The Practice of The Presence of God by Lawrence, of The Resurrection, Brother, 1610?-1691
The Practice of The Presence of God by Lawrence, of The Resurrection, Brother, 1610?-1691
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Brother Lawrence's
THE PRACTICE OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD
2002 Edition
edited by Lightheart at PracticeGodsPresence.com
Editor's Preface
The details of his early life are few and sketchy. However, we know he
was educated both at home and by his parish priest whose first name was
Lawrence and who was greatly admired by the young Nicolas. He was well
read and, from an early age, drawn to a spiritual life of faith and love
for God.
We also know that in the years between the abrupt end of his duties as
a soldier and his entry into monastic life, he spent a period of time
in the wilderness living like one of the early desert fathers. Also,
prior to entering the monastery, and perhaps as preparation, he spent
time as a civil servant. In his characteristic, self deprecating way,
he mentions that he was a "footman who was clumsy and broke everything".
Brother Lawrence died in 1691, having practiced God's presence for over
forty years. His quiet death was much like his monastic life where each
day and each hour was a new beginning and a fresh commitment to love
God with all his heart.
CONVERSATIONS
First Conversation: The first time I saw Brother Lawrence was upon
the 3rd of August, 1666. He told me that God had done him a singular
favor in his conversion at the age of eighteen. During that winter,
upon seeing a tree stripped of its leaves and considering that within a
little time the leaves would be renewed and after that the flowers and
fruit appear, Brother Lawrence received a high view of the Providence
and Power of God which has never since been effaced from his soul. This
view had perfectly set him loose from the world and kindled in him such
a love for God, that he could not tell whether it had increased in the
forty years that he had lived since.
He said that as far as the miseries and sins he heard of daily in the
world, he was so far from wondering at them, that, on the contrary, he was
surprised there were not more considering the malice sinners were capable
of. For his part, he prayed for them. But knowing that God could remedy
the mischief they did when He pleased, he gave himself no further trouble.
He said he had been long troubled in mind from a certain belief that
he should be damned. All the men in the world could not have persuaded
him to the contrary. This trouble of mind had lasted four years during
which time he had suffered much.
Finally he reasoned: I did not engage in a religious life but for the
love of God. I have endeavored to act only for Him. Whatever becomes
of me, whether I be lost or saved, I will always continue to act purely
for the love of God. I shall have this good at least that till death I
shall have done all that is in me to love Him. From that time on Brother
Lawrence lived his life in perfect liberty and continual joy. He placed
his sins between himself and God to tell Him that he did not deserve
His favors yet God still continued to bestow them in abundance.
He expected after the pleasant days God had given him, he would have
his turn of pain and suffering. Yet he was not uneasy about it. Knowing
that, since he could do nothing of himself, God would not fail to give
him the strength to bear them.
Brother Lawrence said we ought to act with God in the greatest simplicity,
speaking to Him frankly and plainly, and imploring His assistance in our
affairs just as they happen. God never failed to grant it, as Brother
Lawrence had often experienced.
He said he had been lately sent into Burgundy to buy the provision of
wine for the community. This was a very unwelcome task for him because he
had no turn for business and because he was lame and could not go about
the boat but by rolling himself over the casks. Yet he gave himself no
uneasiness about it, nor about the purchase of the wine. He said to God,
it was His business he was about, and that he afterwards found it very
well performed. He mentioned that it had turned out the same way the
year before when he was sent to Auvergne.
So, likewise, in his business in the kitchen (to which he had naturally
a great aversion), having accustomed himself to do everything there for
the love of God and asking for His grace to do his work well, he had
found everything easy during the fifteen years that he had been employed
there. He was very pleased with the post he was now in. Yet he was as
ready to quit that as the former, since he tried to please God by doing
little things for the love of Him in any work he did. With him the set
times of prayer were not different from other times. He retired to pray
according to the directions of his superior, but he did not need such
retirement nor ask for it because his greatest business did not divert
him from God.
He said that useless thoughts spoil all - that the mischief began
there. We ought to reject them as soon as we perceived their impertinence
and return to our communion with God. In the beginning he had often passed
his time appointed for prayer in rejecting wandering thoughts and falling
right back into them. He could never regulate his devotion by certain
methods as some do. Nevertheless, at first he had meditated for some
time, but afterwards that went off in a manner that he could give no
account of. Brother Lawrence emphasized that all bodily mortifications
and other exercises are useless unless they serve to arrive at the union
with God by love. He had well considered this. He found that the shortest
way to go straight to God was by a continual exercise of love and doing
all things for His sake.
He noted that there was a great difference between the acts of the
intellect and those of the will. Acts of the intellect were comparatively
of little value. Acts of the will were all important. Our only business
was to love and delight ourselves in God. All possible kinds of
mortification, if they were void of the love of God, could not efface a
single sin. Instead, we ought, without anxiety, to expect the pardon of
our sins from the blood of Jesus Christ only endeavoring to love Him with
all our hearts. And he noted that God seemed to have granted the greatest
favors to the greatest sinners as more signal monuments of His mercy.
He said the trust we put in God honors Him much and draws down great
graces. Also, that it was impossible not only that God should deceive
but that He should long let a soul suffer which is perfectly resigned
to Him and resolved to endure everything for His sake.
Brother Lawrence often experienced the ready succors of Divine Grace. And
because of his experience of grace, when he had business to do, he did
not think of it beforehand. When it was time to do it, he found in God, as
in a clear mirror, all that was fit for him to do. When outward business
diverted him a little from the thought of God a fresh remembrance coming
from God invested his soul and so inflamed and transported him that it was
difficult for him to contain himself. He said he was more united to God in
his outward employments than when he left them for devotion in retirement.
Brother Lawrence said that the worst that could happen to him was to
lose that sense of God which he had enjoyed so long. Yet the goodness
of God assured him He would not forsake him utterly and that He would
give him strength to bear whatever evil He permitted to happen to him.
Brother Lawrence, therefore, said he feared nothing. He had no occasion to
consult with anybody about his state. In the past, when he had attempted
to do it, he had always come away more perplexed. Since Brother Lawrence
was ready to lay down his life for the love of God, he had no apprehension
of danger.
Brother Lawrence said that many do not advance in the Christian progress
because they stick in penances and particular exercises while they neglect
the love of God which is the end. This appeared plainly by their works and
was the reason why we see so little solid virtue. He said there needed
neither art nor science for going to God, but only a heart resolutely
determined to apply itself to nothing but Him and to love Him only.
Our sanctification did not depend upon changing our works. Instead,
it depended on doing that for God's sake which we commonly do for our
own. He thought it was lamentable to see how many people mistook the means
for the end, addicting themselves to certain works which they performed
very imperfectly by reason of their human or selfish regards. The most
excellent method he had found for going to God was that of doing our
common business without any view of pleasing men but purely for the love
of God.
Brother Lawrence felt it was a great delusion to think that the times
of prayer ought to differ from other times. We are as strictly obliged
to adhere to God by action in the time of action, as by prayer in its
season. His own prayer was nothing else but a sense of the presence
of God, his soul being at that time insensible to everything but
Divine Love. When the appointed times of prayer were past, he found no
difference, because he still continued with God, praising and blessing
Him with all his might. Thus he passed his life in continual joy. Yet
he hoped that God would give him somewhat to suffer when he grew stronger.
Brother Lawrence said we ought, once and for all, heartily put our
whole trust in God, and make a total surrender of ourselves to Him,
secure that He would not deceive us. We ought not weary of doing little
things for the love of God, who regards not the greatness of the work,
but the love with which it is performed. We should not wonder if, in
the beginning, we often failed in our endeavors, but that at last we
should gain a habit which will naturally produce its acts in us without
our care and to our exceeding great delight.
The whole substance of religion was faith, hope, and charity. In the
practice of these we become united to the will of God. Everything else
is indifferent and to be used as a means that we may arrive at our end
and then be swallowed up by faith and charity. All things are possible
to him who believes. They are less difficult to him who hopes. They are
more easy to him who loves, and still more easy to him who perseveres
in the practice of these three virtues. The end we ought to propose to
ourselves is to become, in this life, the most perfect worshippers of
God we can possibly be, and as we hope to be through all eternity.
Being questioned by one of his own community (to whom he was obliged to
open himself) by what means he had attained such an habitual sense of God,
Brother Lawrence told him that, since his first coming to the monastery,
he had considered God as the end of all his thoughts and desires, as
the mark to which they should tend, and in which they should terminate.
When he had thus, in prayer, filled his mind with great sentiments of that
Infinite Being, he went to his work appointed in the kitchen (for he was
then cook for the community). There having first considered severally the
things his office required, and when and how each thing was to be done,
he spent all the intervals of his time, both before and after his work,
in prayer.
When he began his business, he said to God with a filial trust in Him,
"O my God, since Thou art with me, and I must now, in obedience to
Thy commands, apply my mind to these outward things, I beseech Thee to
grant me the grace to continue in Thy Presence; and to this end do Thou
prosper me with Thy assistance. Receive all my works, and possess all
my affections." As he proceeded in his work, he continued his familiar
conversation with his Maker, imploring His grace, and offering to Him
all his actions.
Letters
Introduction: Brother Lawrence's letters are the very heart and soul
of what is titled 'The Practice of the Presence of God'. All of these
letters were written during the last ten years of his life. Many of them
were to long-time friends, a Carmelite sister and a sister at a nearby
convent. One or both of these friends were from his native village,
perhaps relatives.
The first letter was probably written to the prioress of one of these
convents. The second letter was written to Brother Lawrence's own
spiritual adviser. Note that the fourth letter is written in the third
person where Brother Lawrence describes his own experience. The letters
follow the tradition of substituting M-- for specific names.
First Letter: You so earnestly desire that I describe the method by which
I arrived at that habitual sense of God's presence, which our merciful
Lord has been pleased to grant me. I am complying with your request with
my request that you show my letter to no one. If I knew that you would
let it be seen, all the desire I have for your spiritual progress would
not be enough to make me comply.
The account I can give you is: Having found in many books different
methods of going to God and divers practices of the spiritual life,
I thought this would serve rather to puzzle me than facilitate what I
sought after, which was nothing but how to become wholly God's. This made
me resolve to give the all for the All. After having given myself wholly
to God, to make all the satisfaction I could for my sins, I renounced,
for the love of Him, everything that was not He, and I began to live as
if there was none but He and I in the world.
When we are faithful to keep ourselves in His holy presence, and set Him
always before us, this hinders our offending Him, and doing anything that
may displease Him. It also begets in us a holy freedom, and, if I may so
speak, a familiarity with God, where, when we ask, He supplies the graces
we need. Over time, by often repeating these acts, they become habitual,
and the presence of God becomes quite natural to us.
Please give Him thanks with me, for His great goodness towards me,
which I can never sufficiently express, and for the many favors He has
done to so miserable a sinner as I am. May all things praise Him. Amen.
In conversation some days ago a devout person told me the spiritual life
was a life of grace, which begins with servile fear, which is increased
by hope of eternal life, and which is consummated by pure love; that
each of these states had its different steps, by which one arrives at
last at that blessed consummation.
For the first years, I commonly employed myself during the time set
apart for devotion with thoughts of death, judgment, hell, heaven, and
my sins. Thus I continued some years applying my mind carefully the rest
of the day, and even in the midst of my work, to the presence of God,
whom I considered always as with me, often as in my heart.
Such was my beginning. Yet I must tell you that for the first ten years
I suffered a great deal. During this time I fell often, and rose again
presently. It seemed to me that all creatures, reason, and God Himself
were against me and faith alone for me.
The apprehension that I was not devoted to God as I wished to be, my past
sins always present to my mind, and the great unmerited favors which God
did me, were the source of my sufferings and feelings of unworthiness. I
was sometimes troubled with thoughts that to believe I had received such
favors was an effect of my imagination, which pretended to be so soon
where others arrived with great difficulty. At other times I believed
that it was a willful delusion and that there really was no hope for me.
Ever since that time I walk before God simply, in faith, with humility,
and with love. I apply myself diligently to do nothing and think nothing
which may displease Him. I hope that when I have done what I can, He
will do with me what He pleases.
I have ceased all forms of devotion and set prayers except those to
which my state requires. I make it my priority to persevere in His holy
presence, wherein I maintain a simple attention and a fond regard for
God, which I may call an actual presence of God. Or, to put it another
way, it is an habitual, silent, and private conversation of the soul
with God. This gives me much joy and contentment. In short, I am sure,
beyond all doubt, that my soul has been with God above these past thirty
years. I pass over many things that I may not be tedious to you.
My King is full of mercy and goodness. Far from chastising me, He embraces
me with love. He makes me eat at His table. He serves me with His own
hands and gives me the key to His treasures. He converses and delights
Himself with me incessantly, in a thousand and a thousand ways. And He
treats me in all respects as His favorite. In this way I consider myself
continually in His holy presence.
As for my set hours of prayer, they are simply a continuation of the same
exercise. Sometimes I consider myself as a stone before a carver, whereof
He is to make a statue. Presenting myself thus before God, I desire Him to
make His perfect image in my soul and render me entirely like Himself. At
other times, when I apply myself to prayer, I feel all my spirit lifted
up without any care or effort on my part. This often continues as if it
was suspended yet firmly fixed in God like a center or place of rest.
I know that some charge this state with inactivity, delusion, and
self-love. I confess that it is a holy inactivity. And it would be a happy
self-love if the soul, in that state, were capable of it. But while the
soul is in this repose, she cannot be disturbed by the kinds of things
to which she was formerly accustomed. The things that the soul used to
depend on would now hinder rather than assist her.
Yet, I cannot see how this could be called imagination or delusion because
the soul which enjoys God in this way wants nothing but Him. If this is
delusion, then only God can remedy it. Let Him do what He pleases with
me. I desire only Him and to be wholly devoted to Him.
Please send me your opinion as I greatly value and have a singular esteem
for your reverence, and am yours.
Third Letter: We have a God who is infinitely gracious and knows all our
wants. I always thought that He would reduce you to extremity. He will
come in His own time, and when you least expect it. Hope in Him more
than ever. Thank Him with me for the favors He does you, particularly
for the fortitude and patience which He gives you in your afflictions. It
is a plain mark of the care He takes of you. Comfort yourself with Him,
and give thanks for all.
I admire also the fortitude and bravery of M--. God has given him a good
disposition and a good will; but he is still a little worldly and somewhat
immature. I hope the affliction God has sent him will help him do some
reflection and inner searching and that it may prove to be a wholesome
remedy to him. It is a chance for him to put all his trust in God who
accompanies him everywhere. Let him think of Him as much as he can,
especially in time of great danger.
Please recommend to him that he think of God the most he can in this
way. It is very fit and most necessary for a soldier, who is daily faced
with danger to his life, and often to his very salvation.
I hope that God will assist him and all the family, to whom I present
my service, being theirs and yours.
For the past forty years his continual care has been to be always
with God; and to do nothing, say nothing, and think nothing which may
displease Him. He does this without any view or motive except pure love
of Him and because God deserves infinitely more.
It seems to him (in fact, he feels it) that this God of love, satisfied
with such few words, reposes again and rests in the depth and center
of his soul. The experience of these things gives him such certainty
that God is always in the innermost part of his soul that he is beyond
doubting it under any circumstances.
He often points out our blindness and exclaims that those who content
themselves with so little are to be pitied. God, says he, has infinite
treasure to bestow, and we take so little through routine devotion which
lasts but a moment. Blind as we are, we hinder God, and stop the current
of His graces. But when He finds a soul penetrated with a lively faith,
He pours into it His graces and favors plentifully. There they flow like
a torrent, which, after being forcibly stopped against its ordinary
course, when it has found a passage, spreads itself with impetuosity
and abundance.
Yet we often stop this torrent by the little value we set upon it. Let us
stop it no more. Let us enter into ourselves and break down the bank which
hinders it. Let us make way for grace. Let us redeem the lost time, for
perhaps we have but little left. Death follows us close so let us be well
prepared for it. We die but once and a mistake there is irretrievable.
I say again, let us enter into ourselves. The time presses. There is
no room for delay. Our souls are at stake. It seems to me that you are
prepared and have taken effectual measures so you will not be taken by
surprise. I commend you for it. It is the one thing necessary. We must
always work at it, because not to persevere in the spiritual life is to
go back. But those who have the gale of the Holy Spirit go forward even
in sleep. If the vessel of our soul is still tossed with winds and storms,
let us awake the Lord who reposes in it. He will quickly calm the sea.
I have taken the liberty to impart to you these good sentiments that you
may compare them with your own. May they serve to re-kindle them, if at
any time they may be even a little cooled. Let us recall our first favors
and remember our early joys and comforts. And, let us benefit from the
example and sentiments of this brother who is little known by the world,
but known and extremely caressed by God.
I will pray for you. Please pray also for me, as I am yours in our Lord.
Fifth Letter: Today I received two books and a letter from Sister M--,
who is preparing to make her profession. She desires the prayers of your
holy society, and yours in particular. I think she greatly values your
support. Please do not disappoint her. Pray to God that she may take her
vows in view of His love alone, and with a firm resolution to be wholly
devoted to Him. I will send you one of those books about the presence of
God; a subject which, in my opinion, contains the whole spiritual life. It
seems to me that whoever duly practices it will soon become devout.
I know that for the right practice of it, the heart must be empty of all
other things; because God will possess the heart alone. As He cannot
possess it alone, without emptying it of all besides, so neither can
He act there and do in it what He pleases unless it be left vacant to
Him. There is not in the world a kind of life more sweet and delightful
than that of a continual conversation with God. Only those can comprehend
it who practice and experience it. Yet I do not advise you to do it
from that motive. It is not pleasure which we ought to seek in this
exercise. Let us do it from a principle of love, and because it is God's
will for us.
Were I a preacher, I would above all other things preach the practice
of the presence of God. Were I a director, I would advise all the world
to do it, so necessary do I think it, and so easy too. Ah! knew we but
the want we have of the grace and assistance of God, we would never lose
sight of Him, no, not for a moment.
Believe me. Immediately make a holy and firm resolution never more to
forget Him. Resolve to spend the rest of your days in His sacred presence,
deprived of all consolations for the love of Him if He thinks fit. Set
heartily about this work, and if you do it sincerely, be assured that
you will soon find the effects of it.
I will assist you with my prayers, poor as they are. I recommend myself
earnestly to you and those of your holy society.
Sixth Letter: I have received from M-- the things which you gave her for
me. I wonder that you have not given me your thoughts on the little book
I sent to you and which you must have received. Set heartily about the
practice of it in your old age. It is better late than never.
I cannot imagine how religious persons can live satisfied without the
practice of the presence of God. For my part I keep myself retired with
Him in the depth and center of my soul as much as I can. While I am with
Him I fear nothing; but the least turning from Him is insupportable. This
practice does not tire the body. It is, however, proper to deprive it
sometimes, nay often, of many little pleasures which are innocent and
lawful. God will not permit a soul that desires to be devoted entirely to
Him to take pleasures other than with Him. That is more than reasonable.
I do not say we must put any violent constraint upon ourselves. No, we
must serve God in a holy freedom. We must work faithfully without trouble
or disquiet, recalling our mind to God mildly and with tranquillity as
often as we find it wandering from Him. It is, however, necessary to put
our whole trust in God. We must lay aside all other cares and even some
forms of devotion, though very good in themselves, yet such as one often
engages in routinely. Those devotions are only means to attain to the
end. Once we have established a habit of the practice of the presence
of God, we are then with Him who is our end. We have no need to return
to the means. We may simply continue with Him in our commerce of love,
persevering in His holy presence with an act of praise, of adoration,
or of desire or with an act of resignation, or thanksgiving, and in all
the ways our spirits can invent.
Seventh Letter: I pity you much. It will be a great relief if you can
leave the care of your affairs to M-- and spend the remainder of your life
only in worshipping God. He requires no great matters of us; a little
remembrance of Him from time to time, a little adoration. Sometimes to
pray for His grace. Sometimes to offer Him your sufferings. And sometimes
to return Him thanks for the favors He has given you, and still gives you,
in the midst of your troubles. Console yourself with Him the oftenest
you can. Lift up your heart to Him at your meals and when you are in
company. The least little remembrance will always be pleasing to Him.
You need not cry very loud. He is nearer to us than we are aware. And we
do not always have to be in church to be with God. We may make an oratory
of our heart so we can, from time to time, retire to converse with Him
in meekness, humility, and love. Every one is capable of such familiar
conversation with God, some more, some less. He knows what we can do.
Gradually become accustomed to worship Him in this way; to beg His grace,
to offer Him your heart from time to time; in the midst of your business,
even every moment if you can. Do not always scrupulously confine yourself
to certain rules or particular forms of devotion. Instead, act in faith
with love and humility.
You may assure M-- of my poor prayers, and that I am their servant,
and yours particularly.
Eighth Letter: You tell me nothing new. You are not the only one who
is troubled with wandering thoughts. Our mind is extremely roving. But
the will is mistress of all our faculties. She must recall our stray
thoughts and carry them to God as their final end.
One way to re-collect the mind easily in the time of prayer, and
preserve it more in tranquillity, is not to let it wander too far
at other times. Keep your mind strictly in the presence of God. Then
being accustomed to think of Him often, you will find it easy to keep
your mind calm in the time of prayer, or at least to recall it from its
wanderings. I have told you already of the advantages we may draw from
this practice of the presence of God. Let us set about it seriously and
pray for one another.
Let us often consider that our only business in this life is to please
God, that perhaps all besides is but folly and vanity. You and I have
lived over forty years in the monastic life. Have we employed them in
loving and serving God, who by His mercy has called us to this state
and for that very end? I am sometimes filled with shame and confusion
when I reflect, on the one hand, upon the great favors which God has
done and continues to do for me; and, on the other, upon the ill use I
have made of them and my small advancement in the way of perfection.
How can we pray to Him without being with Him? How can we be with Him
but in thinking of Him often? And how can we often think of Him, but by
a holy habit which we should form of it? You will tell me that I always
say the same thing. It is true, for this is the best and easiest method
I know. I use no other. I advise all the world to do it.
We must know before we can love. In order to know God, we must often
think of Him. And when we come to love Him, we shall then also think
of Him often, for our heart will be with our treasure.
If M.-- takes advantage of the loss he has had and puts all his confidence
in God, He will soon give him another friend more powerful and more
inclined to serve him. He disposes of hearts as He pleases. Perhaps
M.-- was too attached to him he has lost. We ought to love our friends,
but without encroaching upon the love of God, which must always be first.
Please keep my recommendation in mind that you think of God often; by day,
by night, in your business, and even in your diversions. He is always near
you and with you. Leave Him not alone. You would think it rude to leave
a friend alone who came to visit you. Why, then, must God be neglected?
Do not forget Him but think on Him often. Adore Him continually. Live
and die with Him. This is the glorious work of a Christian; in a word,
this is our profession. If we do not know it, we must learn it.
I will endeavor to help you with my prayers, and am yours in our Lord.
Eleventh Letter: I do not pray that you may be delivered from your pains;
but I pray earnestly that God gives you strength and patience to bear
them as long as He pleases. Comfort yourself with Him who holds you
fastened to the cross. He will loose you when He thinks fit. Happy are
those who suffer with Him. Accustom yourself to suffer in that manner,
and seek from Him the strength to endure as much, and as long, as He
judges necessary for you.
I pray that you see that God is often nearer to us and present within us
in sickness than in health. Do not rely completely on another physician
because He reserves your cure to Himself. Put all your trust in God. You
will soon find the effects in your recovery, which we often delay by
putting greater faith in medicine than in God. Whatever remedies you use,
they will succeed only so far as He permits. When pains come from God,
only He can ultimately cure them. He often sends sickness to the body to
cure diseases of the soul. Comfort yourself with the Sovereign Physician
of both soul and body.
I expect you will say that I am very much at ease, and that I eat and
drink at the table of the Lord. You have reason. But think how painful
it would be to the greatest criminal in the world to eat at the king's
table and be served by him, yet have no assurance of pardon? I believe
he would feel an anxiety that nothing could calm except his trust in
the goodness of his sovereign. So I assure you, that whatever pleasures
I taste at the table of my King, my sins, ever present before my eyes,
as well as the uncertainty of my pardon, torment me. Though I accept
that torment as something pleasing to God.
Be satisfied with the condition in which God places you. However happy
you may think me, I envy you. Pain and suffering would be a paradise to
me, if I could suffer with my God. The greatest pleasures would be hell
if I relished them without Him. My only consolation would be to suffer
something for His sake.
Stay with God always for He is the only support and comfort for your
affliction. I shall beseech Him to be with you. I present my service.
Take courage. Offer Him your pain and pray to Him for strength to endure
them. Above all, get in the habit of often thinking of God, and forget
Him the least you can. Adore Him in your infirmities. Offer yourself to
Him from time to time. And, in the height of your sufferings, humbly and
affectionately beseech Him (as a child his father) to make you conformable
to His holy will. I shall endeavor to assist you with my poor prayers.
Love sweetens pains. And when one loves God, one suffers for His sake
with joy and courage. Do so, I beseech you. Comfort yourself with Him. He
is the only physician for all our illnesses. He is the Father of the
afflicted and always ready to help us. He loves us infinitely more than
we can imagine. Love Him in return and seek no consolation elsewhere. I
hope you will soon receive His comfort. Adieu.
I will help you with my prayers, poor as they are, and shall always be
yours in our Lord.
Fourteenth Letter: I give thanks to our Lord for having relieved you a
little as you desired. I have often been near death and I was never so
much satisfied as then. At those times I did not pray for any relief,
but I prayed for strength to suffer with courage, humility, and love. How
sweet it is to suffer with God! However great your sufferings may be,
receive them with love. It is paradise to suffer and be with Him. If,
in this life, we might enjoy the peace of paradise, we must accustom
ourselves to a familiar, humble, and affectionate conversation with God.
We must hinder our spirits wandering from Him on all occasions. We must
make our heart a spiritual temple so we can constantly adore Him. We
must continually watch over ourselves so we do not do anything that may
displease Him. When our minds and hearts are filled with God, suffering
becomes full of unction and consolation.
I well know that to arrive at this state, the beginning is very difficult
because we must act purely on faith. But, though it is difficult, we know
also that we can do all things with the grace of God. He never refuses
those who ask earnestly. Knock. Persevere in knocking. And I answer for
it, that, in His due time, He will open His graces to you. He will grant,
all at once, what He has deferred during many years. Adieu.
Pray to Him for me, as I pray to Him for you. I hope to see Him soon.
Fifteenth Letter: God knows best what we need. All that He does is for
our good. If we knew how much He loves us, we would always be ready
to receive both the bitter and the sweet from His Hand. It would
make no difference. All that came from Him would be pleasing. The
worst afflictions only appear intolerable if we see them in the wrong
light. When we see them as coming from the hand of God and know that it
is our loving Father who humbles and distresses us, our sufferings lose
their bitterness and can even become a source of consolation.
Let all our efforts be to know God. The more one knows Him, the greater
one desires to know Him. Knowledge is commonly the measure of love. The
deeper and more extensive our knowledge, the greater is our love. If
our love of God were great we would love Him equally in pain and pleasure.
We only deceive ourselves by seeking or loving God for any favors which
He has or may grant us. Such favors, no matter how great, can never bring
us as near to God as can one simple act of faith. Let us seek Him often
by faith. He is within us. Seek Him not elsewhere.
Are we not rude and deserve blame if we leave Him alone to busy ourselves
with trifles which do not please Him and perhaps even offend Him? These
trifles may one day cost us dearly. Let us begin earnestly to be devoted
to Him. Let us cast everything else out of our hearts. He wants to
possess the heart alone. Beg this favor of Him. If we do all we can,
we will soon see that change wrought in us which we so greatly desire.
I cannot thank Him enough for the relief He has given you. I hope to
see Him within a few days. Let us pray for one another.
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