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306 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 26, 2017
“I want to mark her. I want to fuck her. I want to do things that I cannot justify. Not as a lawyer. Not as a teacher. Not as a man. And not as a decent human being.”
“This girl is lethal. Somehow, I know she’ll be the end of me, but I can’t bring myself to care. Because this right here? Would be worth a thousand deaths.”
She’s an innocent wrapped in a body made up of every sin I’ve ever wanted to commit. A good girl with bad intentions. Remington isn’t thinking about the consequences of her actions. I’m the adult—it’s my job to do the responsible thing.
... then my instincts, my body, my whole being, is screaming at me to take her.
I want to mark her.
I want to fuck her.
I want to do things that I cannot justify.
⇾ Nicknames: Remi, Rem, hurricane
⇾ heroine (h), high school senior at West Point, has a complicated family dynamic, lonely, and loyal
» 👨Remi's relationship with her father 👨«
↳ Remi's dad is barely present in her life because he is constantly on the road for work. He is mentioned here and there for ~60% of the book. One of the turning points for Remi's characters was when her dad showed up to talk to Remi about her behavior. Their fight showed promise of more to come but then... you only got 2 brief interactions between them. Those interactions were focused solely on Ryan instead of their problems. Lastly, the improving upon their relationship became a telling > showing at the end of the book. It was told from Pierce's inner monologue in 1x sentence that Remi was working on the relationship with her father. Ultimately, this character development fell flat.
⇾ hero (H), 29-year-old debate teacher, former lawyer, moody, nurturing, possessive alphahole, conflicted, and secretive
⇾ Wants to seek revenge against Ryan for the role that he played in his sister's death
» 🌞 Pierce's relationship with his family 🌞 «
↳ Since Gwen's death, his relationship with his parents has been very strained. His backstory about his parents was one I forgot about until it was re-introduced at the end of the book. Even though it was brought up again, it felt like it was added to manufacture a conversation topic between Remi and Pierce than to actually develop more on Pierce's backstory.
⇾ Floundering through life, Rem's older step brother, felt him and Rem were endgame, involved in a lot of bad stuff like drugs and running guns
↬ Development: eh, could of been better // Liked - I didn't mind the instalust in the beginning and I had high hopes of it developing into more because of the push & pull mixed with the forced proximity. Disliked - Their relationship remained in this 'instalust-but-we-barely-touch phase' for 2/3 of the book, then the remaining 1/3 was a brief separation between the MC, rushed I love yous at the end, a happy for now ending
↬ ❤️🔥 Steam Factor: ❤️🔥 HIGH ↑ // the sex scenes were sooooo cringy though. Once they actually became intimate, there was a lot of sex scenes but the dialogue between MC & the depiction of them together felt like I was reading scenes from a romance story on Wattpad.
†"Remington," he warns, his voice still hard and gruff. It's the same stern voice that tells me to stop touching myself. To go to the headmaster's office. To behave. Only tonight,
I will misbehave until I break him.†
†"You deserve so much more than this life."
"I know, but I want to find 'more' by myself. To earn it."
"You have earned it." His lips are now on mine, and his fingers are in my hair. "Now let me deserve you."†
†"I see you, Remington. Beneath all that bravado is a girl who is wise beyond her years. Someone who is too damn smart and too damn beautiful for her own good."†
†My dad is indifferent toward me, Ryan wants to possess me, boys at school lust after me...but Pierce treats me like he needs me.†
†"What are we?" I whisper. I inch closer to him. Just a tad. Lean forward. Feel him. Smell him. I can almost taste him. This man... this man is salvation†
†When her legs start to shae, I tuck one hand under the small of her back and cover her with my body again. I bury my face in her damp neck as I finally allow myself to let go.
I fuck her punishingly. And maybe I am punishing her. For walking out on me yesterday. For not coming to class today. For making me want her.†
†Sometimes secrets ruin lives. But sometimes they save them.†
“They are basically grinding in the parking lot, and somewhere in my head, I know I should put a stop to it. But they’re like a car accident that I can’t look away from. If I wasn’t sure before, it’s clear now. She’s no West Point princess.
He grabs her ass, looks over her shoulder, and spots the blond kid she walked out of school with. Christian Chambers. I taught him his last period. Obviously gay, but there’s no way for the simpleton on the bike to know that from looks alone. ”
“But right now,” he rasps, lifting his hips and unbuckling his belt. “All you need to do is let me love you. Can you do that for me, Remi girl?”
“God, yes,” I whisper.
“Good girl.”
“I grind against him, hard but unhurried as our sweat mixes between us. Pierce’s mouth comes down on mine, and his tongue sweeps past my lips. Oh, how I’ve missed the taste of him. Our tongues and bodies move in perfect harmony. We were made for this.”
“This isn’t just fucking.
This is passion.
This is love.
This is healing.”
“To say I’m not particularly fond of him would be the understatement of the century. He has treated Remi in a way I wouldn’t even treat our future pet, let alone child. But for her, I play nice.
For her, I play games I never thought I would.
For her, I’m a changed man.”