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Welcome to issue ninety-eight of NIGHTMARE! Our first story this month is a story of school bullies and dark magic: "Tiger's Feast," from K.T. Bryski. Kurt Fawver also takes us back to school in his unsettling tale "Introduction to the Horror Story, Day 1." Will be a quiz at the end of the story? You better hope not! We also have reprints by P. Djeli Clark ("Night Doctors") and Thana Niveau ("White Mare"). In the latest installment of our column on horror, "The H Word," Octavia Cade talks about women and haunted houses. Our nonfiction team brings us author spotlights with our authors, and a feature interview with Alma Katsu.
John Joseph Adams
John Joseph Adams is the series editor of The Best American Science Fiction and Fantasy and the editor of the Hugo Award–winning Lightspeed, and of more than forty anthologies, including Lost Worlds & Mythological Kingdoms, The Far Reaches, and Out There Screaming (coedited with Jordan Peele).
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Nightmare Magazine, Issue 98 (November 2020) - John Joseph Adams
TABLE OF CONTENTS
Issue 98, November 2020
FROM THE EDITOR
Editorial: November 2020
FICTION
Tiger’s Feast
KT Bryski
Night Doctors
P. Djèlí Clark
Introduction to the Horror Story, Day 1
Kurt Fawver
White Mare
Thana Niveau
NONFICTION
The H Word: The Haunted Boundaries of House and Body
Octavia Cade
Interview: Alma Katsu
Lisa Morton
AUTHOR SPOTLIGHTS
KT Bryski
Kurt Fawver
MISCELLANY
Coming Attractions
Stay Connected
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Support Us on Patreon, or How to Become a Dragonrider or Space Wizard
About the Nightmare Team
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From the EditorBEST AMERICAN SCIENCE FICTION AND FANTASY 2018Editorial: November 2020
John Joseph Adams | 123 words
Welcome to issue ninety-eight of Nightmare!
Our first story this month is a story of school bullies and dark magic: Tiger’s Feast,
from K.T. Bryski. Kurt Fawver also takes us back to school in his unsettling tale Introduction to the Horror Story, Day 1.
Will be a quiz at the end of the story? You better hope not!
We also have reprints by P. Djèlí Clark (Night Doctors
) and Thana Niveau (White Mare
).
In the latest installment of our column on horror, The H Word,
Octavia Cade talks about women and haunted houses. Our nonfiction team brings us author spotlights with our authors, and a feature interview with Alma Katsu.
It’s scary stuff, folks—we hope you enjoy it.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
John Joseph Adams, in addition to serving as publisher and editor-in-chief of Nightmare, is the editor of John Joseph Adams Books, an science fiction and fantasy imprint from Houghton Mifflin Harcourt. He is also the series editor of Best American Science Fiction and Fantasy, as well as the bestselling editor of many other anthologies, including The Mad Scientist’s Guide to World Domination, Robot Uprisings, Dead Man’s Hand, Armored, Brave New Worlds, Wastelands, and The Living Dead. Recent projects include: Cosmic Powers, What the #@&% Is That?, Operation Arcana, Loosed Upon the World, Wastelands 2, Press Start to Play, and The Apocalypse Triptych: The End is Nigh, The End is Now, and The End Has Come. Called the reigning king of the anthology world
by Barnes & Noble, John is a two-time winner of the Hugo Award (for which he has been a finalist eleven times) and is a seven-time World Fantasy Award finalist. John is also the editor and publisher of Lightspeed Magazine and is a producer for Wired.com’s The Geek’s Guide to the Galaxy podcast. Find him on Twitter @johnjosephadams.
Tiger’s Feast
KT Bryski | 3586 words
Every day after school, Emmy feeds the tiger with her sin. Deep in the park’s brush, past poison ivy and a rotting lawn chair and dented beer cans, the tiger dens under a dead tree. No matter what time Emmy arrives at the park, it’s always late afternoon in the tiger’s grove, tired light decaying to dusk.
Under the tree gapes a great black mouth riddled with grubs. Yellow eyes gleam in the darkness. They would gobble Emmy up if she let them. Sometimes she wants them to. Sin bulges inside her. If she doesn’t let it out, she’ll explode. Paw by paw, the tiger emerges. Loose skin hangs like a bad costume; dirt smears its stripes past seeing. Thin lips peel away, exposing broken fangs and bloated gums. Emmy’s eyes water at its reeking breath.
The tiger washes its whiskers, waiting.
Emmy slips a hand under her shirt. Her fingernail rests on the band of her training bra. Slowly, smoothly, she drags her nail between her ribs, carving a red line to her belly button. She presses until it hurts. Then she opens herself like fruit.
Badness gushes out: hot, coiled, viscous. It steams on the dirt like a pile of black-red guts, quivering and thick-veined. It reeks of boiled garbage and the basement drain. Emmy keeps her eyes squeezed shut. Sightlessly, she gropes around her insides like she’s cleaning out a pumpkin, scraping the last chunks free. Then she shoves herself back together.
Still not looking, she scoops everything in two hands and tosses it to the tiger. It burns. It sears. She keeps going, faster and faster, until her palms grind against bare earth.
The tiger licks its chops. Everything’s gone. Everything’s vanished. Emmy’s shoulders relax. She feels like the church after lunch. Settled, cool, echoes fading to stillness. Wobbly, she stands. I’m not coming tomorrow,
she says. So you better catch a squirrel or something.
The tiger never blinks. Its blistered tongue jabs into its own nostril.
Her heart thumps. I mean it.
A thick rumble comes from its chest. Laughter. Without another glance, it crawls into its den. Emmy leans over the hole and yells into the darkness, You be good!
But even as she steps back onto the paved path, her stomach twists. She’s coming back tomorrow. Already, heat prickles under her skin, crying to break free.
• • • •
Emmy doesn’t talk much at school. Whenever she puts her hand up, Jessica rolls her eyes at her friends. Really big, like a teenager on Saved by the Bell. Emmy’s sin bristles at that. It coils under her skin, lightning-hot and stabbing. It makes her fists clench, it makes her imagine socking Jessica in the jaw.
So Emmy mostly slouches down and stares at her running shoes under desk. She counts to ten over and over. Mom says that if she was good, she’d turn the other cheek the way Jesus did, but she isn’t, so she can’t. The wise turn away wrath,
Mom says. Emmy has pretty much accepted that she’s a fool.
There’s no such thing as a good day at school, but Swim Days are the worst. The class troops to the basement and lines up outside the boiler room before splitting off to change. It smells like chlorine and damp; bare feet slap grimy tile.
The water looks grey; echoed shouts ricochet loud enough to hurt. Emmy’s teeth chatter as they practice front crawl, breaststroke, scissor kick. Gobs of snot drift like jellyfish. When they have free time, Haley bobs on a pool noodle nearby. Not beside Emmy, but closer than anyone else.
Haley sits with Jessica’s friends at lunch, but she kept wolf stickers on her agenda even after Jessica said they were dumb and Spice Girls stickers were cooler. Emmy knows lots of facts about wolves, but when Haley’s around, she can’t unstick her tongue long enough to share them. Instead, she scuttles along the pool’s bottom. The longer she stays down there, the longer she can pretend she’s dead.
But the whistle blows. Once in the change room, Emmy heads straight to her cubby. She’s laying her clothes on the bench when Jessica comes up to her. You have to change in the washroom,
she says.
Why?
Because . . .
Jessica leans in. The other girls circle. "You’re a lesbo."
The word falls into Emmy’s gut, and it lies there, and it burns.
And . . .
A triumphant smirk dances on her face, daring Emmy’s sin to punch it. "We don’t want you watching."
Her skin goes hot. Blood booms in her ears. But she won’t cry, she won’t. Gathering her clothes, Emmy scurries into the single-stall washroom around the corner. Balancing her stuff on the toilet paper dispenser, she gulps silent sobs. But as she stops her shirt from falling in the toilet, she realizes: Haley wasn’t smirking. Not even a bit.
• • • •
As her hair dries to chlorinated straw, her sin smoulders. She wants to flip over the desks. Snap Jessica’s pencil in half. Throw textbooks out the window and smash the glass. After school, her badness keeps bubbling until it boils over and she yells at Mom.
Mom’s face goes cold. Good girls don’t yell.
No, they don’t. They don’t sit there, seething until they want to throw up. They don’t want to punch themselves, just so they can punch something. They don’t hurt their moms’ feelings. But Emmy’s not a good girl. The badness flares too hot and it loops too thick around her guts.
Did something happen at school?
She nods.
Oh, Emmy.
The coldness dissolves to tiredness; Mom rubs the bridge of her nose. "This is basic. Do unto others . . ."
She does exactly unto others as she wishes they’d do unto her. She hides in the corner and doesn’t talk.