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Natasha Alcantar
The extraordinary women that’s on the front cover, is my lovely sister. Like I said before on my other book Hairology. I’m from a family of eight, I’m the last. Coming up in a big family is a lot of fun guaranteed. My family has helped me out a lot. Me just a lost soul on the street, trying to get directed in the right direction. I pray every time I can remember, Just the thought of God is a celebration within itself. Boy I tell you life is a wonderful joy. It’s about time we start giving back to the one’s who loves us the most. I’m 31 and married with four children, and one on the way. The pain is server, but the end result is life, what a joy!
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The Beast Stand Down - Natasha Alcantar
The Beast
Stand Down
Natasha Alcantar
Copyright © 2011 by Natasha Alcantar.
Library of Congress Control Number: 2011909409
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Contents
Reflection
Beast
The state of influence
Irritability
Racism
Entrapment
Controversial
Unwanted thoughts and feeling
Volcanoes
Earth
U.F.O
Aliens
The change of life
Beast
Beauty
Half way to death
Anticipation
A ray of colors
Medicine
Wait the beast is back
Stand down nation
The creation of Babydoll
Procrastinator
Tv and fun
Reflection
Man
Family time and the reason why it Important
Moon
Last night
Finical strain
Fairytales, hopes and wishes and dreams
Heat
Time
Star quality
Lazy people
Some things are just priceless
What can me and you do about the situation?
Fight for your right to life
Challenge
Disappearance
Life can just pass you by
What is the oldest subject in the world?
The Beast is Back
Center
Intrusion
Public Aid
The Storm
Memories
The World
Sweat
Sperm banks
The beast In conflict
Just lost track of time
Police
Dreams
Grasp yourself
What Are You Looking At?
You can’t keep up with him
Thoughts of murder
Life can just pass you by
Unwanted talks and untold lies
Lock her up commit her
Silence kills
Coming on to strong
We are entering into a world where we are evolving off the elements
Don’t Cry Mama’s Here
The Beast
Chemicals
Sickle cell
Disease
Halt
I Wonder
Don’t Blame Me
Lights Out
He said he wouldn’t hit me
The Brain
Eye Color
Wild Fires
Moses
Slaves
Bus ride
Snow Storm
Car Accidents
Dirties Jobs in America
Skin Cancer
When your mind is all made up
Pocket Kooch
Remembering Me
Screams
I thought I told you I was through with you
Stand Down
Unwanted
Do you think that this is your world?
Just Stop
Have you ever met the Beast in person?
Being Envious
Violence doesn’t do so good
What’s left?
Final Battle Final Thought
The Reason Why
Zillion Boy
High hopes!
missing image fileReflection
To her she’s the reflection of her mother. To her father, she’s a princess. To the world she’s consider a number. When she dies, she’s just evidence. No one ever told her that she can be someone. Only the negative charge, what she thinks. So she pretends that she God and try to stop her thought process. But guess what? She failed just as society said she would. Think about it, a sadden heart tries to reach God. He’s not ready for her yet, so he sends her back with no remorse. Making her work double time, because she has made a mistake. Sometimes she can look back and see what happen to her in her pass. Wow, the sprit really does rise! To see herself rising above her body, makes her know that she’s able to see things. This lets her know that there’s really a God. To have a outer body experience and come back and report, this makes people look at you strange and judge you. How your thought process is mistaken, and mistook for insane. What a joke! Ha. Instead of an intellectual human being who reports back what they have experience. They say who cares any way? She’s to them just a paycheck. Someone to tell her what to do. What type of drug to take, everything. What type of world have they exposed her to? When they make her go against the bible. Your parents tell you, you don’t need drugs. But the doctors tell you take the medicine, and everything should be alright with what’s going on. Why can’t people just be themselves? She runs, and runs, and runs. Who do you thank for that? All praise to instinct. What makes you different? Does she tell you, you can’t go far? What stops her? Is it her own race that really tries to keep her down. What started racism, people who didn’t go far? What section us off in groups of different types of IQ? Reflection keep your though up and see reflection, life does that to you and me. Reflection!
missing image fileBeast
A woman batter, torn from the inside from the salvage beast. Making her feel as if she burning from the inside eternally. Seeing flames as her time past. Her future surprise her as the time ticks away. But yet there still great disappointment in her mist. Heart failure each time she feels that she has progressed. Everyone keeps moving around her, as she stands still. Trying to catch a glimpse of her own eyes. Trying to see her own soul, who she is so far. Tension makes her erupt just like the beast that has torn her down. Barbaric action sometime she cannot control. But yet still hold on to her faith, and prays to God on a daily basics. Her eyes jump, that’s how she determine her faith. The right eye means bad luck, and the left eye means good luck. Heart failure means depression; this is the time when God shows you his face. Trying to show you how faith really works. Stand down brother stand down, stand down sister stand down. Corruption destroys you and I. Self pity means nothing. Strong quite means everything. Stay positive and watch how everything around you starts to crumble. Don’t look and laugh, reach out your hand as long as your faith. Try to make better decision to help the situation. Stand down!
The hands across the face, the slaps to the eyes. The pain doesn’t compare, doesn’t even measure up to the gross feeling of the physiology disruption of the mind. This book is about mind elevation, self control. Pick yourself up if your life is run by the beast. Fight through the mind, use your Inner strength. Take a step forward, and you will always remember to stand down. The soul tells you a lot about redemption. Redemption is like to redeem or posses. The saying does fear no man; fear the man that made the man. The man that made the mind, body, and soul. Who are you without your soul? You know I have always had strange feeling about eternal life. Throughout the years, watching vampire movies, the motive was when the vampire bit’s the villain (the woman); she is to have eternal life. So my thoughts with vampires is, are they demonic or spiritually disease? Are they of God, or are they of a different creation? Some things you might find the answer to, and some things you may never find the answer to. The key is to try, when you find out about things you might make the universe change. When people talk about karma, their speaking on a universal level. You know right now I’m thirty one. Like the older crowd say, please you barley even know anything about this world. Politically speaking, their probably right. I’m trying to learn really hard.
missing image fileTake for instance, far as the political world goes. You have to decide technically republican or democrat. Which to me I think it’s really hard to decide. You have to understand each party, what they are representing. Like I said, I’m thirty one years old and I’m still trying to figure it out. You as a woman, we have come a long way. Just to have the opportunity to vote, and still I’m undecided. The way that I was taught, was that the democrat was for the poor, and the republic was against the poor. I always looked at it like this. I grew up poor, but not homeless, just not able to receive things that you really wanted all the time. I look at the republicans and I try to place myself in their shoes. You wouldn’t want anyone to take from you. To me it’s like I want to know each party. We, I include myself because; I’m not a rich lady, so I do consider myself as a democrat. I do understand that the poor need help, but you still have to take into consideration as a democrat. We cannot just sit here wasting time. We cannot continue being lazy, get up Lazarus. God promise if we ask we shall receive. We as a Nation have to learn how to step out on faith. To me it’s like we are asking for money, but the republican’s just turns their back on us. No disrespect, I know that this may sound strange/ controversial, but it’s just that I’m trying to learn, live and respect others. My thing is if the republics don’t want to help, than Why not just leave them alone? I admit life is very scary, but you have to learn how to deal with it. Democrats shouldn’t have to seem as if we’re trying to steal the republican money. People in the pass have also told me that the republicans are for war and the democrats are against war. Who do you think are more Godly? God said no murder, the fight is when the war kicks off. When the army, the marines, navy, etc. move, the whole world moves. Our country is program to fight. God sees otherwise, he wants us to stand down. What is the fight for? Money, if so than we are fighting for nothing, because if the world caught on fire, and destroyed everything in it. Then what are we going to do if human survive? If the money and supplies to print money goes, how do we determine who’s, who? How do the world as we know it survive? Do we go back how it started centuries ago? The point that I’m trying to make is, we are bound by the government. We have to follow the rules of the government. When the currency is gone (money) does it depletes the system? Do we lose respect for the chosen one’s that was appointed to the seat of leadership? What would distinguish us then? That great pride that we speak so highly on is actually one of the seven deadly sins. Will God wash our thought pattern away and make us start over? Stand down!
The state of influence
The state of mind determines what actions you take. When you feel a sense of hopelessness, feeling powerless, not knowing which way to turn, often makes people follow to the beat of someone else drum. Whoever thinks of something first, and the rest follow, becomes the leader for the day. Like if someone say let’s go out,