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Everyone on the Moon Is Essential Personnel
In this debut collection of body-horror fairy tales and mid-apocalyptic Catholic cyberpunk, memory and myth, loss and age, these are the tools of storyteller Jarboe, a talent in the field of queer fabulism. Bodily autonomy and transformation, the importance of negative emotions, unhealthy relationships, and bad situations amidst the staggering and urgent question of how build and nurture meaning, love, and safety in a larger world/society that might not be "fixable."
163 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 26, 2020
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February 27, 2021
A work of utter genius, truly. Reminds me of Sybil Lamb and Megan Milks, but still very much its own beast.
January 14, 2020
I am so grateful that Julian K. Jarboe's debut collection, Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel came across my goodreads feed one day. Described on the publisher's page as being a "collection of body-horror fairy tales and mid-apocalyptic Catholic cyberpunk, memory and myth, loss and age... (in the) field of queer fabulism," the stories in this book are composed of many things from many places. I have never read anything quite like it. It is undoubtedly one of my favorite books with the category "queer fiction" slapped onto it.
I hate to say it, but sometimes I have a lot of trouble with "LGBTQ" literature, even when it is written by queer and trans people. Sometimes the stories are all about being queer and trans, sometimes being queer or trans is not part of the story at all, and sometimes queer and trans characters are used purely as tokens, written with terrible ignorance. The problem with the last one is fairly obvious, but the first two are often accepted as great examples of LTGBQ literature. We are so starved for representation that we sometimes settle for that which is mediocre. It is not that some of the former fictions are never exceptional- quite a few are. It's just that, often, stories that approach characters and topics this way end up being one dimensional, unrealistic (and I don't mean from a scifi/fantasy perspective,) or even harmful. What makes Jarboe's story collection stand out in this realm is that they write stories surrounding the lives of many different kinds of queer and trans characters that are so well rounded that one cannot help to become completely immersed. Some of the stories are like poems and only one page long, yet they still drew me in. Jarboe writes stories that are about these characters without their LGBTQ existence being the ONLY thing about them. Yet they also don't attempt to use identities only in passing. Like actual life, it is part of who they are and part of their lives and experiences along with everything else in the world. I was able to see myself in so many of these characters including the ones that were of somewhat different demographic arrangements than I am. This is unfortunately rare.
Another thing that I really enjoyed about this book is how uniquely it spans so many different genres. Yes there is some science fiction and some LGBT fiction, but it is much more than that. It ranges from dead serious to laugh out loud funny. It includes great sadness and extraordinary satire. Their writing style is incredibly poetic and they show a great range across stories. Some stories read as if an author wrote them 100 years ago and others read with style from the future. The book is genuinely great fiction on top of having great representation. I can honestly say that I would read a full length novel based on any of these stories. The titular story- the longest in the book- is well deserving of its use in the title. Witty and satirical with hints of cyberpunk and space opera, it offers a look into another world.
I hope that this is only the beginning for Jarboe. They are truly a unique and talented voice in the wide ranging genre of fiction in general, not limited to LGBTQ or Science Fiction. This is definitely a book I see myself returning to and I can't recommend it enough.
This was also posted to my blog.
I hate to say it, but sometimes I have a lot of trouble with "LGBTQ" literature, even when it is written by queer and trans people. Sometimes the stories are all about being queer and trans, sometimes being queer or trans is not part of the story at all, and sometimes queer and trans characters are used purely as tokens, written with terrible ignorance. The problem with the last one is fairly obvious, but the first two are often accepted as great examples of LTGBQ literature. We are so starved for representation that we sometimes settle for that which is mediocre. It is not that some of the former fictions are never exceptional- quite a few are. It's just that, often, stories that approach characters and topics this way end up being one dimensional, unrealistic (and I don't mean from a scifi/fantasy perspective,) or even harmful. What makes Jarboe's story collection stand out in this realm is that they write stories surrounding the lives of many different kinds of queer and trans characters that are so well rounded that one cannot help to become completely immersed. Some of the stories are like poems and only one page long, yet they still drew me in. Jarboe writes stories that are about these characters without their LGBTQ existence being the ONLY thing about them. Yet they also don't attempt to use identities only in passing. Like actual life, it is part of who they are and part of their lives and experiences along with everything else in the world. I was able to see myself in so many of these characters including the ones that were of somewhat different demographic arrangements than I am. This is unfortunately rare.
Another thing that I really enjoyed about this book is how uniquely it spans so many different genres. Yes there is some science fiction and some LGBT fiction, but it is much more than that. It ranges from dead serious to laugh out loud funny. It includes great sadness and extraordinary satire. Their writing style is incredibly poetic and they show a great range across stories. Some stories read as if an author wrote them 100 years ago and others read with style from the future. The book is genuinely great fiction on top of having great representation. I can honestly say that I would read a full length novel based on any of these stories. The titular story- the longest in the book- is well deserving of its use in the title. Witty and satirical with hints of cyberpunk and space opera, it offers a look into another world.
I hope that this is only the beginning for Jarboe. They are truly a unique and talented voice in the wide ranging genre of fiction in general, not limited to LGBTQ or Science Fiction. This is definitely a book I see myself returning to and I can't recommend it enough.
This was also posted to my blog.
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January 14, 2020Warren Ellis said that we already live in the future, we just don’t notice it. It makes sense, therefore, that Julian K. Jarboe uses the future in their stories in order to better illuminate the present.
Although the stories in this collection very strongly in terms of length and genre, the dominant note for me is near-future dystopia. Climate change drowning cities and rich tourists moving in to gentrify everything that’s left (plus the underwater ruins), locking the citizens in strictly controlled zones, while late capitalism sends precarious part-cyborg employees to work on the Moon with no holiday (after all, everyone is essential personnel). It sounds wild, but for many people it’s already part of their lived experience.
As such, the characters mostly focus on survival rather than fighting to change the world they live in. It frequently feels too vast, complicated, and powerful to be changed by a small group of individuals. The best one can do is to cling to the communities one has for as long as they last; particularly since the characters frequently don’t quite realise the extent of the abuse and exploitation they are subjected to: it’s usually taken in stride and described very matter-of-factly (see for example the family abuse in the title story). It’s a very effective way of making the readers feel for the characters.
The fantasy pieces – “The Seed and the Stone” and “We Did Not Know We Were Giants” – seemed to me to be the few more outwardly positive stories in the collection, as there seemed to be more that the characters were able to do to change their situation, particularly in the latter, with its themes of apotheosis and wrenching control away from inscrutable and unpredictable powers.
Among the stories written in a more literary realist fashion (I’m thinking slice of life, not strongly driven by plot, focused more on personal epiphanies, such as “Self Care” or the titular “Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel”), there are also a few that utilise strong central metaphors to talk about certain experiences. “The Heavy Things” has been a favourite of mine ever since I read it in Transcendent 3 and it’s a frankly terrifying portrait of reproductive violence that removes the bodily autonomy of people experiencing periods. “Estranged Children of Storybook Houses” is a similarly affecting story about a neuroatypical person searching for their place in the world (and what a great idea to use a metaphor of , given that a popular theory is that they were a figure representing neuroatypicality), while “I Am a Beautiful Bug!” is a playful riff on Kafka’s “Metamorphosis” that talks about the alienation (not to mention oppression) that befall you once you undergo a significant alteration of your body. This is a great use of the fantastic and I enjoyed all of those stories very much.
Aside from full-length short stories (some of which probably cross over into novella territory), there is also flash fiction that borders on prose poetry and some poems. They showcase Jarboe’s facility for beautiful, poetic language*, though of course the longer stories are also full of sentences you want to underline and re-read over and over.
* See for example a bit from “The Android that Designed Itself”: Make me large and soft and rolling: a photovoltaic mucus that envelopes all it touches. Make me edible but make me poisonous. Give me one of every face that has ever been called ugly. Give me one of every skin that has ever been called excessive. Give me a way of moving that no space can admit or accommodate, and then reshape the entire world to hold me. I could go on.
This is a collection that captures very well what it’s like to live under capitalism while (gender)queer, disabled, mentally ill, when you are unwilling or simply – particularly – unable to climb higher in the great chain of oppression. But it also offers moments of joy and liberation that come with the possibility of self-expression and with finding your community. The rareness and fleetingness of those should make us all the more determined to fight the forces that threaten to take those things away from us.
Thank you to the author for sending me an e-ARC of this collection in exchange for my honest thoughts.
Although the stories in this collection very strongly in terms of length and genre, the dominant note for me is near-future dystopia. Climate change drowning cities and rich tourists moving in to gentrify everything that’s left (plus the underwater ruins), locking the citizens in strictly controlled zones, while late capitalism sends precarious part-cyborg employees to work on the Moon with no holiday (after all, everyone is essential personnel). It sounds wild, but for many people it’s already part of their lived experience.
As such, the characters mostly focus on survival rather than fighting to change the world they live in. It frequently feels too vast, complicated, and powerful to be changed by a small group of individuals. The best one can do is to cling to the communities one has for as long as they last; particularly since the characters frequently don’t quite realise the extent of the abuse and exploitation they are subjected to: it’s usually taken in stride and described very matter-of-factly (see for example the family abuse in the title story). It’s a very effective way of making the readers feel for the characters.
The fantasy pieces – “The Seed and the Stone” and “We Did Not Know We Were Giants” – seemed to me to be the few more outwardly positive stories in the collection, as there seemed to be more that the characters were able to do to change their situation, particularly in the latter, with its themes of apotheosis and wrenching control away from inscrutable and unpredictable powers.
Among the stories written in a more literary realist fashion (I’m thinking slice of life, not strongly driven by plot, focused more on personal epiphanies, such as “Self Care” or the titular “Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel”), there are also a few that utilise strong central metaphors to talk about certain experiences. “The Heavy Things” has been a favourite of mine ever since I read it in Transcendent 3 and it’s a frankly terrifying portrait of reproductive violence that removes the bodily autonomy of people experiencing periods. “Estranged Children of Storybook Houses” is a similarly affecting story about a neuroatypical person searching for their place in the world (and what a great idea to use a metaphor of , given that a popular theory is that they were a figure representing neuroatypicality), while “I Am a Beautiful Bug!” is a playful riff on Kafka’s “Metamorphosis” that talks about the alienation (not to mention oppression) that befall you once you undergo a significant alteration of your body. This is a great use of the fantastic and I enjoyed all of those stories very much.
Aside from full-length short stories (some of which probably cross over into novella territory), there is also flash fiction that borders on prose poetry and some poems. They showcase Jarboe’s facility for beautiful, poetic language*, though of course the longer stories are also full of sentences you want to underline and re-read over and over.
* See for example a bit from “The Android that Designed Itself”: Make me large and soft and rolling: a photovoltaic mucus that envelopes all it touches. Make me edible but make me poisonous. Give me one of every face that has ever been called ugly. Give me one of every skin that has ever been called excessive. Give me a way of moving that no space can admit or accommodate, and then reshape the entire world to hold me. I could go on.
This is a collection that captures very well what it’s like to live under capitalism while (gender)queer, disabled, mentally ill, when you are unwilling or simply – particularly – unable to climb higher in the great chain of oppression. But it also offers moments of joy and liberation that come with the possibility of self-expression and with finding your community. The rareness and fleetingness of those should make us all the more determined to fight the forces that threaten to take those things away from us.
Thank you to the author for sending me an e-ARC of this collection in exchange for my honest thoughts.
January 12, 2022
A beautiful, thought-provoking, gloriously messy collection. The titular Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel is like a story collection in and of itself, almost a little microcosm of the book as a whole. Other stories cluster into diptychs or triptychs, like the back-to-back wonders of As Tender Feet of Cretan Girls Danced Once Around an Alter of Love and Estranged Children of Storybook Houses, related less because they have anything to do with each other than because they somehow have everything to do with each other anyway.
When they turn their hand to science fiction, Jarboe writes in the best tradition of the New Wave, heir to novels like Joanna Russ’s Female Man or R.A. Lafferty’s Past Master (a book with a very different kind of complicated relationship to Catholicism), or even to certain Philip K. Dick or Samuel Delaney stories. Like those writers, Jarboe has little interest in the futile task of imagining what the future might actually be like, or what kinds of people might actually live in it. Also like those writers, they take science fiction and fantasy very seriously nonetheless—as metaphor, as parable, as satire, as foundation. Explicitly political, literary, intellectual, playful and, to be fair, sometimes a little irritating, this is a book not particularly bothered about causality or coherence, but that doesn’t mean it can’t be extraordinarily precise.
Jarboe is capable of changing tone on a dime, from pure satire to heartbreaking sincerity to ironic commentary to hard-earned insight to completely-un-earned insight; from conversations that could easily have come out of my own high school text logs ca. 2007 to tech-industry satire that screams 2020 to moon colonies that aren’t a joke, not exactly, although one of the stranger things about this book is how when the jokes don’t land it feels intentional, as if Jarboe didn’t want to shy away from that particular feeling when someone is using humor to cover up their pain, and then the humor doesn’t land and they’re stuck with the awkwardness of a misjudged joke just lying there on top of the pain like a wet blanket. The satirical and the elegiac work now at cross-purposes, now together, and that feels like part of the point, too. There is plenty of trauma, but not a single story succumbs to the illusion of trauma as source of, or solution to, character or truth.
When they turn their hand to science fiction, Jarboe writes in the best tradition of the New Wave, heir to novels like Joanna Russ’s Female Man or R.A. Lafferty’s Past Master (a book with a very different kind of complicated relationship to Catholicism), or even to certain Philip K. Dick or Samuel Delaney stories. Like those writers, Jarboe has little interest in the futile task of imagining what the future might actually be like, or what kinds of people might actually live in it. Also like those writers, they take science fiction and fantasy very seriously nonetheless—as metaphor, as parable, as satire, as foundation. Explicitly political, literary, intellectual, playful and, to be fair, sometimes a little irritating, this is a book not particularly bothered about causality or coherence, but that doesn’t mean it can’t be extraordinarily precise.
Jarboe is capable of changing tone on a dime, from pure satire to heartbreaking sincerity to ironic commentary to hard-earned insight to completely-un-earned insight; from conversations that could easily have come out of my own high school text logs ca. 2007 to tech-industry satire that screams 2020 to moon colonies that aren’t a joke, not exactly, although one of the stranger things about this book is how when the jokes don’t land it feels intentional, as if Jarboe didn’t want to shy away from that particular feeling when someone is using humor to cover up their pain, and then the humor doesn’t land and they’re stuck with the awkwardness of a misjudged joke just lying there on top of the pain like a wet blanket. The satirical and the elegiac work now at cross-purposes, now together, and that feels like part of the point, too. There is plenty of trauma, but not a single story succumbs to the illusion of trauma as source of, or solution to, character or truth.
August 31, 2024
Seriously impressive.
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August 16, 2021
I was a little upset this morning when I woke up to find a vague tweet from this author using my reviews as an example of people who essentially review by saying 'wow such representation', but I figured I was going to read this book anyway and I might as well deliver on what is apparently my niche.
Representation in this book:
- People who own boxcutters
- People who are recently unemployed
- People who use social media
- People who have phones
- People in the background of photographs
- People whose old apartments have been turned into undersea hotels
- People who have sex in parking lots
- People who stayed in a church but are still witches
- People who smoke
- People who are the Witch King of Trash Town
- People who don't like the word 'cute'
- People who are asked to get their parents a nice knife set for Christmas
- People who want to become a maple tree
- People who have seen the god of storms
- People who can remake themselves
- People who take down posters
- People who check the post office
- People who lose their balance
- People who have been reincarnated
- People who are in love with their wife's brother
- People whose brother tried to burn the fairy out of them
- People born in a pastel fog on a hot, chemical night
- People who can climb two steps at a time
- People who are too sad and gay to function
- People who cry for no reason
- People who are an enormous insect
- People who own The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka
- People who can spontaneously change in size
I probably missed some representation out though sorry! Favourite stories were The Nothing Spots Where Nobody Wants To Stay and Estranged Children of Storybook Houses. Good read, 4 stars.
Representation in this book:
- People who own boxcutters
- People who are recently unemployed
- People who use social media
- People who have phones
- People in the background of photographs
- People whose old apartments have been turned into undersea hotels
- People who have sex in parking lots
- People who stayed in a church but are still witches
- People who smoke
- People who are the Witch King of Trash Town
- People who don't like the word 'cute'
- People who are asked to get their parents a nice knife set for Christmas
- People who want to become a maple tree
- People who have seen the god of storms
- People who can remake themselves
- People who take down posters
- People who check the post office
- People who lose their balance
- People who have been reincarnated
- People who are in love with their wife's brother
- People whose brother tried to burn the fairy out of them
- People born in a pastel fog on a hot, chemical night
- People who can climb two steps at a time
- People who are too sad and gay to function
- People who cry for no reason
- People who are an enormous insect
- People who own The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka
- People who can spontaneously change in size
I probably missed some representation out though sorry! Favourite stories were The Nothing Spots Where Nobody Wants To Stay and Estranged Children of Storybook Houses. Good read, 4 stars.
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January 7, 2021This piece aired worldwide this week on This Way Out (TWO), the syndicated LGBT radio show. Click here to listen to the entire show.
(TWO is the first international LGBTQ radio news magazine.)
Everyone On The Moon is Essential Personnel
Stories by Julian K. Jarboe
The title, Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel of this collection of short stories by Julian K. Jarboe (Lethe Press; 2020) is prophetic for the times we are in.
In this collection where the future is now, gender is fluid and climate catastrophe and spirituality collide.
This well-written, slim collection is Jarboe’s first book, and it proves that there are some new frontiers. Reading it got me wondering if sarcasm is inherently queer. Sarcasm has been used by queers certainly – it does protect us and point out the truth. And, perhaps most importantly, sarcasm can be bitingly humorous. But, in this collection, sarcasm is elevated to art.
In a story called “Self-Care,” which is set in the future, the narrator ends up living in a church which mandates that all residents attend a therapy group of which Jarboe writes, “Everyone talked like they’d invented feelings. This one person was so hung up on not suffering enough to feel like they could REALLY call themselves marginalized….”
In this same story the narrator befriends another transgender person living at the same shelter who is described as a “tall beautiful butch with stone gray eyes named ‘Bert, short for Roberta,’ which she said in one breath with no inflection.”
Bert is a former truck driver which she strongly identifies with – but at the same time, she defends the robots who took her place.
Bert keeps mentioning that she is a truck driver. The narrator, a self-described “gay transsexual witch,” responds by saying, “Well you’d still be driving A TRUCK if you hadn’t been replaced with a machine.
“I worked sixteen-hour days every day, and robots can do twenty-four straight. Nothing wrong with that. No self-driving semi ever called me a he-she or pulled a knife out to ‘show me’ at a rest stop.”
When I finish reading “Everyone On The Moon Is Essential Personnel — Stories: Julian K. Jarboe” from Lethe Press, I am left with more questions than answer. It is a volume of stories that made me think. But there’s no denying that it is written for our time. The future is here and gender is fluid.
(TWO is the first international LGBTQ radio news magazine.)
Everyone On The Moon is Essential Personnel
Stories by Julian K. Jarboe
The title, Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel of this collection of short stories by Julian K. Jarboe (Lethe Press; 2020) is prophetic for the times we are in.
In this collection where the future is now, gender is fluid and climate catastrophe and spirituality collide.
This well-written, slim collection is Jarboe’s first book, and it proves that there are some new frontiers. Reading it got me wondering if sarcasm is inherently queer. Sarcasm has been used by queers certainly – it does protect us and point out the truth. And, perhaps most importantly, sarcasm can be bitingly humorous. But, in this collection, sarcasm is elevated to art.
In a story called “Self-Care,” which is set in the future, the narrator ends up living in a church which mandates that all residents attend a therapy group of which Jarboe writes, “Everyone talked like they’d invented feelings. This one person was so hung up on not suffering enough to feel like they could REALLY call themselves marginalized….”
In this same story the narrator befriends another transgender person living at the same shelter who is described as a “tall beautiful butch with stone gray eyes named ‘Bert, short for Roberta,’ which she said in one breath with no inflection.”
Bert is a former truck driver which she strongly identifies with – but at the same time, she defends the robots who took her place.
Bert keeps mentioning that she is a truck driver. The narrator, a self-described “gay transsexual witch,” responds by saying, “Well you’d still be driving A TRUCK if you hadn’t been replaced with a machine.
“I worked sixteen-hour days every day, and robots can do twenty-four straight. Nothing wrong with that. No self-driving semi ever called me a he-she or pulled a knife out to ‘show me’ at a rest stop.”
When I finish reading “Everyone On The Moon Is Essential Personnel — Stories: Julian K. Jarboe” from Lethe Press, I am left with more questions than answer. It is a volume of stories that made me think. But there’s no denying that it is written for our time. The future is here and gender is fluid.
February 2, 2021
I picked this up on a whim during a recent trip to Virtual Powell's (aka their website) because it was shelved as queer fiction and the title was funny. I ended up loving it: the stories here are all very different, ranging from "this is actively difficult for me to read" to "well, this is strange in a way I'm absolutely here for" to "I understand exactly how this was the product of the author's Katamari Damacy binge", but all of them work, and all of them land.
I would later learn (like, ten minutes before writing this post) that this author is the origin of the "God made trans people trans so we could share in the act of creation" quote that has gone extremely viral in trans circles via a billion screenshots and memes (but not on their own Twitter, go figure), which, hey, cool, that's a sentiment that I like even if I'm not remotely Christian.
If you want a book of Extremely Trans Short Stories, mostly about some people in very messed-up situations, give this a shot, I really enjoyed it.
I would later learn (like, ten minutes before writing this post) that this author is the origin of the "God made trans people trans so we could share in the act of creation" quote that has gone extremely viral in trans circles via a billion screenshots and memes (but not on their own Twitter, go figure), which, hey, cool, that's a sentiment that I like even if I'm not remotely Christian.
If you want a book of Extremely Trans Short Stories, mostly about some people in very messed-up situations, give this a shot, I really enjoyed it.
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June 22, 2024
As with all short story collections: some great, some good, some meh.
Overall enjoyable, and delightfully queer.
Overall enjoyable, and delightfully queer.
March 11, 2022
Transness! Space Capitalism! Ancient Goddess romance! Bug people!
What more could you want?
What more could you want?
May 7, 2022
C/W:
Coming back 6 months after finishing this to bump my rating from 4 stars to 5 as I have thought about it a lot after finishing it. Truly a lovely collection.
Everyone on the Moon Is Essential Personnel was a thoroughly enjoyable collection of speculative short stories, which is really saying something as I'm a very hesitant short story reader. I absolutely loved the queerness in this collection -- sometimes it's a main feature of a story, sometimes it's just present. Jarboe's prose had a knack for worming under my skin and placing me inside of the stories. Some of my favorite stories were "The Marks of Aegis," "The Android that Designed Itself," and "I Am a Beautiful Bug!"
Ironically the only story I didn't enjoy was the titular one, which also happened to be the longest story by quite a significant amount. That said, the range of subject matter and style of these stories made for a gripping read. I look forward to recommending Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel to everyone I know who loves delightfully bizarre stories.
Coming back 6 months after finishing this to bump my rating from 4 stars to 5 as I have thought about it a lot after finishing it. Truly a lovely collection.
Everyone on the Moon Is Essential Personnel was a thoroughly enjoyable collection of speculative short stories, which is really saying something as I'm a very hesitant short story reader. I absolutely loved the queerness in this collection -- sometimes it's a main feature of a story, sometimes it's just present. Jarboe's prose had a knack for worming under my skin and placing me inside of the stories. Some of my favorite stories were "The Marks of Aegis," "The Android that Designed Itself," and "I Am a Beautiful Bug!"
“Choosing is extremely powerful magic. Its power derived from the death of what is not chosen.”
Ironically the only story I didn't enjoy was the titular one, which also happened to be the longest story by quite a significant amount. That said, the range of subject matter and style of these stories made for a gripping read. I look forward to recommending Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel to everyone I know who loves delightfully bizarre stories.
“To take shape is to sever the infinite possibilities of wanting into a fragile burden of being.”
July 24, 2021
Yeah so this is my new favorite book. The writing is stunning. I've never read anything like it, there's nothing I can compare it to, but it is so incredibly beautiful and visual and heartbreaking. The trans (and general queer) representation is some of the most accurately nuanced I've encountered. There's a section in the title novella where two characters decide not to get into a relationship because of their age gap, and anybody who follows me knows that beat checks my happy box real hard. "Self Care," "Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel," and "The Heavy Things" are my favorites, the latter especially. I read it twice in a row and then had to sit on the kitchen floor for a while afterward processing the beauty and pain that I just read. If you're transmasc, this should be required reading. If you're queer, or you love intensely strange and imaginative queer environments, this should be required reading. Honestly, just read it no matter who you are. It's immersive and beautiful and I need this author to get writing again ASAP.
February 1, 2021
This collection of short stories is a beautiful box of joyful, defiant queer weirdness. Jarboe roams around in time and space, and each one is very different, but they are connected by a really strong authorial voice; all the stories are speculative, with varying levels of whimsy and horror, and usually with a focus on bodies, rituals, religion, gender, and how all of those interact. As a whole, it goes a little too hard on the religion to be a top ten favourite for me, but it went exactly hard enough on everything else so I'd definitely recommend it.
Favourites: 'Self Care', 'The Nothing Spots Where Nobody Wants To Stay', 'Estranged Children of Storybook Houses'.
Small niggle: there were more than a few typos in my edition and it was distracting. Hopefully that will get sorted out in subsequent print runs.
Thank you to Becca for pointing me at it 💙
Favourites: 'Self Care', 'The Nothing Spots Where Nobody Wants To Stay', 'Estranged Children of Storybook Houses'.
Small niggle: there were more than a few typos in my edition and it was distracting. Hopefully that will get sorted out in subsequent print runs.
Thank you to Becca for pointing me at it 💙
August 10, 2020
I AM A BEAUTIFUL BUG!
November 3, 2023
2 to 2.5 🌟 rating. The title was enticing enough forto pique my curiosity about this set of anthologies, however, it took too long to finish. When I reached around 80% of the book, I had to skim through it because I was not invested at all. There are some good speculative fiction stories, but they are outnumbered by the others, - which left me feeling indifferent to the majority. It's a shame because I was really looking forward to reading something I'm passionate about (the moon, Earth's satellite), but the overall impression this book left me with was extremely lacking. While there's a colony on the moon, (okay? - which I hoped it would take a turn and provide a moral lesson or something similar) but the points and arguments I yearned for were missing. Yes, at some point, a character does express that the moon should be left alone, but this only happens once. Meh, it felt very lacking to me, very mediocre (except for 3 or 4 specific stories that I enjoyed). I tried to listen to the audiobook, and Adi Cabral - the narrator - was helpful at some points, but I started to tune out because it became boring. That's why I decided to skim through the ending (hey! at least got to 80% before skimming it)... And was written by Julian K. Jarboe, and this was their first book. Oh right, almost forgot to mention that there are no TW in any part of the book, even though it should have been included in at least one story (I'll elaborate further below).
On to the short stories/poems rating:
1.THE MARKS OF AEGIS - (TW that should have been seriously present:) I do not understand why, WHY, was this the first story chosen to be the introduction to us, the readers. I do understand its message and its metaphors. And for not having those TW bc it was f*cking graphic, 0/5!
2.HERE YOU ARE, NEAR ME - no TW here (except probably cyber-stalking?). This was so random, chapter 2, and there's no tone, no atmosphere setting for this set of anthologies. ?/5
3.SELF CARE - TW (). Here we have a"potty mouth"? very vulgar mc that I really enjoyed reading about, who identifies themself a witch. And we do get a comtemporary witchy story that is also a dystopian speculative fiction story. 3-4/5
4.THE NOTHING SPOTS WHERE NOBODY WANTS TO STAY - TW (). 1-2/5
5.THE HEAVY THINGS - TW (). I skimmed through this one bc I WAS NOT READY FOR THE AWFULNESS PRESENT. There is a "happy ending" somewhere and somehow!? 0/5!
6.THE SEED AND THE STONE - I guess this one doesn't have TW. 2-3/5
7. WE DID NOT KNOW WE WERE GIANTS - TW () A beautiful indigenous tale that doesn't quite fit the atmosphere set before it, but a really good one at that! 4/5
8.THE ANDROID THAT DESIGNED ITSELF - 3/5 (because it's well written?)
9.AS TENDER FEET OF CRETAN GIRLS DANCED ONCE AROUND AN ALTAR OF LOVE - TW () A Greek setting, antropology, ancient excavations, Greek mythology, a supernatural MC, reincarnations talk, and all that jazz... I really liked this one, easily my favorite. 5/5 oh! and Adi Cabral did a great southern European accent, so so fun.
10.ESTRANGED CHILDREN OF STORYBOOK HOUSES TW (). It's a story where Fae people exist, and it was interesting in its own way. 2-3/5
11.MY NOISE WILL KEEP THE RECORD - again, so random. I still don't know the main theme of the book - one thing I know is that it has NOTHING to do with the title (which is named after one of the stories). ?/5
12.WAKE WORD - TW () A 2 or 3 page - give or take - ode to ... humm ... day-to-day life (because it does seems like a sort of a "venting ode"). ?/5
13.EVERYONE ON THE MOON IS ESSENTIAL PERSONNEL - TW (there are so many let's see if I can sift through them correctly. Mentions of: ). Divided into 7 parts ... I was excited to read this one, because this short story is the one that gives the title to this book, which is a set of speculative fiction anthologies written by one author. This was tiresome, and yes, at the same time well written. It's in here that Lara, one of the MC of this story after Sebastian ofc, says "leave the moon alone" and to stop space exploration bc it's ridiculous! Thank you! At least we got that, but at what cost? 3/5! And only because Sebastian is amazing and he should get away from the toxic BS in his life - his parents.
14.FIRST CONTACT, COMMUNION - A poem that I skimmed through. It starts with "Before you left for Mars, you asked me a question.". ?/5
15.I AM A BEAUTIFUL BUG! - TW (). Mentions of "The Metamorphosis" by Franz Kafka, this was the author's version (I guess). ?/5 ...
16.THE THING IN US WE FEAR JUST WANTS OUR LOVE - a poem? as a conclusion... which I skimmed through 😬, but for the sake of whatever, I went back to it because it's just literally 1 page (give or take 2). I seriously don't know what to make of it ... hmmm ... 😮💨 ... 2-3/5?
What a disappointment. I will not be going back to this one... or even entertaining the idea of reading more works by this author. This was an extremely random collection of short stories that the author wrote at various time (or wtv) and then put them all together. And then, many out-of-context situations, there's no tiny explanation paragraph at the end of each short story/poem, so I found myself stranded many many times trying to grasp any or the littlest significance (it was a very frustrating read). The writing isn't half bad, and I kept guessing at the meaning behind the randomness of themes, or the lack thereof, and any potencial "moral lessons?" or wtv and the lack thereof.
I grabbed onto anything that I thought had any significance, like how much it brought queer themes and queerphobia to light (including surgery, sexual orientation, and various aspects of transness throughout the book).
I did enjoyed some parts of the book, but I would have appreciated it more if there were at least a little heads-up for some of the too graphic stories... I hope my point of view was clear enough bc I just want to move forward from this book.
On to the short stories/poems rating:
1.THE MARKS OF AEGIS - (TW that should have been seriously present:) I do not understand why, WHY, was this the first story chosen to be the introduction to us, the readers. I do understand its message and its metaphors. And for not having those TW bc it was f*cking graphic, 0/5!
2.HERE YOU ARE, NEAR ME - no TW here (except probably cyber-stalking?). This was so random, chapter 2, and there's no tone, no atmosphere setting for this set of anthologies. ?/5
3.SELF CARE - TW (). Here we have a
4.THE NOTHING SPOTS WHERE NOBODY WANTS TO STAY - TW (). 1-2/5
5.THE HEAVY THINGS - TW (). I skimmed through this one bc I WAS NOT READY FOR THE AWFULNESS PRESENT. There is a "happy ending" somewhere and somehow!? 0/5!
6.THE SEED AND THE STONE - I guess this one doesn't have TW. 2-3/5
7. WE DID NOT KNOW WE WERE GIANTS - TW () A beautiful indigenous tale that doesn't quite fit the atmosphere set before it, but a really good one at that! 4/5
8.THE ANDROID THAT DESIGNED ITSELF - 3/5 (because it's well written?)
9.AS TENDER FEET OF CRETAN GIRLS DANCED ONCE AROUND AN ALTAR OF LOVE - TW () A Greek setting, antropology, ancient excavations, Greek mythology, a supernatural MC, reincarnations talk, and all that jazz... I really liked this one, easily my favorite. 5/5 oh! and Adi Cabral did a great southern European accent, so so fun.
10.ESTRANGED CHILDREN OF STORYBOOK HOUSES TW (). It's a story where Fae people exist, and it was interesting in its own way. 2-3/5
11.MY NOISE WILL KEEP THE RECORD - again, so random. I still don't know the main theme of the book - one thing I know is that it has NOTHING to do with the title (which is named after one of the stories). ?/5
12.WAKE WORD - TW () A 2 or 3 page - give or take - ode to ... humm ... day-to-day life (because it does seems like a sort of a "venting ode"). ?/5
13.EVERYONE ON THE MOON IS ESSENTIAL PERSONNEL - TW (there are so many let's see if I can sift through them correctly. Mentions of: ). Divided into 7 parts ... I was excited to read this one, because this short story is the one that gives the title to this book, which is a set of speculative fiction anthologies written by one author. This was tiresome, and yes, at the same time well written. It's in here that Lara, one of the MC of this story after Sebastian ofc, says "leave the moon alone" and to stop space exploration bc it's ridiculous! Thank you! At least we got that, but at what cost? 3/5! And only because Sebastian is amazing and he should get away from the toxic BS in his life - his parents.
14.FIRST CONTACT, COMMUNION - A poem that I skimmed through. It starts with "Before you left for Mars, you asked me a question.". ?/5
15.I AM A BEAUTIFUL BUG! - TW (). Mentions of "The Metamorphosis" by Franz Kafka, this was the author's version (I guess). ?/5 ...
16.THE THING IN US WE FEAR JUST WANTS OUR LOVE - a poem? as a conclusion... which I skimmed through 😬, but for the sake of whatever, I went back to it because it's just literally 1 page (give or take 2). I seriously don't know what to make of it ... hmmm ... 😮💨 ... 2-3/5?
What a disappointment. I will not be going back to this one... or even entertaining the idea of reading more works by this author. This was an extremely random collection of short stories that the author wrote at various time (or wtv) and then put them all together. And then, many out-of-context situations, there's no tiny explanation paragraph at the end of each short story/poem, so I found myself stranded many many times trying to grasp any or the littlest significance (it was a very frustrating read). The writing isn't half bad, and I kept guessing at the meaning behind the randomness of themes, or the lack thereof, and any potencial "moral lessons?" or wtv and the lack thereof.
I grabbed onto anything that I thought had any significance, like how much it brought queer themes and queerphobia to light (including surgery, sexual orientation, and various aspects of transness throughout the book).
I did enjoyed some parts of the book, but I would have appreciated it more if there were at least a little heads-up for some of the too graphic stories... I hope my point of view was clear enough bc I just want to move forward from this book.
March 30, 2020
"To take shape is to sever the infinite possibilities of wanting into a fragile burden of being."
July 21, 2020
Absolutely incredible speculative fiction-- cutting, dry, satirical in some places, and reflective, magical and heartfelt in others-- sometimes at the same time. Does that sound dumb? I think this kind of writing brings something bubbling to the surface that I want to see far more of in science fiction.
Homelessness, gentrification, body transformation, gods and ancient memories, racist archaeology, bugs, emotional abuse and familial cycles of trauma, gay desire. Social systems are the objects of speculation in this speculative fiction--how do people harm, and recover from harm? What happens to the bodies and faiths of people living where there is no housing? Narrators both wise and stupid, shy and viciously, loudly angry at the systems of oppression around them-- plenty of stories where dissociation plays some role, and plenty where characters navigate their relationship to family, history and memory. There's sex, too.
I had a ton of fun reading this-- each story a fully developed world and voice. My favorite may be the story in which an ancient snake god has continually been reborn in new skins throughout many centuries and remembers an affair that they had visiting the archaeological dig near their old temple, where ahistorical reconstruction began to erode their memory. The absolutely deranged "I Am A Beautiful Bug" rings wonderfully sharp and delightful in the face of anti-trans discrimination and immigration, housing and employment gatekeeping as a sparkling little metaphor. In another story, the homeless trans protagonist befriends a priest and discusses the rapid development of a sunken portion of their city into condos for the rich; in another, a young person escapes their abusive mother to live on the moon, while their siblings reckon with the breadth of harm/the inheritance of trauma coping mechanisms.
Read it, recommend it-- Jarboe is smart and funny and imaginative, and these juggle knives in the air.
Homelessness, gentrification, body transformation, gods and ancient memories, racist archaeology, bugs, emotional abuse and familial cycles of trauma, gay desire. Social systems are the objects of speculation in this speculative fiction--how do people harm, and recover from harm? What happens to the bodies and faiths of people living where there is no housing? Narrators both wise and stupid, shy and viciously, loudly angry at the systems of oppression around them-- plenty of stories where dissociation plays some role, and plenty where characters navigate their relationship to family, history and memory. There's sex, too.
I had a ton of fun reading this-- each story a fully developed world and voice. My favorite may be the story in which an ancient snake god has continually been reborn in new skins throughout many centuries and remembers an affair that they had visiting the archaeological dig near their old temple, where ahistorical reconstruction began to erode their memory. The absolutely deranged "I Am A Beautiful Bug" rings wonderfully sharp and delightful in the face of anti-trans discrimination and immigration, housing and employment gatekeeping as a sparkling little metaphor. In another story, the homeless trans protagonist befriends a priest and discusses the rapid development of a sunken portion of their city into condos for the rich; in another, a young person escapes their abusive mother to live on the moon, while their siblings reckon with the breadth of harm/the inheritance of trauma coping mechanisms.
Read it, recommend it-- Jarboe is smart and funny and imaginative, and these juggle knives in the air.
July 30, 2020
“Health and wellness. Wealth and hellness.”
Published in February by Lethe Press, On The Moon Everyone is Essential Personnel is the first book by Massachusetts writer and artist Julian K. Jarboe. In 16 short stories, they go from civilizations without technology to a story with an android for a narrator to a world completely submerged by water. I adored its blend of speculative, horror and humour writing with themes of queerness, community and survival. My favourite stories were “Self Care,” which features a “gay transsexual WITCH” for a narrator who yells “SUCK MY FUCK!!!” at a priest, as well as “I Am A Beautiful Bug!”, a satirical commentary on Kafka's The Metamorphosis and gender-reaffirming surgeries.
Still, I was definitely the most impressed by the titular story, which took up a good quarter of the book and explored themes of intergenerational trauma and abuse with both heart and humour. My favourite thing about Jarboe's writing is that it is clear they have reverence for all of their characters, who would normally be demonized in the mainstream for being queer, mentally ill, poor and disabled. I also loved that even though the stories have a political message, they are never polemical, and always advocate for solidarity across lines of difference. This collection was bold, daring, original and ultimately, very touching. If you enjoyed the Meanwhile, Elsewhere collection I would recommend picking this up too.
Published in February by Lethe Press, On The Moon Everyone is Essential Personnel is the first book by Massachusetts writer and artist Julian K. Jarboe. In 16 short stories, they go from civilizations without technology to a story with an android for a narrator to a world completely submerged by water. I adored its blend of speculative, horror and humour writing with themes of queerness, community and survival. My favourite stories were “Self Care,” which features a “gay transsexual WITCH” for a narrator who yells “SUCK MY FUCK!!!” at a priest, as well as “I Am A Beautiful Bug!”, a satirical commentary on Kafka's The Metamorphosis and gender-reaffirming surgeries.
Still, I was definitely the most impressed by the titular story, which took up a good quarter of the book and explored themes of intergenerational trauma and abuse with both heart and humour. My favourite thing about Jarboe's writing is that it is clear they have reverence for all of their characters, who would normally be demonized in the mainstream for being queer, mentally ill, poor and disabled. I also loved that even though the stories have a political message, they are never polemical, and always advocate for solidarity across lines of difference. This collection was bold, daring, original and ultimately, very touching. If you enjoyed the Meanwhile, Elsewhere collection I would recommend picking this up too.
November 27, 2020
This is a collection of short stories that makes me wish I were better at savouring them, rather than inhaling. I think many of them would have had more impact had I been able to amble along, rather than sprint though it. Still, it is a remarkable collection. All of these stories play with elements of the fantastic, and yet I could see myself and my friends through so many of them, from the changeling as autism narrative in "Estranged Children of Story Book Houses" to gender transition story riffing on Kafka's nightmare bureaucracy in "I Am A Beautiful Bug!" The ones that hit the hardest for me more directly examined the role of capitalism and gentrification wearing down on one's body and spirit, like in "Self Care" and the story where the collection gets its title. Julian K. Jarobe is most (un)known for the quip "God blessed me by making me transsexual for the same reason God made wheat but not bread and fruit but not wine, so humanity might share in the act of creation." It's a great quote, but more people should know them for this book.
December 14, 2021
This was absolutely astounding. It took me some time to get through--I had to put it aside frequently because it cut down to bone; needed some recovery time between stories. Incredibly refreshing and raw. Lit up my brain. The trans-ness of this collection has weight--real, electric weight (obvious from the front cover but like, really). What a fucking delight. I'd do a more in-depth review and try to articulate better, but I really feel no need to explain the Vibes of this to the cis' of goodreads. This book deserves the world. And the moon.
SO good. Can't thank you enough for writing this, Julian.
SO good. Can't thank you enough for writing this, Julian.
July 14, 2023
Raw, angry, funny, and sometimes searingly beautiful. Not every story in here worked for me as a reader, but that's personal taste; all, I'm pretty sure, were doing exactly what the author wanted to do.
Stand-outs for me included "Self Care," "The Heavy Things," "Estranged Children of Storybook Houses," "I Am a Beautiful Bug!" and the title novella.
Stand-outs for me included "Self Care," "The Heavy Things," "Estranged Children of Storybook Houses," "I Am a Beautiful Bug!" and the title novella.
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April 13, 2023This clutch of tales, wildly divergent in tone and voice, helped me get past my mental roadblocks to reading short stories. I loved our narrators who ranged from angry to apathetic. Jarboe's takes on the many ways a "body" can manifest were very cool! Read for the Mass Center for the Book 2023 Challenge!
June 29, 2021
I'd been eying this book and then it won the Lambda award and I decided it was time.
I don't usually gravitate toward anthologies. This one had everything from poems to one paragraph stories to novelettes. It had everything from a person deciding that they were going to have surgery to be turned into a beautiful bug because Gregor Samsa was their hero to immortal snake priestesses to someone whose period is nails, needles and razorblades. This author is trans, and there's a lot with themes about feeling uncomfortable in one's body, transforming one's body or self, and what it's like to be true to yourself when no one wants you to be.
Favorites:
"Self Care" about a trans witch living in a shelter in a town that's about to be submerged by the rising seas. They CAPITALIZE because they are DRAMATIC and they are also HILARIOUS- they chase recruiters for shit jobs on the moon out of their church/shelter by running after them swinging a thurible and screaming "YOU LEAVE GOD'S HOUSE ALONE!" but there's still a lot to dig through in this story about a world that leaves so many people behind. How many stories have trotted out the word "thurible" for you lately?
"The Tender Feet of Cretan Girls Danced Once Around an Altar of Love": this is about the immortal snake goddess who is about to shed her skin once again and begin again in a new body. This body happens to live in the Azores, but she barely remembers some of her lives in Crete. It's a story about irrevocable loss through time. It's about a lot of things. One favorite line: "Isn't the world ulitimately hostile toward unmodeled happiness?" Another: "You can grieve for the possible futures you eliminate by making an important choice... Choosing is powerful magic. Its power derives from the death of what is not chosen." Just those two lines can make you sit and think for a while.
"Estranged Children of Storybook Houses": you know I'm a sucker for a changeling story, and it's an obvious metaphor for those who are not what their parents wished them to be. A changeling goes in search of the girl who was taken to fairyland because they can't stand their parents' pain and disappointment and fear any longer. They find their sister, who's happy and well-adjusted and doesn't want to leave at all. Her thoughts on her parents: "'Maybe they're enchanted!...And that's why they miss and expect and think they're owed this mysterious person who doesn't exist!'"
"Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel": this story is very much about feeling like trash in a world that has no use for you. It also contains the most unusual, terrifying and bizarre personality assessment ever, but possibly the most useful. An example of a question:
Q: when you consider your earliest memories, whose love ensures survival and whose attention is a force to be dodged?
_ Childhood is a void to be approached and circled but never ventured into.
_ Recovered memories come back emptier and more fragmented than when you started.
_None of the above.. Childhood is a myth invented by the Victorians.
And finally, this summation of growing up hurt: "At first you love what hurts you because you don't know anything else is possible, as though it were intuitive to hold a knife by the blade."
This author... I will read more when there's more to read. That's for sure.
I don't usually gravitate toward anthologies. This one had everything from poems to one paragraph stories to novelettes. It had everything from a person deciding that they were going to have surgery to be turned into a beautiful bug because Gregor Samsa was their hero to immortal snake priestesses to someone whose period is nails, needles and razorblades. This author is trans, and there's a lot with themes about feeling uncomfortable in one's body, transforming one's body or self, and what it's like to be true to yourself when no one wants you to be.
Favorites:
"Self Care" about a trans witch living in a shelter in a town that's about to be submerged by the rising seas. They CAPITALIZE because they are DRAMATIC and they are also HILARIOUS- they chase recruiters for shit jobs on the moon out of their church/shelter by running after them swinging a thurible and screaming "YOU LEAVE GOD'S HOUSE ALONE!" but there's still a lot to dig through in this story about a world that leaves so many people behind. How many stories have trotted out the word "thurible" for you lately?
"The Tender Feet of Cretan Girls Danced Once Around an Altar of Love": this is about the immortal snake goddess who is about to shed her skin once again and begin again in a new body. This body happens to live in the Azores, but she barely remembers some of her lives in Crete. It's a story about irrevocable loss through time. It's about a lot of things. One favorite line: "Isn't the world ulitimately hostile toward unmodeled happiness?" Another: "You can grieve for the possible futures you eliminate by making an important choice... Choosing is powerful magic. Its power derives from the death of what is not chosen." Just those two lines can make you sit and think for a while.
"Estranged Children of Storybook Houses": you know I'm a sucker for a changeling story, and it's an obvious metaphor for those who are not what their parents wished them to be. A changeling goes in search of the girl who was taken to fairyland because they can't stand their parents' pain and disappointment and fear any longer. They find their sister, who's happy and well-adjusted and doesn't want to leave at all. Her thoughts on her parents: "'Maybe they're enchanted!...And that's why they miss and expect and think they're owed this mysterious person who doesn't exist!'"
"Everyone on the Moon is Essential Personnel": this story is very much about feeling like trash in a world that has no use for you. It also contains the most unusual, terrifying and bizarre personality assessment ever, but possibly the most useful. An example of a question:
Q: when you consider your earliest memories, whose love ensures survival and whose attention is a force to be dodged?
_ Childhood is a void to be approached and circled but never ventured into.
_ Recovered memories come back emptier and more fragmented than when you started.
_None of the above.. Childhood is a myth invented by the Victorians.
And finally, this summation of growing up hurt: "At first you love what hurts you because you don't know anything else is possible, as though it were intuitive to hold a knife by the blade."
This author... I will read more when there's more to read. That's for sure.
December 12, 2020
Gorgeous, gorgeous, gorgeous collection. I think once I buy my own copy and come back to this, it may even be a five star situation!!
As always with rating anthologies like this, it’s difficult to parse all the emotions down. For every story I was stunned by the amount of LGBT+ representation, the themes of family, love, and work. The focus on identity. It’s all so wonderful! Now I want to delve into my three favorite stories, in no particular order.
The apocalypse is the past, the dystopia already happened, and is happening, and will happen again.
The titular story of this collection is both the longest and one of the best parts of it. Covering a family’s existence in a grim dystopic future where jobs are hard to find and even harder to keep. More and more people are leaving to work on the moon, for the chance of a better pay. Character representation on the gay spectrum (both mlm and wlw) and the mentally ill spectrum; I devoured this story. It’s just... so rich with meanings and I think everyone will take something different away from it.
Common wisdom held that fairies were encountered at perimeters.
“Estranged Children of Storybook Houses” is for every individual who has ever felt “othered” by society. For being neurodivergent, for being LGBT+, for being disabled, for feeling “wrong.” It’s a fabulist version of that and it resonated with me very heavily. The fairy ways of thinking and acting are viewed as wrong, when they’re really just children who want love all the same. I will offer a content warning for mentions of child abuse in this story, though.
I beg. Give me a name, mother. Father. Creator.
“Wake Word” absolutely blasted me when I read it and it’s only two pages long. I legitimately had to sit and think for a while after this one. It’s so poignantly stated, how the things we make will reflect us in ways we didn’t anticipate. This isn’t the only short-short fiction piece in this collection that hit me hard, but this hit hardest.
I can’t wait to keep an eye on what Jarboe makes next. Endless thanks to libraries for putting things I’d never heard of on my radar!!
As always with rating anthologies like this, it’s difficult to parse all the emotions down. For every story I was stunned by the amount of LGBT+ representation, the themes of family, love, and work. The focus on identity. It’s all so wonderful! Now I want to delve into my three favorite stories, in no particular order.
The apocalypse is the past, the dystopia already happened, and is happening, and will happen again.
The titular story of this collection is both the longest and one of the best parts of it. Covering a family’s existence in a grim dystopic future where jobs are hard to find and even harder to keep. More and more people are leaving to work on the moon, for the chance of a better pay. Character representation on the gay spectrum (both mlm and wlw) and the mentally ill spectrum; I devoured this story. It’s just... so rich with meanings and I think everyone will take something different away from it.
Common wisdom held that fairies were encountered at perimeters.
“Estranged Children of Storybook Houses” is for every individual who has ever felt “othered” by society. For being neurodivergent, for being LGBT+, for being disabled, for feeling “wrong.” It’s a fabulist version of that and it resonated with me very heavily. The fairy ways of thinking and acting are viewed as wrong, when they’re really just children who want love all the same. I will offer a content warning for mentions of child abuse in this story, though.
I beg. Give me a name, mother. Father. Creator.
“Wake Word” absolutely blasted me when I read it and it’s only two pages long. I legitimately had to sit and think for a while after this one. It’s so poignantly stated, how the things we make will reflect us in ways we didn’t anticipate. This isn’t the only short-short fiction piece in this collection that hit me hard, but this hit hardest.
I can’t wait to keep an eye on what Jarboe makes next. Endless thanks to libraries for putting things I’d never heard of on my radar!!
August 23, 2021
I won't even pretend that I "got" the stories in this. To quote one of the stories, it felt a bit like "mood without plot" to me, often because the stories were just way too short to even start introducing plot. But I still thought this was an interesting read, hence the 3-star rating.
November 21, 2021
holy shit everyone should read this
insanely beautifully written, anti-capitalist and anti-tenderqueer and equally self critical, heavy on catholic guilt but not always as you might expect, made me think a lot about nostalgia and pain and family and fairy tales
insanely beautifully written, anti-capitalist and anti-tenderqueer and equally self critical, heavy on catholic guilt but not always as you might expect, made me think a lot about nostalgia and pain and family and fairy tales
May 24, 2023
Reading this collection was a conundrum. The stories in this book all delve into disparate genres and have been written using different narrative styles in a way that perfectly showcase the author’s range and skills and for this i commend them. Unfortunately, although such a diverse collection sounds incredibly intriguing in theory, the end product ended up being a straight up unbalanced mishmash. Reading this collection felt like getting through a strenuous desert of cryptic but unfulfilling nothingness where, every so often, there would be an oasis of clear, purposeful storytelling and commentary. The good stories were inspired, interesting and with a clear vision and message, but the bad ones truly were a nuisance to get through. Unfortunately, I found that the bad ones really outweighed the good ones, hence the rating I chose (which is more a 2.5 than a 2).
Nonetheless, I do appreciate the one coherent thread in these novellas, which is the importance of queer rage and the unrestrained discussion of marginalized identities’ experiences, especially those of trans people.
All in all, I don’t know if I can recommend reading the entire collection, but I wholeheartedly suggest you read Self Care, The Heavy Things, Estranged Children of Storybook Houses and I Am a Beautiful Bug!
“Professionals yammer on about the “mental health crisis” in These Turbulent Times, like, GEE I WONDER if it has anything to do with most people being constantly in a state of desperation to sell their joy to oligarchs forever and ever? None of that goes away EVEN IF I could travel back in time and get un-fucked-up.
So I shouted back, “I GET TO KEEP MY RAGE!” I felt it everywhere in everything around me so I knew that I OWNED it and I knew that it was MINE. No more deals, no more feels! No more city, no more pity! My anger is me taking full custody over my body and my space FOR ONCE.”
Nonetheless, I do appreciate the one coherent thread in these novellas, which is the importance of queer rage and the unrestrained discussion of marginalized identities’ experiences, especially those of trans people.
All in all, I don’t know if I can recommend reading the entire collection, but I wholeheartedly suggest you read Self Care, The Heavy Things, Estranged Children of Storybook Houses and I Am a Beautiful Bug!
“Professionals yammer on about the “mental health crisis” in These Turbulent Times, like, GEE I WONDER if it has anything to do with most people being constantly in a state of desperation to sell their joy to oligarchs forever and ever? None of that goes away EVEN IF I could travel back in time and get un-fucked-up.
So I shouted back, “I GET TO KEEP MY RAGE!” I felt it everywhere in everything around me so I knew that I OWNED it and I knew that it was MINE. No more deals, no more feels! No more city, no more pity! My anger is me taking full custody over my body and my space FOR ONCE.”
July 6, 2021
I had a good time with these stories. Had to leave the book behind halfway through for months, but when I came back to my house and saw it there, I noticed I was eager to be with that voice again. There are in fact many different “voices” performed in different stories but there is an overall unifying winking narrativization that is not the wink of a weird uncle/car salesman but the inviting and slightly teasing but with true warmth kind. Even when I couldn’t really go there with a character, I went along with the author.
It also made me think about authors like Le Guin and Delany (and surely others) who work the edge of SF/fantasy to disrupt the techno-optimism/nostalgia bind, among other things. Jarboe does something Le Guin is also fond of and I haven’t quite devised a precise way of talking about. It’s basically when spec-fic authors build a tribal peoples world with reference to land-based ritual and oral traditions (in this collection, thinking mostly of The Seed and the Stone). But whereas Le Guin does this as an anthropologist’s daughter, I get a different sense of Jarboe’s interests, who is not seeking some authentic forlorn people to stand in contrast to evils of high-tech modernity. Thats a tendency my antennas is tuned to. This was something else and brought up to me the question many would like to avoid: don’t we (speaking as an “American Indian”) want those “not from here” to also be connected to this land, to care for it, isn’t that we should be teaching each other? Anyway logging off before I go full we are the love or something.
It also made me think about authors like Le Guin and Delany (and surely others) who work the edge of SF/fantasy to disrupt the techno-optimism/nostalgia bind, among other things. Jarboe does something Le Guin is also fond of and I haven’t quite devised a precise way of talking about. It’s basically when spec-fic authors build a tribal peoples world with reference to land-based ritual and oral traditions (in this collection, thinking mostly of The Seed and the Stone). But whereas Le Guin does this as an anthropologist’s daughter, I get a different sense of Jarboe’s interests, who is not seeking some authentic forlorn people to stand in contrast to evils of high-tech modernity. Thats a tendency my antennas is tuned to. This was something else and brought up to me the question many would like to avoid: don’t we (speaking as an “American Indian”) want those “not from here” to also be connected to this land, to care for it, isn’t that we should be teaching each other? Anyway logging off before I go full we are the love or something.
May 24, 2023
I usually enjoy myself a good short story, but this collection disappointed me. I liked a few of the stories (the mark of aegis or the heavy things, for example) but most of the other ones fell flat for me. It felt like a chore to finish the longest story of the collection especially: “everyone on the moon is essential personnel” felt weirdly convoluted - which I can appreciate in a story - but then it didn’t lead anywhere. It seemed like it tried very Very hard to seem smart but didn’t actually contain anything of value in it. I appreciated the experimentation that the author implemented in some of their stories, but that was really it for me. Overall it was not an enjoyable read.
June 5, 2024
This was a kooky little collection of stories. Near-future dystopian space capitalism mixed with a whole lot of queerness! I expected to absolutely LOVE this but as it turns out, I had just an okay time. Some of these I found really compelling. (Some of them were fine.)
My favorites were:
The Heavy Things (CWs: body horror)
Estranged Children of Storybook Houses
I am a Beautiful Bug
I read this via audiobook and I think I may come back to it at a later date with the physical book to see if it's a better experience.
My favorites were:
The Heavy Things (CWs: body horror)
Estranged Children of Storybook Houses
I am a Beautiful Bug
I read this via audiobook and I think I may come back to it at a later date with the physical book to see if it's a better experience.
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