and other things, telepathy, predicting the future, non-eating for extended periods of time, transfer of diseases, or resurrection. The text also contains more mundane episodes from the authors life and even a few glimpses of his teaching. However, the real meat of his teaching (called "Kriya Yoga") is only made available to those who are willing to enter the institution founded by the author; this is often not a good sign.

      Regardless of whether one believes all the stories of miracles or not, the whole text is very sensationalistic. Also, I found the exaggerated reverence of the author for his guru often very annoying. At other times it just seems odd when, for example, on p. 123, ch. 12, the author says that his guru is snoring and then glorifies it by saying that snoring is a sign of complete relaxation.

      Both the author and his guru seem to be wealthy, because they were born into rich families. At times I had the feeling that the author is a bit dismissive of people who were less fortunate, e.g., p. 213, ch. 20, where the author ask his uncle "could you possibly spare me your servant".

      Needless to say, the book is very esoteric, which culminates in the end were the author describes life after death and his worldview (highlight, p. 459-460, ch. 43, "[...] on different astral planets [...] war take[s] place with lifetronic bombs or mental mantric vibratory rays.").

      The good things that I can say about the book are that
      1.) it is entertaining,
      2.) it provides a view into a different culture, and
      3.) the scientific approach is in principle approved of, e.g., p. 369, ch. 35, were it is said that Kriya Yoga is like mathematics: "Burn to ashes all books on mathematics; the logically minded will always rediscover such truths." Maybe the real miracle of the book is how the author was able to reconcile the scientific principle and the esoteric parts of his teaching in his own mind.
    • 4/5
      I first read this book in 1971. It opened a whole other dimension of spirituality that I found fascinating.

      To read this book today, more than 39 years later, was an interesting exercise.. If you want miraculous tales of siddhis, read this book. If you want a most tedious account of the afterlife, this is also your book. Yet in spite of my skepticism, this book is a fascinating entry into monastic Hinduism.

      It gives a good account of the relationship between guru and student and introduces the reader to several Indian saints.

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    Autobiography of a Yogi - Paramhansa Yogananda

    48

    AUTHOR’S ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

    I am deeply indebted to Miss L. V. Pratt for her long editorial labors over the manuscript of this book. My thanks are due also to Miss Ruth Zahn for preparation of the index, to Mr. C. Richard Wright for permission to use extracts from his Indian travel diary, and to Dr. W. Y. Evans-Wentz for suggestions and encouragement.

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    PARAMHANSA YOGANANDA

    October 28, 1945

    Encinitas, California

    CHAPTER: 1

    MY PARENTS AND EARLY LIFE

    The characteristic features of Indian culture have long been a search for ultimate verities and the concomitant disciple-guru 1-2 relationship. My own path led me to a Christlike sage whose beautiful life was chiseled for the ages. He was one of the great masters who are India’s sole remaining wealth. Emerging in every generation, they have bulwarked their land against the fate of Babylon and Egypt.

    I find my earliest memories covering the anachronistic features of a previous incarnation. Clear recollections came to me of a distant life, a yogi 1-3 amidst the Himalayan snows. These glimpses of the past, by some dimensionless link, also afforded me a glimpse of the future.

    The helpless humiliations of infancy are not banished from my mind. I was resentfully conscious of not being able to walk or express myself freely. Prayerful surges arose within me as I realized my bodily impotence. My strong emotional life took silent form as words in many languages. Among the inward confusion of tongues, my ear gradually accustomed itself to the circumambient Bengali syllables of my people. The beguiling scope of an infant’s mind! adultly considered limited to toys and toes.

    Psychological ferment and my unresponsive body brought me to many obstinate crying-spells. I recall the general family bewilderment at my distress. Happier memories, too, crowd in on me: my mother’s caresses, and my first attempts at lisping phrase and toddling step. These early triumphs, usually forgotten quickly, are yet a natural basis of self-confidence.

    My far-reaching memories are not unique. Many yogis are known to have retained their self-consciousness without interruption by the dramatic transition to and from life and death. If man be solely a body, its loss indeed places the final period to identity. But if prophets down the millenniums spake with truth, man is essentially of incorporeal nature. The persistent core of human egoity is only temporarily allied with sense perception.

    Although odd, clear memories of infancy are not extremely rare. During travels in numerous lands, I have listened to early recollections from the lips of veracious men and women.

    I was born in the last decade of the nineteenth century, and passed my first eight years at Gorakhpur. This was my birthplace in the United Provinces of northeastern India. We were eight children: four boys and four girls. I, Mukunda Lal Ghosh 1-4, was the second son and the fourth child.

    Father and Mother were Bengalis, of the kshatriya caste. 1-5 Both were blessed with saintly nature. Their mutual love, tranquil and dignified, never expressed itself frivolously. A perfect parental harmony was the calm center for the revolving tumult of eight young lives.

    Father, Bhagabati Charan Ghosh, was kind, grave, at times stern. Loving him dearly, we children yet observed a certain reverential distance. An outstanding mathematician and logician, he was guided principally by his intellect. But Mother was a queen of hearts, and taught us only through love. After her death, Father displayed more of his inner tenderness. I noticed then that his gaze often metamorphosed into my mother’s.

    In Mother’s presence we tasted our earliest bitter-sweet acquaintance with the scriptures. Tales from the mahabharata and ramayana 1-6 were resourcefully summoned to meet the exigencies of discipline. Instruction and chastisement went hand in hand.

    A daily gesture of respect to Father was given by Mother’s dressing us carefully in the afternoons to welcome him home from the office. His position was similar to that of a vice-president, in the Bengal-Nagpur Railway, one of India’s large companies. His work involved traveling, and our family lived in several cities during my childhood.

    Mother held an open hand toward the needy. Father was also kindly disposed, but his respect for law and order extended to the budget. One fortnight Mother spent, in feeding the poor, more than Father’s monthly income.

    All I ask, please, is to keep your charities within a reasonable limit. Even a gentle rebuke from her husband was grievous to Mother. She ordered a hackney carriage, not hinting to the children at any disagreement.

    Good-by; I am going away to my mother’s home. Ancient ultimatum!

    We broke into astounded lamentations. Our maternal uncle arrived opportunely; he whispered to Father some sage counsel, garnered no doubt from the ages. After Father had made a few conciliatory remarks, Mother happily dismissed the cab. Thus ended the only trouble I ever noticed between my parents. But I recall a characteristic discussion.

    Please give me ten rupees for a hapless woman who has just arrived at the house. Mother’s smile had its own persuasion.

    Why ten rupees? One is enough. Father added a justification: When my father and grandparents died suddenly, I had my first taste of poverty. My only breakfast, before walking miles to my school, was a small banana. Later, at the university, I was in such need that I applied to a wealthy judge for aid of one rupee per month. He declined, remarking that even a rupee is important.

    How bitterly you recall the denial of that rupee! Mother’s heart had an instant logic. Do you want this woman also to remember painfully your refusal of ten rupees which she needs urgently?

    You win! With the immemorial gesture of vanquished husbands, he opened his wallet. Here is a ten-rupee note. Give it to her with my good will.

    Father tended to first say No to any new proposal. His attitude toward the strange woman who so readily enlisted Mother’s sympathy was an example of his customary caution. Aversion to instant acceptance- typical of the French mind in the West-is really only honoring the principle of due reflection. I always found Father reasonable and evenly balanced in his judgments. If I could bolster up my numerous requests with one or two good arguments, he invariably put the coveted goal within my reach, whether it were a vacation trip or a new motorcycle.

    Father was a strict disciplinarian to his children in their early years, but his attitude toward himself was truly Spartan. He never visited the theater, for instance, but sought his recreation in various spiritual practices and in reading the bhagavad gita. 1-7 Shunning all luxuries, he would cling to one old pair of shoes until they were useless. His sons bought automobiles after they came into popular use, but Father was always content with the trolley car for his daily ride to the office. The accumulation of money for the sake of power was alien to his nature. Once, after organizing the Calcutta Urban Bank, he refused to benefit himself by holding any of its shares. He had simply wished to perform a civic duty in his spare time.

    Several years after Father had retired on a pension, an English accountant arrived to examine the books of the Bengal-Nagpur Railway Company. The amazed investigator discovered that Father had never applied for overdue bonuses.

    He did the work of three men! the accountant told the company. He has rupees 125,000 (about $41,250.) owing to him as back compensation. The officials presented Father with a check for this amount. He thought so little about it that he overlooked any mention to the family. Much later he was questioned by my youngest brother Bishnu, who noticed the large deposit on a bank statement.

    Why be elated by material profit? Father replied. The one who pursues a goal of evenmindedness is neither jubilant with gain nor depressed by loss. He knows that man arrives penniless in this world, and departs without a single rupee.

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    FATHER

    Bhagabati Charan Ghosh

    A Disciple of Lahiri Mahasaya

    Early in their married life, my parents became disciples of a great master, Lahiri Mahasaya of Benares. This contact strengthened Father’s naturally ascetical temperament. Mother made a remarkable admission to my eldest sister Roma: Your father and myself live together as man and wife only once a year, for the purpose of having children.

    Father first met Lahiri Mahasaya through Abinash Babu, 1-8 an employee in the Gorakhpur office of the Bengal-Nagpur Railway. Abinash instructed my young ears with engrossing tales of many Indian saints. He invariably concluded with a tribute to the superior glories of his own guru.

    Did you ever hear of the extraordinary circumstances under which your father became a disciple of Lahiri Mahasaya?

    It was on a lazy summer afternoon, as Abinash and I sat together in the compound of my home, that he put this intriguing question. I shook my head with a smile of anticipation.

    "Years ago, before you were born, I asked my superior officer-your father-to give me a week’s leave from my Gorakhpur duties in order to visit my guru in Benares. Your father ridiculed my plan.

    "’Are you going to become a religious fanatic?’ he inquired. ‘Concentrate on your office work if you want to forge ahead.’

    "Sadly walking home along a woodland path that day, I met your father in a palanquin. He dismissed his servants and conveyance, and fell into step beside me. Seeking to console me, he pointed out the advantages of striving for worldly success. But I heard him listlessly. My heart was repeating: ‘Lahiri Mahasaya! I cannot live without seeing you!’

    "Our path took us to the edge of a tranquil field, where the rays of the late afternoon sun were still crowning the tall ripple of the wild grass. We paused in admiration. There in the field, only a few yards from us, the form of my great guru suddenly appeared! 1-9

    "’Bhagabati, you are too hard on your employee!’ His voice was resonant in our astounded ears. He vanished as mysteriously as he had come. On my knees I was exclaiming, ‘Lahiri Mahasaya! Lahiri Mahasaya!’ Your father was motionless with stupefaction for a few moments.

    "’Abinash, not only do I give you leave, but I give myself leave to start for Benares tomorrow. I must know this great Lahiri Mahasaya, who is able to materialize himself at will in order to intercede for you! I will take my wife and ask this master to initiate us in his spiritual path. Will you guide us to him?’

    "’Of course.’ Joy filled me at the miraculous answer to my prayer, and the quick, favorable turn of events.

    "The next evening your parents and I entrained for Benares. We took a horse cart the following day, and then had to walk through narrow lanes to my guru’s secluded home. Entering his little parlor, we bowed before the master, enlocked in his habitual lotus posture. He blinked his piercing eyes and leveled them on your father.

    "’Bhagabati, you are too hard on your employee!’ His words were the same as those he had used two days before in the Gorakhpur field. He added, ‘I am glad that you have allowed Abinash to visit me, and that you and your wife have accompanied him.’

    To their joy, he initiated your parents in the spiritual practice of Kriya Yoga. 1-10 Your father and I, as brother disciples, have been close friends since the memorable day of the vision. Lahiri Mahasaya took a definite interest in your own birth. Your life shall surely be linked with his own: the master’s blessing never fails.

    Lahiri Mahasaya left this world shortly after I had entered it. His picture, in an ornate frame, always graced our family altar in the various cities to which Father was transferred by his office. Many a morning and evening found Mother and me meditating before an improvised shrine, offering flowers dipped in fragrant sandalwood paste. With frankincense and myrrh as well as our united devotions, we honored the divinity which had found full expression in Lahiri Mahasaya.

    His picture had a surpassing influence over my life. As I grew, the thought of the master grew with me. In meditation I would often see his photographic image emerge from its small frame and, taking a living form, sit before me. When I attempted to touch the feet of his luminous body, it would change and again become the picture. As childhood slipped into boyhood, I found Lahiri Mahasaya transformed in my mind from a little image, cribbed in a frame, to a living, enlightening presence. I frequently prayed to him in moments of trial or confusion, finding within me his solacing direction. At first I grieved because he was no longer physically living. As I began to discover his secret omnipresence, I lamented no more. He had often written to those of his disciples who were over-anxious to see him: Why come to view my bones and flesh, when I am ever within range of your kutastha (spiritual sight)?

    I was blessed about the age of eight with a wonderful healing through the photograph of Lahiri Mahasaya. This experience gave intensification to my love. While at our family estate in Ichapur, Bengal, I was stricken with Asiatic cholera. My life was despaired of; the doctors could do nothing. At my bedside, Mother frantically motioned me to look at Lahiri Mahasaya’s picture on the wall above my head.

    Bow to him mentally! She knew I was too feeble even to lift my hands in salutation. If you really show your devotion and inwardly kneel before him, your life will be spared!

    I gazed at his photograph and saw there a blinding light, enveloping my body and the entire room. My nausea and other uncontrollable symptoms disappeared; I was well. At once I felt strong enough to bend over and touch Mother’s feet in appreciation of her immeasurable faith in her guru. Mother pressed her head repeatedly against the little picture.

    O Omnipresent Master, I thank thee that thy light hath healed my son!

    I realized that she too had witnessed the luminous blaze through which I had instantly recovered from a usually fatal disease.

    One of my most precious possessions is that same photograph. Given to Father by Lahiri Mahasaya himself, it carries a holy vibration. The picture had a miraculous origin. I heard the story from Father’s brother disciple, Kali Kumar Roy.

    It appears that the master had an aversion to being photographed. Over his protest, a group picture was once taken of him and a cluster of devotees, including Kali Kumar Roy. It was an amazed photographer who discovered that the plate which had clear images of all the disciples, revealed nothing more than a blank space in the center where he had reasonably expected to find the outlines of Lahiri Mahasaya. The phenomenon was widely discussed.

    A certain student and expert photographer, Ganga Dhar Babu, boasted that the fugitive figure would not escape him. The next morning, as the guru sat in lotus posture on a wooden bench with a screen behind him, Ganga Dhar Babu arrived with his equipment. Taking every precaution for success, he greedily exposed twelve plates. On each one he soon found the imprint of the wooden bench and screen, but once again the master’s form was missing.

    With tears and shattered pride, Ganga Dhar Babu sought out his guru. It was many hours before Lahiri Mahasaya broke his silence with a pregnant comment:

    I am Spirit. Can your camera reflect the omnipresent Invisible?

    I see it cannot! But, Holy Sir, I lovingly desire a picture of the bodily temple where alone, to my narrow vision, that Spirit appears fully to dwell.

    Come, then, tomorrow morning. I will pose for you.

    Again the photographer focused his camera. This time the sacred figure, not cloaked with mysterious imperceptibility, was sharp on the plate. The master never posed for another picture; at least, I have seen none.

    The photograph is reproduced in this book. Lahiri Mahasaya’s fair features, of a universal cast, hardly suggest to what race he belonged. His intense joy of God-communion is slightly revealed in a somewhat enigmatic smile. His eyes, half open to denote a nominal direction on the outer world, are half closed also. Completely oblivious to the poor lures of the earth, he was fully awake at all times to the spiritual problems of seekers who approached for his bounty.

    Shortly after my healing through the potency of the guru’s picture, I had an influential spiritual vision. Sitting on my bed one morning, I fell into a deep reverie.

    What is behind the darkness of closed eyes? This probing thought came powerfully into my mind. An immense flash of light at once manifested to my inward gaze. Divine shapes of saints, sitting in meditation posture in mountain caves, formed like miniature cinema pictures on the large screen of radiance within my forehead.

    Who are you? I spoke aloud.

    We are the Himalayan yogis. The celestial response is difficult to describe; my heart was thrilled.

    Ah, I long to go to the Himalayas and become like you! The vision vanished, but the silvery beams expanded in ever-widening circles to infinity.

    What is this wondrous glow?

    I am Iswara.1-11 I am Light. The voice was as murmuring clouds.

    I want to be one with Thee!

    Out of the slow dwindling of my divine ecstasy, I salvaged a permanent legacy of inspiration to seek God. He is eternal, ever-new Joy! This memory persisted long after the day of rapture.

    Another early recollection is outstanding; and literally so, for I bear the scar to this day. My elder sister Uma and I were seated in the early morning under a neem tree in our Gorakhpur compound. She was helping me with a Bengali primer, what time I could spare my gaze from the near-by parrots eating ripe margosa fruit. Uma complained of a boil on her leg, and fetched a jar of ointment. I smeared a bit of the salve on my forearm.

    Why do you use medicine on a healthy arm?

    Well, Sis, I feel I am going to have a boil tomorrow. I am testing your ointment on the spot where the boil will appear.

    You little liar!

    Sis, don’t call me a liar until you see what happens in the morning. Indignation filled me.

    Uma was unimpressed, and thrice repeated her taunt. An adamant resolution sounded in my voice as I made slow reply.

    By the power of will in me, I say that tomorrow I shall have a fairly large boil in this exact place on my arm; and your boil shall swell to twice its present size!

    Morning found me with a stalwart boil on the indicated spot; the dimensions of Uma’s boil had doubled. With a shriek, my sister rushed to Mother. Mukunda has become a necromancer! Gravely, Mother instructed me never to use the power of words for doing harm. I have always remembered her counsel, and followed it.

    My boil was surgically treated. A noticeable scar, left by the doctor’s incision, is present today. On my right forearm is a constant reminder of the power in man’s sheer word.

    Those simple and apparently harmless phrases to Uma, spoken with deep concentration, had possessed sufficient hidden force to explode like bombs and produce definite, though injurious, effects. I understood, later, that the explosive vibratory power in speech could be wisely directed to free one’s life from difficulties, and thus operate without scar or rebuke. 1-12

    Our family moved to Lahore in the Punjab. There I acquired a picture of the Divine Mother in the form of the Goddess Kali. 1-13 It sanctified a small informal shrine on the balcony of our home. An unequivocal conviction came over me that fulfillment would crown any of my prayers uttered in that sacred spot. Standing there with Uma one day, I watched two kites flying over the roofs of the buildings on the opposite side of the very narrow lane.

    Why are you so quiet? Uma pushed me playfully.

    I am just thinking how wonderful it is that Divine Mother gives me whatever I ask.

    I suppose She would give you those two kites! My sister laughed derisively.

    Why not? I began silent prayers for their possession.

    Matches are played in India with kites whose strings are covered with glue and ground glass. Each player attempts to sever the string of his opponent. A freed kite sails over the roofs; there is great fun in catching it. Inasmuch as Uma and I were on the balcony, it seemed impossible that any loosed kite could come into our hands; its string would naturally dangle over the roofs.

    The players across the lane began their match. One string was cut; immediately the kite floated in my direction. It was stationary for a moment, through sudden abatement of breeze, which sufficed to firmly entangle the string with a cactus plant on top of the opposite house. A perfect loop was formed for my seizure. I handed the prize to Uma.

    It was just an extraordinary accident, and not an answer to your prayer. If the other kite comes to you, then I shall believe. Sister’s dark eyes conveyed more amazement than her words.

    I continued my prayers with a crescendo intensity. A forcible tug by the other player resulted in the abrupt loss of his kite. It headed toward me, dancing in the wind. My helpful assistant, the cactus plant, again secured the kite string in the necessary loop by which I could grasp it. I presented my second trophy to Uma.

    Indeed, Divine Mother listens to you! This is all too uncanny for me! Sister bolted away like a frightened fawn.

    NOTES

    1-2: Spiritual teacher; from Sanskrit root gur, to raise, to uplift.

    1-3: A practitioner of yoga, union, ancient Indian science of meditation on God.

    1-4: My name was changed to Yogananda when I entered the ancient monastic Swami Order in 1914. My guru bestowed the religious title of Paramhansa on me in 1935 (see chapters 24 and 42).

    1-5: Traditionally, the second caste of warriors and rulers.

    1-6: These ancient epics are the hoard of India’s history, mythology, and philosophy. An Everyman’s Library volume, Ramayana and Mahabharata, is a condensation in English verse by Romesh Dutt (New York: E. P. Dutton).

    1-7: This noble Sanskrit poem, which occurs as part of the Mahabharata epic, is the Hindu Bible. The most poetical English translation is Edwin Arnold’s The Song Celestial (Philadelphia: David McKay, 75 cents). One of the best translations with detailed commentary is Sri Aurobindo’s Message Of The Gita (Jupiter Press, 16 Semudoss St., Madras, India, $3.50).

    1-8: Babu (Mister) is placed in Bengali names at the end.

    1-9: The phenomenal powers possessed by great masters are explained in chapter 30, The Law of Miracles.

    1-10: A yogic technique whereby the sensory tumult is stilled, permitting man to achieve an ever-increasing identity with cosmic consciousness. (See chapter 26.)

    1-11: A Sanskrit name for God as Ruler of the universe; from the root Is , to rule. There are 108 names for God in the Hindu scriptures, each one carrying a different shade of philosophical meaning.

    1-12: The infinite potencies of sound derive from the Creative Word, Aum , the cosmic vibratory power behind all atomic energies. Any word spoken with clear realization and deep concentration has a materializing value. Loud or silent repetition of inspiring words has been found effective in Coueism and similar systems of psychotherapy; the secret lies in the stepping-up of the mind’s vibratory rate. The poet Tennyson has left us, in his Memoirs , an account of his repetitious device for passing beyond the conscious mind into superconsciousness:

    A kind of waking trance-this for lack of a better word-I have frequently had, quite up from boyhood, when I have been all alone, Tennyson wrote. This has come upon me through repeating my own name to myself silently, till all at once, as it were out of the intensity of the consciousness of individuality, individuality itself seemed to dissolve and fade away into boundless being, and this not a confused state but the clearest, the surest of the surest, utterly beyond words-where death was an almost laughable impossibility-the loss of personality (if so it were) seeming no extinction, but the only true life. He wrote further: It is no nebulous ecstasy, but a state of transcendent wonder, associated with absolute clearness of mind.

    1-13: Kali is a symbol of God in the aspect of eternal Mother Nature.

    CHAPTER: 2

    MY MOTHER’S DEATH AND THE MYSTIC AMULET

    My mother’s greatest desire was the marriage of my elder brother. Ah, when I behold the face of Ananta’s wife, I shall find heaven on this earth! I frequently heard Mother express in these words her strong Indian sentiment for family continuity.

    I was about eleven years old at the time of Ananta’s betrothal. Mother was in Calcutta, joyously supervising the wedding preparations. Father and I alone remained at our home in Bareilly in northern India, whence Father had been transferred after two years at Lahore.

    I had previously witnessed the splendor of nuptial rites for my two elder sisters, Roma and Uma; but for Ananta, as the eldest son, plans were truly elaborate. Mother was welcoming numerous relatives, daily arriving in Calcutta from distant homes. She lodged them comfortably in a large, newly acquired house at 50 Amherst Street. Everything was in readiness-the banquet delicacies, the gay throne on which Brother was to be carried to the home of the bride-to-be, the rows of colorful lights, the mammoth cardboard elephants and camels, the English, Scottish and Indian orchestras, the professional entertainers, the priests for the ancient rituals.

    Father and I, in gala spirits, were planning to join the family in time for the ceremony. Shortly before the great day, however, I had an ominous vision.

    It was in Bareilly on a midnight. As I slept beside Father on the piazza of our bungalow, I was awakened by a peculiar flutter of the mosquito netting over the bed. The flimsy curtains parted and I saw the beloved form of my mother.

    Awaken your father! Her voice was only a whisper. Take the first available train, at four o’clock this morning. Rush to Calcutta if you would see me! The wraithlike figure vanished.

    Father, Father! Mother is dying! The terror in my tone aroused him instantly. I sobbed out the fatal tidings.

    Never mind that hallucination of yours. Father gave his characteristic negation to a new situation. Your mother is in excellent health. If we get any bad news, we shall leave tomorrow.

    You shall never forgive yourself for not starting now! Anguish caused me to add bitterly, Nor shall I ever forgive you!

    The melancholy morning came with explicit words: Mother dangerously ill; marriage postponed; come at once.

    Father and I left distractedly. One of my uncles met us en route at a transfer point. A train thundered toward us, looming with telescopic increase. From my inner tumult, an abrupt determination arose to hurl myself on the railroad tracks. Already bereft, I felt, of my mother, I could not endure a world suddenly barren to the bone. I loved Mother as my dearest friend on earth. Her solacing black eyes had been my surest refuge in the trifling tragedies of childhood.

    Does she yet live? I stopped for one last question to my uncle.

    Of course she is alive! He was not slow to interpret the desperation in my face. But I scarcely believed him.

    When we reached our Calcutta home, it was only to confront the stunning mystery of death. I collapsed into an almost lifeless state. Years passed before any reconciliation entered my heart. Storming the very gates of heaven, my cries at last summoned the Divine Mother. Her words brought final healing to my suppurating wounds:

    It is I who have watched over thee, life after life, in the tenderness of many mothers! See in My gaze the two black eyes, the lost beautiful eyes, thou seekest!

    Father and I returned to Bareilly soon after the crematory rites for the well-beloved. Early every morning I made a pathetic memorial- pilgrimage to a large sheoli tree which shaded the smooth, green-gold lawn before our bungalow. In poetical moments, I thought that the white sheoli flowers were strewing themselves with a willing devotion over the grassy altar. Mingling tears with the dew, I often observed a strange other-worldly light emerging from the dawn. Intense pangs of longing for God assailed me. I felt powerfully drawn to the Himalayas.

    One of my cousins, fresh from a period of travel in the holy hills, visited us in Bareilly. I listened eagerly to his tales about the high mountain abode of yogis and swamis. 2-1

    Let us run away to the Himalayas. My suggestion one day to Dwarka Prasad, the young son of our landlord in Bareilly, fell on unsympathetic ears. He revealed my plan to my elder brother, who had just arrived to see Father. Instead of laughing lightly over this impractical scheme of a small boy, Ananta made it a definite point to ridicule me.

    Where is your orange robe? You can’t be a swami without that!

    But I was inexplicably thrilled by his words. They brought a clear picture of myself roaming about India as a monk. Perhaps they awakened memories of a past life; in any case, I began to see with what natural ease I would wear the garb of that anciently-founded monastic order.

    Chatting one morning with Dwarka, I felt a love for God descending with avalanchic force. My companion was only partly attentive to the ensuing eloquence, but I was wholeheartedly listening to myself.

    I fled that afternoon toward Naini Tal in the Himalayan foothills. Ananta gave determined chase; I was forced to return sadly to Bareilly. The only pilgrimage permitted me was the customary one at dawn to the sheoli tree. My heart wept for the lost Mothers, human and divine.

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    My Mother

    A Disciple of Lahiri Mahasaya

    The rent left in the family fabric by Mother’s death was irreparable. Father never remarried during his nearly forty remaining years. Assuming the difficult role of Father-Mother to his little flock, he grew noticeably more tender, more approachable. With calmness and insight, he solved the various family problems. After office hours he retired like a hermit to the cell of his room, practicing Kriya Yoga in a sweet serenity. Long after Mother’s death, I attempted to engage an English nurse to attend to details that would make my parent’s life more comfortable. But Father shook his head.

    Service to me ended with your mother. His eyes were remote with a lifelong devotion. I will not accept ministrations from any other woman.

    Fourteen months after Mother’s passing, I learned that she had left me a momentous message. Ananta was present at her deathbed and had recorded her words. Although she had asked that the disclosure be made to me in one year, my brother delayed. He was soon to leave Bareilly for Calcutta, to marry the girl Mother had chosen for him. 2-2 One evening he summoned me to his side.

    Mukunda, I have been reluctant to give you strange tidings. Ananta’s tone held a note of resignation. My fear was to inflame your desire to leave home. But in any case you are bristling with divine ardor. When I captured you recently on your way to the Himalayas, I came to a definite resolve. I must not further postpone the fulfillment of my solemn promise. My brother handed me a small box, and delivered Mother’s message.

    Let these words be my final blessing, my beloved son Mukunda! Mother had said. "The hour is here when I must relate a number of phenomenal events following your birth. I first knew your destined path when you were but a babe in my arms. I carried you then to the home of my guru in Benares. Almost hidden behind a throng of disciples, I could barely see Lahiri Mahasaya as he sat in deep meditation.

    "While I patted you, I was praying that the great guru take notice and bestow a blessing. As my silent devotional demand grew in intensity, he opened his eyes and beckoned me to approach. The others made a way for me; I bowed at the sacred feet. My master seated you on his lap, placing his hand on your forehead by way of spiritually baptizing you.

    "’Little mother, thy son will be a yogi. As a spiritual engine, he will carry many souls to God’s kingdom.’

    "My heart leaped with joy to find my secret prayer granted by the omniscient guru. Shortly before your birth, he had told me you would follow his path.

    "Later, my son, your vision of the Great Light was known to me and your sister Roma, as from the next room we observed you motionless on the bed. Your little face was illuminated; your voice rang with iron resolve as you spoke of going to the Himalayas in quest of the Divine.

    "In these ways, dear son, I came to know that your road lies far from worldly ambitions. The most singular event in my life brought further confirmation-an event which now impels my deathbed message.

    "It was an interview with a sage in the Punjab. While our family was living in Lahore, one morning the servant came precipitantly into my room.

    ’Mistress, a strange sadhu 2-3 is here. He insists that he see the mother of Mukunda."’

    "These simple words struck a profound chord within me; I went at once to greet the visitor. Bowing at his feet, I sensed that before me was a true man of God.

    "’Mother,’ he said, ‘the great masters wish you to know that your stay on earth will not be long. Your next illness shall prove to be your last.’ 2-4 There was a silence, during which I felt no alarm but only a vibration of great peace. Finally he addressed me again:

    "’You are to be the custodian of a certain silver amulet. I will not give it to you today; to demonstrate the truth in my words, the talisman shall materialize in your hands tomorrow as you meditate. On your deathbed, you must instruct your eldest son Ananta to keep the amulet for one year and then to hand it over to your second son. Mukunda will understand the meaning of the talisman from the great ones. He should receive it about the time he is ready to renounce all worldly hopes and start his vital search for God. When he has retained the amulet for some years, and when it has served its purpose, it shall vanish. Even if kept in the most secret spot, it shall return whence it came.’

    I proffered alms 2-5 to the saint, and bowed before him in great reverence. Not taking the offering, he departed with a blessing. The next evening, as I sat with folded hands in meditation, a silver amulet materialized between my palms, even as the sadhu had promised. It made itself known by a cold, smooth touch. I have jealously guarded it for more than two years, and now leave it in Ananta’s keeping. Do not grieve for me, as I shall have been ushered by my great guru into the arms of the Infinite. Farewell, my child; the Cosmic Mother will protect you.

    A blaze of illumination came over me with possession of the amulet; many dormant memories awakened. The talisman, round and anciently quaint, was covered with Sanskrit characters. I understood that it came from teachers of past lives, who were invisibly guiding my steps. A further significance there was, indeed; but one does not reveal fully the heart of an amulet.

    How the talisman finally vanished amidst deeply unhappy circumstances of my life; and how its loss was a herald of my gain of a guru, cannot be told in this chapter.

    But the small boy, thwarted in his attempts to reach the Himalayas, daily traveled far on the wings of his amulet.

    NOTES

    2-1: Sanskrit root meaning of swami is he who is one with his Self (Swa). Applied to a member of the Indian order of monks, the title has the formal respect of the reverend.

    2-2: The Indian custom, whereby parents choose the life-partner for their child, has resisted the blunt assaults of time. The percentage is high of happy Indian marriages.

    2-3: An anchorite; one who pursues a sadhana or path of spiritual discipline.

    2-4: When I discovered by these words that Mother had possessed secret knowledge of a short life, I understood for the first time why she had been insistent on hastening the plans for Ananta’s marriage. Though she died before the wedding, her natural maternal wish had been to witness the rites.

    2-5: A customary gesture of respect to sadhus .

    CHAPTER: 3

    THE SAINT WITH TWO BODIES

    Father, if I promise to return home without coercion, may I take a sight-seeing trip to Benares?

    My keen love of travel was seldom hindered by Father. He permitted me, even as a mere boy, to visit many cities and pilgrimage spots. Usually one or more of my friends accompanied me; we would travel comfortably on first-class passes provided by Father. His position as a railroad official was fully satisfactory to the nomads in the family.

    Father promised to give my request due consideration. The next day he summoned me and held out a round-trip pass from Bareilly to Benares, a number of rupee notes, and two letters.

    I have a business matter to propose to a Benares friend, Kedar Nath Babu. Unfortunately I have lost his address. But I believe you will be able to get this letter to him through our common friend, Swami Pranabananda. The swami, my brother disciple, has attained an exalted spiritual stature. You will benefit by his company; this second note will serve as your introduction.

    Father’s eyes twinkled as he added, Mind, no more flights from home!

    I set forth with the zest of my twelve years (though time has never dimmed my delight in new scenes and strange faces). Reaching Benares, I proceeded immediately to the swami’s residence. The front door was open; I made my way to a long, hall-like room on the second floor. A rather stout man, wearing only a loincloth, was seated in lotus posture on a slightly raised platform. His head and unwrinkled face were clean-shaven; a beatific smile played about his lips. To dispel my thought that I had intruded, he greeted me as an old friend.

    Baba anand (bliss to my dear one). His welcome was given heartily in a childlike voice. I knelt and touched his feet.

    Are you Swami Pranabananda?

    He nodded. Are you Bhagabati’s son? His words were out before I had had time to get Father’s letter from my pocket. In astonishment, I handed him the note of introduction, which now seemed superfluous.

    Of course I will locate Kedar Nath Babu for you. The saint again surprised me by his clairvoyance. He glanced at the letter, and made a few affectionate references to my parent.

    You know, I am enjoying two pensions. One is by the recommendation of your father, for whom I once worked in the railroad office. The other is by the recommendation of my Heavenly Father, for whom I have conscientiously finished my earthly duties in life.

    I found this remark very obscure. What kind of pension, sir, do you receive from the Heavenly Father? Does He drop money in your lap?

    He laughed. I mean a pension of fathomless peace-a reward for many years of deep meditation. I never crave money now. My few material needs are amply provided for. Later you will understand the significance of a second pension.

    Abruptly terminating our conversation, the saint became gravely motionless. A sphinxlike air enveloped him. At first his eyes sparkled, as if observing something of interest, then grew dull. I felt abashed at his pauciloquy; he had not yet told me how I could meet Father’s friend. A trifle restlessly, I looked about me in the bare room, empty except for us two. My idle gaze took in his wooden sandals, lying under the platform seat.

    Little sir, 3-1 don’t get worried. The man you wish to see will be with you in half an hour. The yogi was reading my mind-a feat not too difficult at the moment!

    Again he fell into inscrutable silence. My watch informed me that thirty minutes had elapsed.

    The swami aroused himself. I think Kedar Nath Babu is nearing the door.

    I heard somebody coming up the stairs. An amazed incomprehension arose suddenly; my thoughts raced in confusion: How is it possible that Father’s friend has been summoned to this place without the help of a messenger? The swami has spoken to no one but myself since my arrival!

    Abruptly I quitted the room and descended the steps. Halfway down I met a thin, fair-skinned man of medium height. He appeared to be in a hurry.

    Are you Kedar Nath Babu? Excitement colored my voice.

    Yes. Are you not Bhagabati’s son who has been waiting here to meet me? He smiled in friendly fashion.

    Sir, how do you happen to come here? I felt baffled resentment over his inexplicable presence.

    "Everything is mysterious today! Less than an hour ago I had just finished my bath in the Ganges when Swami Pranabananda approached me. I have no idea how he knew I was there at that time.

    "’Bhagabati’s son is waiting for you in my apartment,’ he said. ‘Will you come with me?’ I gladly agreed. As we proceeded hand in hand, the swami in his wooden sandals was strangely able to outpace me, though I wore these stout walking shoes.

    "’How long will it take you to reach my place?’ Pranabanandaji suddenly halted to ask me this question.

    "’About half an hour.’

    "’I have something else to do at present.’ He gave me an enigmatical glance. ‘I must leave you behind. You can join me in my house, where Bhagabati’s son and I will be awaiting you.’

    Before I could remonstrate, he dashed swiftly past me and disappeared in the crowd. I walked here as fast as possible.

    This explanation only increased my bewilderment. I inquired how long he had known the swami.

    We met a few times last year, but not recently. I was very glad to see him again today at the bathing ghat .

    I cannot believe my ears! Am I losing my mind? Did you meet him in a vision, or did you actually see him, touch his hand, and hear the sound of his feet?

    I don’t know what you’re driving at! He flushed angrily. I am not lying to you. Can’t you understand that only through the swami could I have known you were waiting at this place for me?

    Why, that man, Swami Pranabananda, has not left my sight a moment since I first came about an hour ago. I blurted out the whole story.

    His eyes opened widely. Are we living in this material age, or are we dreaming? I never expected to witness such a miracle in my life! I thought this swami was just an ordinary man, and now I find he can materialize an extra body and work through it! Together we entered the saint’s room.

    Look, those are the very sandals he was wearing at the ghat , Kedar Nath Babu whispered. He was clad only in a loincloth, just as I see him now.

    As the visitor bowed before him, the saint turned to me with a quizzical smile.

    Why are you stupefied at all this? The subtle unity of the phenomenal world is not hidden from true yogis. I instantly see and converse with my disciples in distant Calcutta. They can similarly transcend at will every obstacle of gross matter.

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    Swami Pranabananda

    The Saint With Two Bodies

    An Exalted Disciple of Lahiri Mahasaya

    It was probably in an effort to stir spiritual ardor in my young breast that the swami had condescended to tell me of his powers of astral radio and television. 3-2 But instead of enthusiasm, I experienced only an awe-stricken fear. Inasmuch as I was destined to undertake my divine search through one particular guru-Sri Yukteswar, whom I had not yet met-I felt no inclination to accept Pranabananda as my teacher. I glanced at him doubtfully, wondering if it were he or his counterpart before me.

    The master sought to banish my disquietude by bestowing a soul- awakening gaze, and by some inspiring words about his guru.

    Lahiri Mahasaya was the greatest yogi I ever knew. He was Divinity Itself in the form of flesh.

    If a disciple, I reflected, could materialize an extra fleshly form at will, what miracles indeed could be barred to his master?

    "I will tell you how priceless is a guru’s help. I used to meditate with another disciple for eight hours every night. We had to work at the railroad office during the day. Finding difficulty in carrying on my clerical duties, I desired to devote my whole time to God. For eight years I persevered, meditating half the night. I had wonderful results; tremendous spiritual perceptions illumined my mind. But a little veil always remained between me and the Infinite. Even with super-human earnestness, I found the final irrevocable union to be denied me. One evening I paid a visit to Lahiri Mahasaya and pleaded for his divine intercession. My importunities continued during the entire night.

    "’Angelic Guru, my spiritual anguish is such that I can no longer bear my life without meeting the Great Beloved face to face!’

    "’What can I do? You must meditate more profoundly.’

    "’I am appealing to Thee, O God my Master! I see Thee materialized before me in a physical body; bless me that I may perceive Thee

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