Susan: Hi, I'm Susan, and I'm an alcoholic. I've been sober for 5 years, but I struggle every day. Each time I quit I'd swear that it was for good and that I was going to get my life back and I got real good at lying to myself, I still am, but I've never been 5 years before. That's why I finally feel strong enough to make amends to the person who most deserves an apology... my daughter who I abandoned, she was 7 and in 15 minutes we're going to meet up again for the first time since. God, I'm afraid... But I'm here for support because I just so badly want to be strong for her. Thank you for the share.