Undaunted: Student Edition
Undaunted: Student Edition
Undaunted: Student Edition
This book will be like an alarm clock going off in the depths
of your soul. The thread of Gods lavish grace and captivating mercy extended to usand then through usis woven
throughout every chapter. Chris has given us what the church
has been waiting for, dying for: a reminder of Gods love and
then a kick in the pants to get busy living differently!
Priscilla Shirer
Bible teacher and New York Times bestselling author
Undaunted is filled with compelling stories and life-changing
revelation. It will challenge you to let the light and hope of
Christ shine through you into the dark places of this world.
Joyce Meyer
Bible teacher and bestselling author
Christines devotion and loyalty are immeasurable. Her own
story of redemption frames the core of her belief system and
fuels her endless passion. We are confident that Undaunted will
unlock freedom not only in the reader but also in the individual
worlds we influence, resulting in multitudes being blessed.
Brian and Bobbie Houston
senior pastors, Hillsong Church
I love Christines undaunted heart. And I love this page-turning
message. These words will rattle loose the cords of fear and
uncertainty that hold us back from fulfilling our own calling.
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Then with carefully studied truth, Christine ignites a fresh passion deep within the soul of her reader. Dont let fear make you
miss out on the best in your life. Read this book today!
Lysa TerKeurst
New York Times bestselling author,
Women of Faith speaker,
and president of Proverbs 31 Ministries
If anyone can motivate you to chase after Gods calling in your
life, it is Christine Caine. Undaunted will stir you, challenge
you, and dare you to take a giant leap into the adventure of a
sold-out life for Christ.
Craig Groeschel
senior pastor of LifeChurch.tv,
author of Soul Detox: Clean Living
in a Contaminated World
Christine Caine dares to shine a light into the dark, grimy
places of life-altering circumstances: human trafficking, loss,
grief, identity, and abuse. A woman of undaunted courage, she
confronts the challenges with godly perspective and practical
application points, valuable for any reader dealing with the call
to tackle adversity and to affect true change.
Dr. Ed Young
senior pastor, Second Baptist Church
Houston, Texas
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Undaunted Student Edition
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To my husband, Nick,
and precious daughters, Catherine and Sophia.
You are Gods greatest gifts to me.
I am forever grateful.gg
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Ephesians 2:10
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Foreword
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Yet, just like the mother of Jesus, she brings Christ to the nations. Everywhere Christine goes, from South Africa to Eastern
Europe, she radiates hope.
Especially to the girls to whom she is an Estherthe millions of teenage girls who find themselves in the throes of Satans cruelest concoction, the sex trade. These young women
should be becoming exactly that, young women. They should
be listening to music, reading books, and flirting with guys. Instead, they are locked into brothels, beaten, raped, and treated
like livestock.
Their only hope? Jesus Christ. And Jesus has chosen to
work through people like Christine. Christ appears, not just in
her name, but in her face, resolve, grit, and joy. She makes the
rest of us want to love the Jesus she loves in the manner she
loves him.
I pray you will read this book. If and when you do, youll
discover what I have: God has given our generation a Paul,
Mary, and Esther. And her name is Christine Caine.
God has given our generation the opportunity to make a
difference in the vilest atrocity of the century.
After reading this book, I resolve to do more.
I hope you will too.
Max Lucado
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chapter 1
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giggling about music and basketball games, worrying about
what to wear to schoolnot how to survive the next minute.
Securely hidden in a safe house run by The A21 Campaign,
the rescue ministry my husband, Nick, and I had launched just
six months before, we were to speak face-to-face this dreary
afternoon about a part of Greece Id never known. I kept reminding myself: This is not a movie. This is not reality TV. This
is real. This is real.
The young women and I sat together in awkward silence.
How does one speak of unspeakable depths of shame and
agony?
Nadia braved the waters. Haltingly, she told how she had
been raised in a village in Georgia at a time of war and deprivation. Her family possessed an abundance of love but
not food. Poverty consumed them. For years Nadia lived on
dreams: dreams of escaping the hunger, dreams of a world
away from the ravaged village, dreams of becoming a nurse.
If she were a nurse, like the ones she saw dress the wounds of
soldiers in her village, she could get away. She would travel.
She would see a beautiful world, a world in which she had a
helpful role to play.
But girls in poor Georgian villages did not go to school beyond the second grade. They needed to learn only how to cook
and clean, not to read and write. What man, after all, would
want to marry a woman more educated than he? Wasnt that
all that was expectedto marry, keep house, provide children,
depend on ones husband for everything else?
Nadia, an obedient daughter who desperately wanted to
please her parents, tried to push aside her secret dream. Yet
embers remained in her heart.
So just three weeks before her seventeenth birthday, when
a man approached her group of friends at their bus stop and
told of opportunities to work in Greece, those embers began to
glow brighter. The man told the girls that Greece was beautiful and that people prospered there. He said there were many
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in and locked the door behind them. They beat and raped Nadia
repeatedly. She tried to fight back. She screamed for help until
she no longer had a voice. But for every protest, every scream,
she received more abuse, more torture.
Confused, scared, ashamed, in pain, and broken, Nadia
retreated to a dark place deep inside.
For two weeks, the beatings and rapes continued.
Finally, Nadia was told about her job. It wasnt in a hospital. It wasnt in a restaurant. It was in a brothel. Her new life
was to be a sex slave. If you do not do as we tell you, we will
kill your family, she was told.
Surely, she concluded, people this evil would make good on
those threats. Besides, they had taken all her papers, including
her passport, and she did not speak Greek, nor did she have
any idea where she was. Even if she escaped, she knew she
wouldnt get far, let alone make it all the way back home to
Georgia. Nadia felt utterly alone, though the men she had believed were hiring agents surrounded her twenty-four hours a
day, seven days a week. When they werent in her room, they
stood guard just outside her door and sent in a constant flow of
customers with whom she was forced to perform unmentionable actsup to forty times a day.
No longer sure there was a God in heavenwhy would he
have allowed this to happen?Nadia pled with him anyway.
Let me die, she prayed. Oblivion would be better than this. The silence, the horror, pulled her deeper into despair. No ember of
her dream remained, let alone any hope of returning to a life
with her family, to things familiar and free.
One day when the guard left her room, he forgot to lock
the window. Though her room was on the third floor of the
apartment building, Nadia scrambled onto the balcony. Maybe,
if I am lucky, the impact will kill me. Oh God, she prayed, let the
nightmare end.
She jumped.
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One by one that March afternoon, the girls around me shared
stories like Nadias. Most had been raised in impoverished,
ex-communist Eastern European nations. Each had come to
Greece expecting legitimate employment. All had brought
with them dreams, hopes, and aspirations to do something
more with their lives than their own families had ever dreamed
possible. All of those tender, youthful dreams had been shattered beyond anyones worst fears.
What shook me most was the realization that, for each of
these young women I spoke to that day, there were hundreds of
thousands of others still trapped in the sex slave trade with no
way outhundreds of thousands of women whose unspeakable pain remained shrouded in secrecy. Silent.
Then Mary from Nigeria told her story. She and fifty-nine
other young women had come to Greece in a shipping container.
Wait, I interrupted. Do you mean you were contained
in a ship? I thought Id misunderstood, or that something had
been lost in translation.
Mary repeated: She and fifty-nine other young women were
brought to Greece in a shipping container.
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hold goods to our new home? A box? I pressed. A container
used to carry personal and commercial goods, not people?
Thats right, Mary assured mea box, a container put onto
a ship. When she and the fifty-nine other girls arrived at the
port the day of their departure, they thought they were traveling to good-paying jobs in a land of opportunity. Instead, they
were greeted by hiring agents who said there were complications with the paperwork. Either travel by container, the girls
were told, or lose your deposits and any future opportunity to
work abroad. Either make the voyage in a shipping container
or turn around and go home.
Our families had given everything they owned to pay for
our passage, Mary said.
So one by one, bewildered and frightened, the girls entered
the container. When the last girl was inside, the door was
slammed shut and they heard a lock snap into place. They sat
frozen in darkness.
Then the bubble broke! The bubble broke! Mary exclaimed.
What bubble?
The filter, she explained, that allowed oxygen to circulate
in the container. It stopped working, and the inside of the
cramped box suddenly became not only lightless but airless as
well.
I gasped, imagining the oxygen being rapidly depleted, the
heat building, the women gulping for air in complete darkness.
The journey in the sealed container was gruesome. Half
the girls died from lack of oxygen. The other half, the stronger
ones, were near death themselves. They had nowhere to sit but
in their own vomit and feces, since they were forced to relieve
themselves on the containers floor.
When the men at port opened the container, Mary said,
they recoiled, appalled by the smell of death, decay, excrement.
One of the dead was Anna, Marys best friend. Anna had
died an excruciating death, suffocating as if buried alive. But
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The horror continued for weeks. Or maybe it was months
Mary couldnt tell. But one day, anti-trafficking authorities,
responding to a tip, raided the brothel. Mary and other girls
were herded into the back of what appeared to be a police
van. Were they being rescued? If hiring agents could be evil,
couldnt police be as well? Uncertain and broken, Mary and
a dozen other girls were raced to another apartment building.
Police rushed them inside, where the girls waited in fear and
resignation. But instead of beatings and rape, they were given
rest, food and water, peace.
Though no longer in a physical prison, Mary remained silent, constantly tormented by recurring nightmares. The daily
horror may have ceased, but the pain screamed nonstop.
Mary was safe but not yet free.
A
Stunned, I sat quietly for a moment after Mary finished her
story. Around me, the young women at the table remained
quiet too, almost reverent. Yet inside me, a storm of thought
surfaced. Questions hammered at my broken heart: How could
this possibly happen in our world today? No matter how much money
is involved, how can anyone be so depraved as to make sex slaves of
otherslet alone make it an international operation, enslaving not
just one girl but hundreds of thousands, again and again and again?
Sonia, a Russian girl who had arrived at the shelter the
previous day, interrupted my flood of thought. Why are you
here? she demanded, her eyes narrowed with suspicion. Why
did you come?
Her tone was angry, and I felt the distrust behind her question: Was I who I said I was? Was I someone who could help?
Or was I, like the hiring agents, untrue, unfeeling, evil?
How can I make her understand, I wondered, that I, too, know
what it is to be trapped, enslaved, with seemingly no way out, no way
forward, no way back? How can I make her see that, as bleak as her
enslavement has been, there are prisons just as black inside oneself,
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pushed back from the table. If what you are telling me is true,
she yelled, if what you say about your God is truethen where
were you? Where have you been? Why didnt you come sooner?
Why didnt you come sooner?
The girls around me didnt move. No one spoke. But I could
feel their eyes on me, their minds screaming that same question. I felt like Mary in that container, the weight of such a
heartfelt cry pressing in on me like suffocating, airless darkness. I could barely breathe.
Why didnt you come sooner?
The question seemed to echo. In the emotional power of
the moment, the image of Sonia across the table, with her angry, anguished eyes, shimmered and morphed into that scared
nineteen-year-old girl trapped in a room for one year, forced to
service at least twenty-five men every day. That image morphed
into another: a girl confused, hurt, and alone, engaging in selfmutilation or substance abuse or binge eating as a way of dulling her emotional pain. And then another, poor and starving,
unable to feed or protect her family. And then another image:
of children this time, suffering and dying from malnutrition.
More images: depression, suicide, abuse 1
The faces became as grains of sand, so many. One hundred? Two thousand? A million? Too many. So many grains of
sand that they melded together, indistinguishable, flowing like
waters of the sea, an ocean of faces floating there for a minute,
bobbing in and out of focus, hazy, distorted in the depth of suffering, loneliness, need, despondency, hopelessness. An ocean
of faces going under, going down. I heard their sinking cry. I
heard myself cry out as well, going under in a black despair.
Why hadnt I come sooner?
On the surface, of course, there was a reasonable answer.
So reasonablean unassailable excuse: I hadnt come because
I didnt know about their plight. How could I have come before
I knew? How could anyone blame me for not fixing a problem
I didnt know existed?
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didnt come sooner. Such weak, small, light words for such
a weighty question. I am sorry. I am so sorry. Please forgive
me.
The silence became even more pronounced. Time seemed
to have stopped. Nothing else mattered to me at that moment
but these girls, their despairand what healing God could
bring to them. Though the silence seemed to last for an eternity, I felt so clearly present, so tuned into the now.
I want you to know, I said with new conviction, that I
have now heard your cries. I have seen you. I see you now. I
turned to Mary. I see you, Mary. And when I see you, I see
Anna. I turned to Sonia. I see you, Sonia. I looked intently
at each girl seated at the table. I see each of you. I hear you. I
know you by name. I have come for each of you.
I wanted to see these girls as Jesus saw themnot as a sea
of needs, but as individuals he had called by name and chosen
one by one and loved. I heard his words before I spoke my
own: Tell them I have their names written in my book.2 That I came
to give the good news to the poor. To heal the brokenhearted. To set the
captives free. Tell them these promises are for here. Now. As well as for
eternity.3
You will no longer be hidden, I told Sonia. From now
on, wherever I go, I will tell people you exist. I focused on
each girl, one at a time. I will ask them the very same question
youve asked me. I will not sit back waiting, hoping, wishing,
for someone else to do something. I promise you: I will be the
someone. Now that I have found you, I will find other girls like
you. I will do everything I can to stop this.
A
Long after leaving that meeting, Sonias question rang in my
ears, shook my mind, unsettled my heart.
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us. This book is about how to move past thathow to become
undaunted.
And as I traveled away from that meeting that day, I thought
of my own story. If anyone ever had a reason to feel unqualified, to feel daunted, it was me. And the reasons for that went
back to things that happened before I was even born
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