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Ten years ago Sheriff’s Deputy Aaron George lost his wife and moved to Colton, hoping growing up in a small town would be better for his children. He’s gotten to know his community, including Mr. Larkin, the bouncy, funny science teacher. But when Larx is dragged unwillingly into administration, he stops coaching the track team and starts running alone. Aaron—who thought life began and ended with his kids—is distracted by a glistening chest and a principal running on a dangerous road.

Larx has been living for his kids too—and for his students at Colton High. He’s not ready to be charmed by Aaron, but when they start running together, he comes to appreciate the deputy’s steadiness, humor, and complete understanding of Larx’s priorities. Children first, job second, his own interests a sad last.

It only takes one kiss for two men approaching fifty to start acting like teenagers in love, even amid all the responsibilities they shoulder. Then an act of violence puts their burgeoning relationship on hold. The adult responsibilities they’ve embraced are now instrumental in keeping their town from exploding. When things come to a head, they realize their newly forged family might be what keeps the world from spinning out of control.

280 pages, ebook

First published March 24, 2017

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Amy Lane

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Amy Lane dodges an EDJ, mothers four children, and writes the occasional book. She, her brood, and her beloved mate, Mack, live in a crumbling mortgage in Citrus Heights, California, which is riddled with spiders, cats, and more than its share of fancy and weirdness. Feel free to visit her at www.greenshill.com orwww.writerslane.blogspot.com, where she will ride the buzz of receiving your e-mail until her head swells and she can no longer leave the house.

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March 8, 2017
When I first read the blurb for Bonfires I worried about the ex-factor: baby mama drama is definitely not my thing. But I needn't have worried. Melodrama isn't Amy Lane's thing either.

This book is about family. It's about secrets people keep. It's about rich, spoiled girls expecting the world to worship at their feet. It's about power and bigotry.

But it's also about falling in love when you're pushing 50 and nearly ready to give up on romance.

Aaron has known Larx for years. Larx taught both of his daughters and is currently teaching his son. Larx is a teacher at heart, but he was dragged kicking and screaming to serve as principal of the local high school. Aaron is a deputy, so he's around.

Aaron and Larx whisper words of endearment and exchange wild kisses within days of Aaron seeing Larx running without a shirt. Aaron has seen Larx, but he's never SEEN Larx. Shirtless, sweaty Larx is a sight to behold, and Aaron's brain (and dick) go ZING.

"No. Absolutely not. I didn't do porn when I was married, didn't do it when I was single, won't do it now."

And now Larx's eyes widened . . . "Well, that's just disappointing. It's a flaw. I've finally found a flaw. Doesn't like porn. However shall we get along now?

Aaron chuckled and kissed him . . . "We'll have to have so much sex you don't even miss porn," he said decisively.

. . . "You just sealed your doom, Deputy—you have no idea how much sex it would take me to forget about sex!"

Both men have grown kids. One of Aaron's daughters is selfish and moody, but his son Kirby is like the best kid ever, as is Larx's youngest daughter, Christiana. Life and kids don't go away because you fall in love, but there's enough love to go around. The men become a makeshift family, bringing another teenager, Kellan, into their fold.

The romance isn't the sole focus of this book. There's a mystery, a stabbing, and a murder investigation. There's hatred and homophobia. But incredibly enough, the plot never feels overwrought.

Bigotry exists. Kids bring guns to school. Homophobia is rampant in some small towns. People hide behind money. That isn't drama; sadly, it's real life (especially in modern-day America, the land of bullies and ignorance).

I absolutely ADORED the secondary character in Bonfires. I already mentioned the kids, but Yoshi, Larx's friend and vice principal, was pretty damn great; the banter between him and Larx was hilarious. I also loved Kellan and Isaiah, two football players in love, who have a story of their own (that story doesn't end well here, but it's not over).

The ending is a HEA. Not everything is tied up in a neat, little bow, and the men have a surprise on the way, but they don't doubt their commitment. Despite the tension and external angst, Aaron and Larx's relationship is steel enforced; they're not going anywhere.

Bonfires is Amy Lane at her best: banter, community bonding, hot-as-fuck sex (the last scene on the couch is INSANE; I dare you to read it and tell me 40-something isn't the new 19), romance real-life style (early morning runs, laughter & food, because everyone needs to eat), and CATS. You know there's gotta be cats.

P.S. I may or may not have insider information.
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1,871 reviews273 followers
March 1, 2017
The MC's of Bonfires are both in their late 40's. I love that. I read a lot of M/M romance and while I enjoy the energy of youth, I find maturity to be entirely refreshing. We don't have the same types of angst and drama here as with many books with younger MC's. Instead, we have two men who know what they want and work to get it.

That isn't to say there is no angst or drama in Bonfires. There most certainly is. But there isn't a ton of melodrama and no ex-wife drama at all (thank you, Amy Lane!). Bonfires is about family - family of your blood and family you choose. It's also about second chances at love and life. It's about finding happiness when you least expect it. And, as a plus, Amy Lane left out the Four Horsemen, this time.

Bonfires tells the story of Aaron George, a deputy in a small town near Sacramento, and Larx, a former science teacher at the local high school and now it's reluctant principal. Two bisexual men who never expected to find love again, much less in a small conservative town. They each have kids from former relationships (Aaron is a widower and Larx is divorced) and while I expected some drama to come from that angle, there wasn't really much, I'm happy to report.

There are two sub-plots that run through the book -- a murder, that fits into Aaron's job, and a bully at the high school (mean girl) that is the focus of Larx. Woven into everything is the need for inclusiveness and school being a safe space. Larx and his vice principal and the other teachers we meet really seem to care about their kids.

I liked both subplots and how they wove together and how, ultimately, they were used to illustrate why bigotry has no place in our lives. The kids matter, and the often marginalized kids need to feel like they belong, too. Bonfires was told in an engaging way without ever feeling didactic or preachy.

Overall, I quite enjoyed this story. With younger MC's, I'd call the ending an HFN, since only a few months pass, but with these guys, I'm certain they are in it for the long haul. They're family, through and through.

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ARC of Bonfires was generously provided by the publisher, in exchange for an honest review.
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1,031 reviews158 followers
April 10, 2017
Dayyyam! That was good.

I had such reservations going into this book. I like reading about young love, so when I heard the characters were nearing 50, I almost passed on this one.

But, it's Amy Lane right? Then, the Buddy Read with Turning Pages at Midnight gave me the perfect opportunity to try it out.

I am so glad I did. This is a feel good story from Amy Lane. There is not a single boring line in this book. Both men have one late teen child left at home. It wasn't only the MCs that were wonderful, the kids added as much, if not more, spice to the story.

Aaron is the deputy in a small town of about 10,000. Kirby is the youngest child, still at home.

“You’re late,” Kirby said without looking up. He was a stickler for things like that.

"I was talking to my boss.” I was coming out to my boss in case I could possibly maybe someday bang your principal. Nope. That last part was staying subtext.
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“About going to the football game next Friday night.”

Kirby grimaced. “You’re on redneck patrol, aren’t you? To make sure we don’t embarrass ourselves because we haven’t ever seen big-city folk before.”

“Pretty much. Want to come make some new friends?”
...
“There are secret adult machinations at work here,” he pronounced. “I’m not sure how or why, but this does not bode well for any involved.”

I think Kirby was my favourite of the kids. But, I'm not sure because I loved all of them so much. Kudos to Ms. Lane for portraying these teenagers with common sense and intelligence.

Larx is the unwilling principal of the local high school as well as a great teacher and excellent parent to his own kids. He wasn't looking for a second chance at love. But when it fell in his lap he was smart enough to not turn away from it, in spite of his fears.
I just fell in love with you. I’d rather fall off a building. I’m frightened to the pit of my balls.

This is more than a beautiful love story. It's a story about beautiful people doing their best to spread that love throughout their community.

It wasn’t young love—it was worse, bigger, more painful. They’d lost before. They knew the dangers of love. And they fell anyway, whispering each other’s name in the dark...

It's a story that doesn't​ end but instead gives us all a true glimpse into the future.
The only end of the race in life was literally the end of the life.

Cheers! Here's to hoping there will be more from Amy Lane about this wonderful set of characters.
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February 29, 2024
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I loved this book so hard !!!

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First of all...this book isn't just about two older men falling in love. It's about family...family by blood and family by heart.

It's about love and it's about hate...but most of all, it's about hope and standing up for your beliefs....

Aaron and Larx, have known each other for years, but the day Aaron sees Larx running without a shirt, everything changes....

Aaron is in his late 40's, he's a father of 1 awesome son and 2 daughters. His wife died 10 years ago and Aaron has been single ever since. His daughters have left the nest, which leaves only his son Kirby living at home. Aaron has been working as the deputy sherrif for serveral years.

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He has always known he was bi-sexual, but he never did anything with it. He loved his wife and he was very happy with her. After her death, his time was spend working and raising his kids... Seeing his son's teacher running down the side of the road, without his shirt on however,  is stirring some feelings inside, feelings he thought were dead.....

One glimpse of that glistening, tan back, those rangy shoulders, the sweat-slicked black hair, and his libido woke up and started to pray to Cialis, goddess of horny middle-aged men.

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Larx (Lyman Larkin) has been teaching high school for a long time, but recently he also got roped into being the school principal. Larx is also bi-sexual and before he married his ex-wife he did enjoy being with men...more so, than with women. Larx's ex-wife doesn't really play a role in this book, though it's explained, that she's a real piece of work and why Larx has sole custody of his two children. He has two daughters, one is already in college, the other one still lives at home.

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His daughters, especially the younger one was quite awesome !! Actually Larx himself was prety awesome. He was definitely my favorite character and he made me laugh my ass off on multiple occasions....

"I have gray in my pubes.....My pubes, Aaron. I haven't looked at them in seven years and they grew gray without me."

I loved, how they went from friends to lovers. I loved, how they became a family of their own, even bringing in someone from the outside, when he needed a home.

But things are never easy in a small town and haters are gonna hate...

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There was some awful bigotry in this book and some people that needed to bitch slapped hard !!

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Thankfully, there was also a lot love and acceptance. It was wonderful to see the MC's,  as well as their friends and family, stand up for the rights of kids, fighting against racism and bigotry.

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They were grown men, nearing 50, but it didn't feel ludicrous at all. Every touch, every whisper, every shiver between them was brand-new. It wasn't young love-it was worse, bigger, more painful.

For those of you who are worried. This book made me angry and it even made me cry, but most of all...it made me laugh and smile. It also ends with a hea for this amazing couple and I hope there will be more books....for this couple or maybe for a different couple I got to know in this book.....

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July 19, 2023
Re-read July 2023

I still love this book so much.

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This book is awesome!! One of the best Amy Lanes out there.

I was afraid it would be terribly angsty, since it's Amy Lane. But this book made me feel all warm inside. There is no relationship angst, just the way I like it.

What made this book so great were several things, but these two stood out to me. The first was that Aaron and Larx were both just so incredibly likable. It's been a while since I read MCs that held my attention this much. I just loved them.

And the other thing was the kids. Well, they were around 17, so no little kids in this book. But I just loved how Kirby interacted with his father, Aaron, and how Christiana was with her father, Larx. And how both kids had the same big hearts as their fathers and were just so accepting. Larx and Aaron were amazing dads and taught their kids well.

I was a bit afraid that the bigots of the small town would focus on Larx's and Aaron's relationship, but I was glad that was not the angle Amy Lane went with. The bigots concentrate on two gay boys at school, and one of them even gets hurt in the process. But Larx as the principal and Aaron as the deputy, were there to take care of the kids and to fight against the ignorant and bigoted people. I was happy to read most of the town was great though! There were only a few rotten apples, the rest was just super cool.

“I take it I’ll see Deputy George at your place?”
Larx blinked. “I assumed he’d be going home.” But Sheriff Mills just looked at him, unblinking.
“I would prefer to find him at your place drinking coffee in his pajamas, Principal Larkin.”
“Uh….”
“Because you’ve both had something of a day.”
“Yeah, well, uh….”
“And I think you both need caring for,” Eamon continued implacably. “I like to make sure my deputies have someplace to go when things go to hell. Someplace good.”
“That’s, uh, yeah. Good idea. Good talk. Sure. Aaro… Deputy George will be at my place. Drinking pajamas in his coffee. Or something. Yes, Sheriff, good idea.”


There were lots of funny moments in this. Especially with Larx. He was just so adorable.

“Right here,” Aaron said, popping out of bed per usual. “Here, let me brush my teeth.”
Larx giggled. “There’s another man in my bedroom.”
Aaron met Christi’s amused look. “Not so good with mornings, is he?”
“You see him after two miles. Probably the only reason he remembers your name.”
“That is not true,” Larx said, sounding indignant. “I remember his name ’cause he’s cute!”


This is a heartwarming book, with family, love, and great sexy times!

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2,825 reviews432 followers
January 31, 2021
Bonfires by Amy Lane
Contemporary M-M romance.

Deputy Aaron has noticed science teacher Larx running on open roads so offers to run with him mornings if they move to a safer route. The two become friends and more.

This book covers so much of life’s changes and challenges, recognizing self and standing up for others. The men are in their late 40’s and a couple of their kids are in high school. They deal with first love, prejudice, jealousy, school boards, teen angst and grey hair.
Superbly written and emotionally engaging. There’s humor. There are tears. There’s love. It’s family.
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598 reviews18 followers
April 14, 2017
I have read a few of Amy Lane’s books, and this one has to be my all-time favorite and it was exactly what I needed.

It was nice to read a super sweet love story with older M/C’s with teen age/YA kids. Principal Larkin and Deputy Aaron George knew each other through school events and seeing each other in town. But once they discover their attraction to each other, they knew it was something more than physical.

I loved how the relationship, although new, they were always solid and there was no miscommunication. Even when the ugliness of hate and bigotry started showing up in their town/school, Aaron always was there to support Larx.

”Coffee, Larx. Then let’s fix the world.”


When questions started about their relationship, Aaron was not going anywhere.

”Don’t think I don’t know what you’re risking too,” he said softly. “So when you risk it< I want you to risk it for something you can hold up to the world and say, “This! This is us!’And then we can do it together.” ~Aaron


There was more to the story than the relationship between Larx and Aaron. There were also a few subplots throughout the book that I also loved, even a few mysteries that I thought I had figured out, but there’s a twist that I didn’t see coming.

This is definitely my favorite book to date and I highly recommend it to everyone
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1,107 reviews379 followers
March 1, 2017
I've been trying to write this review for two days, and I'm resigning myself to the fact that it's just gonna have to be subpar.

Bonfires is a story about family. Just like Deacon and Crick had a lot of "other" things going on in Keeping Promise Rock, there's a lot of happenings in this book. And it wasn't necessarily a bad thing. Just know that Lane made this book realistic in that aspect.

Aaron George is a deputy sheriff in Small Town, USA, and Larx is the high school principal. Both were in their late 40s - and I really dug that. They are both bi and have teenage children.

There was an awesome friends to lovers component to this story. The first part of the book was them becoming friends and getting comfortable around each other to start with the "zings" of banter. It was delicious, and the UST was palpable.

The second part of the book dealt more with dealing with drama (and not the bad kind) with small town life. Hell, maybe just life in general. Aaron had a murder to solve. Larx had the quintessential Mean Girl to deal with who was literally terrorizing some of the high school students. And then they were both trying to find time for each other while introducing their kids to a new relationship.

It was a beautiful story, and I just wish there was a little less going on and more on the relationship. But that's just a personal preference.

As far as the Lane angst scale - this one was lighter. Not fluffy at all, but not angst and pain, Amy Lane, either.

Recommended.
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1,312 reviews40 followers
March 28, 2017
*3.75 stars*

I had a weird reading experience with this one. I loved everything about it, except the romance. There was SO MUCH going on here, and the subplots totally took over the story. I loved the highschool atmosphere, and being in this line of work myself, I can't tell you how much I appreciated what Larx tried to do. I also loved the secondary characters, and can't wait for a story about a certain couple.

The main couple, though? I wish there was more page time on the MCs, and less on the drama/murder/murder attempt/ kids being assholes/ blackmail/coming out/homophobia....I'm pretty sure I'm forgetting something.

For what is worth, I didn't get bored, and the writing is stellar.
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1,626 reviews429 followers
September 28, 2017
**2.5 Stars**

I really, really wanted to love this book. I mean it was supposed to have two older men getting together and finding a happy ending, right? I think I continued to read when I probably should have dnf but I kept reading because I did want to see how things played out.

Things that worked for me:

•The relationship between Larx and Aaron was sweet. I liked how they were together fairly quickly, neither fighting it.

•I loved the children and how they came together.

•Sweet Isaiah and Kellan…these two need a book and a HEA.

•I loved that there were secondary characters who loved and supported Larx and Aaron.

What didn’t work for me:

•In the beginning Aaron thinks about his dead wife too many times. I realize they were together for 14+ years but she’s been gone for 10. He’s not still in a mourning period. He’s had one night stands so for him to be thinking about his dead wife and how she loved to kiss after swallowing from a bj after he JUST received his first bj from Larx, irritated the hell out of me. It takes that moment and just ruins it. This was something special between him and Larx. His dead wife had no place there. Call me cold or callous, I don’t care but for me as a reader, trying to “feel” this new relationship, I don’t need reminders of a previous one.

•At times, the mc’s acted and talked like they were teenagers instead of 40 something year old men. "For reals?” “For really really,” Aaron told him. *rolling my eyes*

•This line right here ---> "Aaron slid a single digit past the cave of mystery into the little puckered porthole.” There is absolutely nothing even remotely sexy about that line. Cave of mystery? Little puckered porthole? No…just no.

•The underlying suspense and mystery. There were things that made zero sense for instance

•What was that epilogue???? Seriously! There is absolutely NO explanation as to why Aaron’s daughter is a raging bitch…none. Honestly, the epilogue pretty much ruined any good feelings I had about this book. I realize sometimes things aren’t all rainbows and unicorns for a couple. And I can see where this may cause future problems, but give me a damn reason as to why this is happening instead of leaving me with nothing. I have seen that there will be another book about Aaron and Larx so hopefully I will get some answers then.
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March 26, 2017
This was the best Amy Lane I've read in some time, I think it's my favorite since "Turkey in the Snow". I loved the fact that both MCs were mature men with kids in their teens and older. Both men are bi and were previously married, so there's some coming out to do in their community, tricky since one is a cop and the other a high school principle.

I enjoyed the subplots even more than the main romance. I always enjoy romances which involve family and not just the main couple. In this case both men have kids at home and we get to know all the kids and the dynamcs without it overwhelming the romance. One of the MCs, Larx, is also a high school principle, so there was a lot of time spent on the way he dealt with kids, and even more on his dealings with the school board and parents, especially when they try to move against the gay-straight alliance and fire a teacher for being gay. Larx is badass and my hero. I wish there were principles like him IRL.

There's also some angst and a murder mystery in the book which, while not the focus, added nice weight and dread to the story for a while.

The writing, as always, is gorgeous with lots of trademarks Amy Lane humor. She writes teens so well! This will likely make my Best of 2016 list.
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April 6, 2017
This was a book I really needed to read right now - a warm testament to resilience, and to hope, to a belief in the goodness of many ordinary people. And on top of that, this is a book with two older main characters coping with a complex life - trying to fit their needs, their families, and their responsibilities into a working, loving, functional pattern. Like so many of us.

Larx is a gay man with a long-ago bitter divorce, and two daughters whose custody he regained, one of whom is still home and in high school. He's a teacher who allowed himself to be persuaded to become the local high school principal, because the alternatives were clearly going to damage the kids and school he cares about. He was a troublemaker in his past - the kind of guy who kicks up a fuss 90% because it needs to be done, for the benefit of other innocents, and 10% because that's who he is. He's got a restless body, a smart mouth, and quick compassion, and none of them make being a school principal in a conservative-leaning town easier. He's partially in the closet - his girls know all about him, but there's been nothing and no one worth coming out for locally, with all the risks involved. Until now.

Aaron is a widower, whose love for his wife never kept him from knowing that he was bi. But she was all he wanted or needed, and in the ten years after her death he threw himself into being a small town cop, and raising their three kids. His daughters are in college; his youngest, his son Kirby, is still at home and he's a great kid. Aaron's life is good. But he's come to realize how much attention he's been paying to Principal Larx, running past him along the side of the road, sweaty, or shirtless. And how much he's enjoyed every encounter with the principal over recent years, seeing the quick mind, ready voice, and the way Larx cares about kids. Aaron never indulged his attraction to men in the past, but maybe it's time to take that chance.

These two men in their late forties have given themselves to raising family for years, and they deserve the chance to explore a new relationship. But there's trouble at school and in town. Local bigots are restless, prone to kicking up ugliness when outside sports teams bring their black and Hispanic players to town. Homophobia simmers under the surface, waiting for a target. Local movers and shakers are willing to use money and influence to make sure they keep their unearned perks and benefits. Larx is much too personally familiar with the issues. He lost a job in the past and had to fight to keep his credentials, over bigotry. But his shift to being personally responsible for preventing escalation is a new challenge.

Aaron's job is to keep everyone safe too. In this hotbed of a small town which is fighting social changes, coming out in a relationship might lose both of them the leverage to keep other people safe. And yet, when you're looking age fifty in the face, every moment of joy that's lost may never come again. Then there are all the kids, their own and the gay kids at school and the ones learning to be halfway-decent human beings around them - would Larx and Aaron do better to support from the shadows, or step into the light?

Not that it may come down to having a choice. There are kids in crisis, from a scary teen girl with a rich, entitled mother, to football players who don't want to date girls, to the games with city schools who're bussed up to their little town, to a corpse with no face for Aaron to identify. Life is cascading around them, and they'll have to deal with it as it comes.

For us, as readers, the joy is watching these two guys deal, as really amazing and decent people. As fathers who love their kids but also don't idolize them. As administrators who can't always keep their mouths shut when they should. As men falling in love inconveniently, and imperfectly, but fast and deep.

This story has a lot of secondary characters, and they are important, giving us a range of human nature. Some are better than expected, some are worse. And in the end, the town, and the range of people in and around it, form the story of a time and place in America, and imbue it with hope. I needed this book, right now. I'll read it again soon, because it makes survival, and growth, and love, seem possible.
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1,765 reviews308 followers
March 17, 2017
Bonfires by Amy Lane is book one in her newest series - to say I loved this book is putting it lightly. I adored this book and all the perfectly loveable characters inside! You see, if you haven't read an Amy Lane story before then you have missed out on all of her amazing storylines and the characters...the characters that are real, they are quirky, a little bit flawed, full of love, and unlike any other characters you have read. They will invade your heart and you will find yourself experiencing all their emotions as you read, their trials and tribulations ...become your reality. Ms. Lane has a way of weaving a little magic into her stories, and Bonfires is no exception - you will fall hard for these characters. So be prepared!

This story is told in an alternating first person POV, the narration switches between our two MC Deputy Aaron George and high school Principle Lyman Larkin aka Larx. The story takes place in a small mountain community outside Sacramento, you know the type of place where everyone knows everyone and is all up in each others business.

The MCs in this story are both middle-aged and I LOVED that aspect, kudos for showing that people over age 25 can still fall in love ...
 
"They were grown men, nearing fifty, but it didn’t feel ludicrous at all. Every touch, every whisper, every shiver between them was brand-new. It wasn’t young love— it was worse, bigger, more painful. They’d lost before. They knew the dangers of love. And they fell anyway."
 
...and double kudos for showing that ones sex drive doesn't dry up and slink away at age 35...bravo!
 

 
There is a lot that happens in this book - several different subplots all merged together, beyond our two MCs and their families - this story deals with fear, coming out, sexuality, starting over, there is mention of divorce, death of a parent prior to this story beginning, violence and harm of a supporting character, racism, bigotry, and above all else..accepting each other and love. There is a lot of love in this book.

I really don't want to rehash the plot because as with all Amy Lane books, you just have to read it and experience it as she wants you to. I will say, I wasn't even 75% of the way done before I was emailing Ms. Lane asking if a certain character would get a book, or if there would be more stories...to which I was told - Yes, this is just the beginning! Never fear though, this book ends in a strong HFN - there is just so much more to be told about our characters, one book isn't enough. You will see what I mean when you read it!

So, I thoroughly and highly recommend this story - 5 Stars all the way to Bonfires - a must read! These men will capture your heart much like they captured each others!




Review Copy of Bonfires provided by Dreamspinner Press for an honest Review.

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1,921 reviews3,716 followers
April 3, 2017
4.5 Stars!

Loved this one! Right from the start the writing sucked me in, there was so much good banter. Not only between the main characters but amongst the secondary characters as well. Yoshi was one of my favorite characters - I wish we could get his story with Tane.

There are lots of kids in this story. And lots going on involving those kids. But darn if I didn't love those kids.

Low relationship angst - which is always a plus.

Lots of butterflies. There's a nice build up of feelings between Larx and Aaron. And while they don't get a lot of alone time, they make the most of the time they do get. ;)

Definitely a HFN ending. I was SO glad to see there will be more books for Larx and Aaron (and a book for Kellan and Isaiah). Even with the epilogue there were just too many unresolved holes.

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2,445 reviews507 followers
December 28, 2019
3.5 Hearts - A fretful audio BR with Lost in a Book !

Well that was far more angstier than I’d ever imagined. I shouldn’t be surprised since this is Amy Lane after all, but thus far I’ve been lucky enough to have not encountered the heavy stuff til now. I’m not saying that this was all doom and gloom, but there were several aspects and a couple of side stories to this that made it much more than a simple romance between two dads who are finally ready to let someone into their hearts and lives. Awwww.

So yes, deputy Aaron and principal Larx contemplate finally moving on from their respective deceased and divorced wives. What starts out as them being running partners soon evolves into something more, as these two discover quickly what they want, what’s important, and are ready to step out and proclaim their love. Ha! Life is never that easy, but it should be in fiction. Not here.

While I do appreciate a nice, no fuss, no muss romance (which honestly that was what I foolheartedly expected) I got something a lot more involved, which is not necessarily a bad thing. Honestly, there’s very little relationship angst between these two wonderful gentlemen, each wanting to care and be cared for. It’s the other people in their lives that give them challenges, food for thought, worries and stress. Just be forewarned that this is wrought with a shit ton of bigotry - past and present, big and small, and for me, it was exhausting as I wrung my hands waiting for the other shoe to drop. Don’t forget to throw in a good dose of fear of coming out, bullying, infuriating politics, and some shocking violence, which apparently is par for the course in small town America. Oy.

Again, not at all what I expected, I still had a great time listening to Nick J. Russo. He brings to life Aaron and Larx, and their personal journey had little melodrama and was peppered with some very nice smexy. As Dani has mentioned in her review, there seems to be sequels and spinoffs in the works, which I’m sure will showcase how Larx and Aaron are tested with challenge after challenge in regards to their prominent positions in their community. I look forward to it, but the next time I’ll be prepared with plenty of alcohol and desserts to get me through!

Thanks to the author/publisher for the audio in exchange for a honest review

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1,860 reviews88 followers
April 3, 2017
Can I just say "Holy Hell! Amy Lane, you nailed it with this one." 

Seriously this book was so freaking close to perfection for me. I've been trying to figure out if there was anything that was off, that I didn't care for, or would have liked if it had or hadn't been in the story and seriously folks...I got nothin'. So I'm just going to stop trying on that one.

I loved that the MCs were older not just one, but both of them were in their late 40s. It was excellent. Both of these MCs had been married and had kids. Aaron's a sheriff's deputy, who lost his wife in a motor vehicle accident ten years ago and Mr. Larkin or Larx as everyone calls him is principle at the local high school and they've been dancing around each other for a few years now, until Aaron sees Larx jogging at the side of the road...half naked, sweaty and just too damned sexy to resist Aaron convinces Larx that they need to start jogging together.

These two men fit together so beautifully their relationship may have initially progressed at a quick pace but seriously if you're pushing 50 and you've been dancing around the person of your interest as long as these two have and you need to take mountains of time to figure things out all I can say is "Seriously? Dude get a clue and go for it."

I just need to take a minute here and say one of the best things in this book for me is the fact that Aaron is bi...he's not straight and gay for you, he's unapologetically bisexual and he loved his wife. His memories of her are warm and loving and he doesn't regret a day of being with her. He is a breath of fresh air in the world of bisexual characters and he was monogamous when he was married and he wants that with Larx and Larx isn't afraid that he's going to suddenly want himself a woman one day! Am I tickled pink over this little fact...damned straight I am.

As always Ms Lane gave us a rich and plentiful background of characters for this story to play out with. Some I loved Yoshi! for his name alone he was awesome never mind that he's genuinely a good person, Larx's best friend and the high school's VP and Nancy Pavelle another awesome, spitfire of a teacher, Eamon the sheriff who wants Aaron to run for sheriff when he retires gay, bi, straight he doesn't care he's sure that Aaron's the man for the job. Eamon's wife who may be an awesome cook but should never be allowed to make cookies or possibly bake. The kids between Aaron and Larx, they have 6 and as happens in any house that's filled with love there's always room for more.

Larx gardens, Aaron has chickens, they run, they joke and laugh, they have problems and as everyone with kids knows there's never enough time to be alone and sex is frequently a scheduled event that gets postponed when life adds too many demands to your 'to do' list, but still you hang in there, you work together and you plot and plan until you get the stars to align or there's a good movie playing at the theater an hour away. Of course this all takes a little more effort when you get dead bodies and students getting assaulted while other students are working to make like a living hell for everyone added to life's everyday demands.

This one had it all everyday life, love, romance, teenagers, murder, mayhem, friends from heaven, parent's from hell. I can honestly say if time had permitted I would have happily gone back to page one and started reading this all over again...It was that damned good.

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An ARC of "Bonfires" was graciously provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
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992 reviews3 followers
January 24, 2018
Still one of my favorites!

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re-read June 2017 (audio)
Still love it, still one of my favorite stories!! Nick J. Russo's narration was perfection!

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I loved this story and I want more!!

Older MCs, close to their fifties, who are both single dads of very cool teenagers. Both men are bisexual - yes folks, bisexuality is a thing and Amy Lane portrayed this beautifully!!

Both men have known each other for quite some time before they become friends and end up as lovers while being awesome dads and dealing with RL-situations that aren't contrived.

There is a lot going on in this book besides the romance - a search for a murderer and fighting bigotry in a small town - but for me, it only added to the story. Add an awesome cast of secondary characters, sweetness, funny banter, hot sex, and a very real feel to the whole story, and this is going straight on my favorites-shelf.

edit: I really want a story about Kellan and Isaiah! These guys are just awesome. I cried for them and with them and I want to see how their story continues!
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1,511 reviews70 followers
April 8, 2017
*3,75 stars*

As I'm not a spring chicken myself, I always love mature characters. I can relate to them and their problems in so many ways. Both, Larx and Aaron, are in their late forties, both have got children, both have responsible jobs and are settled in life. So their priorities and outlook on life are quite different from someone younger.

Their lives, their daily chores, what they have to deal with and the problems they encounter feel completely real. Larx and Aaron could be the couple next door. Amy Lane has done a fantastic job in drawing her MCs. Not only are they real, but they are hugely sympathetic, and I wanted to know them.

The romance between these guys is sweet and fun, although it escapes me why it takes them seven years to actually act upon their crushes, particularly Aaron who always fancied Larx. And then, just one look at Larx's chest and Boom! he goes into sensual overdrive.

Anyone with children knows how difficult it can be to enjoy a fulfilling sex life. Larx and Aaron's 'problems' to actually find the time and not be too tired are another page out of RL which made me smile. As did the passion in their lovemaking, the way they behaved 'like teenagers in love' - I think it is downright hopeful, tbh!
But, I admit I was shocked that the discussion about condom free sex never happened. Yes, neither man had a relationship for ages, and they are responsible guys, but I still feel strongly that conversation should have come up.

There can be no doubt that a lot of time in the book is given to family related 'stuff', to school 'stuff' and other 'stuff'. It was not totally overwhelming, but for me it took away from Larx and Aaron and their developing relationship. They went from kissing to ILY relatively quickly. Their relationship established within weeks. While this is possible and was ok, I would have liked to read more about how they got there.

This is an incredibly well written book. No discussion about that. However, I did have trouble with quite a few American idioms and expressions (which is totally my bad, I know). Although I could deduct the meaning more or less from the context most times, sentences like "The e-brake was trying to geld me," left me totally flabbergasted. (If anyone knows, what does that mean?)

So, although I really like the MCs and think that this is a good book, it didn't quite hit the 'OMG-I-really-love-this' spot for me.
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2,118 reviews28 followers
June 7, 2022
*3.25* This is a small town story, about families, (all the love and drama that come with them) and a budding romance. I love that this story has two single dads in their late 40s as love interests. From the glowing reviews, I couldn't wait to get started!

They were grown men, nearing fifty, but it didn’t feel ludicrous at all. Every touch, every whisper, every shiver between them was brand-new.

Unfortunately, as soon as the book began, I was pulled away from the main characters with a ton of side characters. This was completely distracting and took away from the romance. There are small-town prejudices, racism, bullying, a psychopath teen girl, a hostile school board, a stabbing, a budding romance between two high school football players, and a murder.

In addition to being distracted by everything happening in the story, there were a few choice descriptive words used that had me laughing when it should have been a sweetly steamy moment.

Aaron slid a single digit past the cave of mystery into the little puckered porthole. Excuse me, his what?

It wasn't a bad story, not at all, but it would have been so much better without all the side drama.

Additional thoughts: I'm blaming Key and Peele for the fact that every time I see the name Aaron I say in my head "AA Ron."
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589 reviews81 followers
December 5, 2017
Phew, that was excausting....

Let's split the book in three parts:

1. Up until 30% or so it was very good. I liked the characters, liked the story, I liked everything about the book. It was a second chance romance about two men in their late fourties starting over together. I liked that they had kids and I liked how their romance started.

2. Until 60% or so I thought I was reading a different book. Everything changed, the book became a mystery/drama, the dialogues became corny and the focus shifted from the main characters' romance. I kept reading and hoping it would get better again but nothing happened.

3. After that point and until the end of the book I gave up hope and started skimming. There were way too many things happening a once. There were coming out stories, crazy teenagers, murders, hospitals, investigations, shootings, gay rights issues, evil people, meetings, bonfires.. It was too much.

I was dissapointed by this story but the thing that I found weirdest of all and unacceptable was Aaron's behavior towards his oldest daughter. It was as if he didn't like her, like he didn't care about her at all, like he didn't want to be part of her life and for her to be part of his. I can't believe I was supposed to like this character and he was written that way.

This clearly wasn't a book for me and the only reason I finished it was because I don't like leaving them in the middle.
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2,216 reviews241 followers
July 9, 2017
4.5 stars



There was a lot I loved about this story. From the plot, to the characters, to the romance...I loved pretty much everything.

I absolutely love when I get to see older characters have a chance at romance too. I love that both Aaron and Larx are in their late 40s with baggage and kids and it seemed real. Their romance seemed possible.

Both men are bisexual, but Aaron has always found it easier to be with women so as not to rock the boat. But Aaron has been watching Larx for ten years, and when he finally makes the decision to approach and start something. I loved how the romance blooms spectacularly from there.

I love the way Nick J. Russo narrated this from his wonderful character voices for Aaron and Larx and all the kids and secondary characters, to the way he brings out the emotions without going over the top, to his inflection, tone and pacing. This was an absolutely delightful listen. I was so mad every time I'd have to stop and would wait impatiently to be able to push "play" again.

Nick J. Russo is a go-to narrator for me - if I'm on the fence and not sure whether a book might be right for me and I see he's the one narrating it? Instant buy, because I know he, along with a handful of other narrators, will always entertain me.

The story itself made me mad (on behalf of the main characters and some of the kids), made me laugh, and made me happy. Call me a mush - but this one hit me right in the feels.



Recommended!

Audio copy of Bonfires provided by Dreamspinner Press in exchange of an honest review.

This review has been cross-posted at Gay Book Reviews.
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808 reviews
March 26, 2017
I loved this book : sexy mature characters, great secondary characters (teens and colleagues), banter (I laughed a lot in between rage and emotions), family dynamics and a good fight against bigotry.

Both MCs are bisexual, close to 50, single parents, both doing their best between their jobs and raising their children, their priorities. But who says that your libido is dead even when one starts “having gray pubes” ??

A lot is happening, but it’s not overwhelming : Aaron and Larx becoming friends and then lovers, building a new family in the mix, dealing with bigotry in a small conservative town where Aaron is a deputy Sheriff, facing murders and lawyers from rich families and Larx is a school principal, interacting with teens needing a place where they can feel safe, and with bureaucracy and narrow-minded parents.

I am really looking forward to read more about this couple (and potential others ?)

Thank you, Josy, for this second gift : I had such a great time !!
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1,211 reviews71 followers
August 25, 2018
4.5 Stars!

I honestly regret waiting so long to read / listen to this. It was a fantastic book.

First off, the narrator was great as usual, this wasn't my first time listening to him and he always manages to meet my expectations.

This was a story about seizing the second chances life gives you and not letting go. I adored Larx and Aaron who went after what they wanted ; their ages notwithstanding(which is something I really admired about both men).

They both had their head screwed on straight, were fantastic fathers to their well rounded kids(well, except bigoted Tiffany) , excelled in their chosen careers and were all round great guys. I appreciated their maturity which was most noticeable when they faced any challenges.

I only have good things to say about this book and will definitely read the next in the series.

+++Review Copy Graciously Provided By The Publisher In Exchange For An Honest, Unbiased, Review +++
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450 reviews73 followers
July 1, 2017
3.5 there was too much going on stars.

I started this book a bit excited about what it going to be about, It had two older MC's so I was curious about how the story was going to go and if it would catch me. It did.

what I like:
I really enjoyed the characters, Aaron and Larx were great guys and it was interesting to read about men that already lived a great chunk of their lives and see how they aproched a relationship at that age.
there was a certain magic to these people, It made me wishful and hopeful for the world, I wanted to meet people like them, I hope there are people that have a heart like them and fight for whats right.


what I didn't like:
There were too many things going on, Aaron and Larx were the main couple but their relationship wasn't the main focus, and that's fine I liked what they were working on but by the end of the book it was clear the story is not over and this is not the first time that Amy had done this to me *cough* fish out of water *cough*
There were too many things left in the wind and that have nothing to do with the main characters. I'm dying of curiosity.
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1,260 reviews260 followers
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April 4, 2017
DNF 29% May come back to it.

I can already tell this story is going to get too busy for what I'm in the mood for.

-The ex
-The psycho student
-The football player w/ the crazy bigoted dad
-Aaron's daughter

And I'm only at 29%.

Don't get me wrong- the writing is outstanding- just not for me.
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1,860 reviews88 followers
September 16, 2018
And the happy place continues...

While Mary Calmes is a tough act to follow with me. There are those who are up to the task and one of them is Amy Lane and I just happened to have the audiobook for 'Bonfires' to review so of course when opportunity knocks I always do my best to answer the door.

'Bonfires' is definitely an Amy Lane favorite for me and Nick J. Russo is one of my favorite narrators so there's no way I was passing on this one. Let's start with my review of the book because it still works for me...

Can I just say "Holy Hell! Amy Lane, you nailed it with this one."

Seriously this book was so freaking close to perfection for me. I've been trying to figure out if there was anything that was off, that I didn't care for, or would have liked if it had or hadn't been in the story and seriously folks...I got nothin'. So I'm just going to stop trying on that one.

I loved that the MCs were older not just one, but both of them were in their late 40s. It was excellent. Both of these MCs had been married and had kids. Aaron's a sheriff's deputy, who lost his wife in a motor vehicle accident ten years ago and Mr. Larkin or Larx as everyone calls him is principle at the local high school and they've been dancing around each other for a few years now, until Aaron sees Larx jogging at the side of the road...half naked, sweaty and just too damned sexy to resist Aaron convinces Larx that they need to start jogging together.

These two men fit together so beautifully their relationship may have initially progressed at a quick pace but seriously if you're pushing 50 and you've been dancing around the person of your interest as long as these two have and you need to take mountains of time to figure things out all I can say is "Seriously? Dude get a clue and go for it."

I just need to take a minute here and say one of the best things in this book for me is the fact that Aaron is bi...he's not straight and gay for you, he's unapologetically bisexual and he loved his wife. His memories of her are warm and loving and he doesn't regret a day of being with her. He is a breath of fresh air in the world of bisexual characters and he was monogamous when he was married and he wants that with Larx and Larx isn't afraid that he's going to suddenly want himself a woman one day! Am I tickled pink over this little fact...damned straight I am.

As always Ms Lane gave us a rich and plentiful background of characters for this story to play out with. Some I loved Yoshi! for his name alone he was awesome never mind that he's genuinely a good person, Larx's best friend and the high school's VP and Nancy Pavelle another awesome, spitfire of a teacher, Eamon the sheriff who wants Aaron to run for sheriff when he retires gay, bi, straight he doesn't care he's sure that Aaron's the man for the job. Eamon's wife who may be an awesome cook but should never be allowed to make cookies or possibly bake. The kids between Aaron and Larx, they have 6 and as happens in any house that's filled with love there's always room for more.

Larx gardens, Aaron has chickens, they run, they joke and laugh, the have problems and as everyone with kids knows there's never enough time to be alone and sex is frequently a scheduled event that gets postponed when life adds too many demands to your 'to do' list, but still you hang in there, you work together and you plot and plan until you get the stars to align or there's a good movie playing at the theater an hour away. Of course this all takes a little more effort when you get dead bodies and students getting assaulted while other students are working to make like a living hell for everyone added to life's everyday demands.

This one had it all everyday life, love, romance, teenagers, murder, mayhem, friends from heaven, parent's from hell. I can honestly say if time had permitted I would have happily gone back to page one and started reading this all over again...It was that damned good.

Now about the audio book...all of this plus...Mr. Russo you are awesome. Your character voices for this story were spot on! Not just Larx and Aaron but everyone, Yoshi and all those teenagers and the other secondary characters. It all worked and just made me love this story all the more. I've probably listened to more audio books with Nick Russo than any other narrator and without fail I have enjoyed ever one of them and my 'basic things I look for list' has been met and exceeded each time. In the scheme of things there are a lot of audio books and narrators that I have yet to listen to but with I feel fairly confident saying that Nick Russo is absolutely a favorite narrator for me.

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An audio book of "Bonfires" was graciously provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.

Sept/ 15/18 - Update - finished re-listening to this one yesterday to refresh myself with the characters (that's my story and I'm sticking to it) in preparation for listening to 'Crocus' and I still love this story from start to finish for me it's just totally awesome...now, on to 'Crocus'.
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1,371 reviews142 followers
April 4, 2017
3.5 Stars
I was reading along....I will confess I skimmed the reviews of my fellow GR friends so I know this book has been highly rated by most of the group who read the same books I enjoy, I value their opinions. So, as I finish this book I'm think...hmmm, what is wrong with me?

While I did enjoy many aspects of this story...
~I flipping love how devoted these single Dads are and respect how hard they work raising their children.
~Educators are so under rated...and the way Larx goes to bat for his students, time and time again, that folks is a hero to me!
~Isaiah and Kellan...no words, I loved them so hard
~Deputy Gorge, again selfless to his family and committed to his community.

I could keep going on, but that still wouldn't explain this feeling that something was missing. Maybe the murder and mystery of the story overtook the actual romance. I didn't feel like we got a whole lot of Aaron and Larx together. Most of their time on page was spent cleaning up one disaster after another, so they didn't really get to develop. While I did enjoy this story I felt I had to lower my rating, I did round up in stars because I enjoyed it..but I really wish we could use 1/2 stars, because for me, this is a perfect example of a book that needs them.
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1,672 reviews20 followers
January 11, 2024
Audio: 5 stars, Nick J Russo is one of the best!
Book: 4 stars

I enjoyed this book more than I thought I would, but this book feels like I’ll enjoy it more on my reread cause it took me a bit to get used to the writing style.

Loved the mature relationship between Aaron and Larx! And all the secondary characters and kids were great (well all except Tiff)!

I can’t wait to start on book two!!
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1,369 reviews554 followers
March 27, 2017
Oh, this was simply wonderful <333

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My first Amy Lane book read, and I am a fan. I saw that this was one of her less angst-filled ones though, so who knows what reading one of her angst ones will be like...

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because this had some angsty stuff - but all the big angst didn't come from Aaron and Larx, the two MC's - so I'm worried just imagining what could happen when Amy Lane writes things angsty between the two MC's. Yeesh!

I mean, I loved this book, I really did. It was interesting and engaging and Aaron and Larx just stole my heart, they were so wonderful together. Sexy, adorable, soft and hard and just <333 I loved all their scenes together. I loved how cute they were with finding new love with each other, how happy they were to be around each other, how intense their feelings were for each other - which is not what you see when romance is written a lot of time, in that it's between two middle-aged men.

I mean, I've read a few where the guys are up there in age, even the Executive Office series where Jack is like 45, 46? But since these guys were even closer to 50, actually the oldest MC's I've read about so far, it was refreshing, and I just guess for me, the closer to 40 they are, the younger they are in my head, but when they're closer to fifty like these two, it's like, okay they're getting onnn in their age lol.

I dunno, I know life doesn't end once you hit forty, but it's hard to remember that sometimes when your thinking about your future - anyway, this book proved that. That even at 47 and 48 you can still fall in love, still start a new life, still feel like a teenager again, giddy with fresh new feelings and a crush and falling in love. It was just so sweet <333

And their kids were awesome (except for Aaron's oldest, ugh) and Kellen and Isaiah, it just made me smile so big whenever we got a scene showcasing the love these kids had for their parents and vice versa. And from personal experience, I loved how this showed that men could be great dad's too, could be great single parents, and that sometimes women aren't always the stronger parents. I guess I'm a sucker for good fathers - especially single ones - because I had a single dad and he's a good parent overall. (Although, admittedly, even Larx and Aaron surpassed my dad in the great father department. These guys were superhero dads - not without their faults, but still - and it just warmed my heart.)

The big angst came from other factors, other characters, and the teenaged couple - Kellen and Isaiah - were the ones that had to deal with the most angst, and it made me wonder if they would make it (and kinda want a book for them as well lol).

Only thing that made me pause is, this book was clearly written to take place around 2016/17, because Lark mentions the Orlando shooting, but then he says it's legal (to be LGBT+) in California, and then his daughter goes "you mean it's not legal in all states??" and I was like...but it is??? Legal? Unless I'm wrong and there are still states that prohibit LGBT+ from doing things? I know Larx wasn't just talking about gay marriage, but I thought "being gay is illegal" was something from like the 1950's and before, unless I'm wrong? Or maybe Larx went into detail about the North Carolina HB2 bullshit bill against trans people? I dunno, that just left me confused. Please correct me if I understood that scene wrong.

Anywho, this book? Amazing, absolutely adored it. I loved reading about two men able to find love again when you would think they would be too old for a second chance at that. I just loved this book. I loved Larx's amazing heart and capacity to care, his kindness, how he tried so hard with his students - and Aaron, his quiet strength, being there to hold Larx up when he needed it the most.

5 very happily given stars <33
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