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Studies Program at the Pratt
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gender, fashion, technology, and
consumerism in academic journals
as well as mainstream media
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visual activism that employs street style blog conventions and aesthetics
to bring visibility to the issue of immigration reform, this article demonstrates how online acts of sartorial and corporeal displays of physical
attractiveness are being incorporated into social activist movements in
ways that recall and are coextensive with a longer multiracial history
of vanity.
KEYWORDS: networked vanity, #feministselfie, digital activism,
RAISE Our Story, politics of self-composure
To hear some commentators and critics tell it, vanity is the scourge of
our times. The advent of participatory mediaFacebook, YouTube,
blogs, and so onis blamed for unleashing a cyberpsychological surge
of pent up exhibitionist desires. In the book that helped to define this
technocultural affliction called The Narcissism Epidemic Jean Twenge
and W. Keith Campbell describe the problem as a: Look at me! mentality (2010: 4). The Internet, they argue, serves as a giant narcissism multiplier that, among other things, has normalized provocative
and self-promoting public dress (2010: 271). Fashion journalist Suzy
Menkes echoes Twenge and Campbell in a scathing op-ed piece titled
The Circus of Fashion published in New York Times Magazine in
February 2013. For Menkes, the look-at-me mentality has turned
the sanctified institution of fashion journalism into a circus. In contrast
to the old guard of fashion journalists or black crows, social media
peacocks are more interested in promoting themselves than reporting
about fashion. (The peacock is a popular symbol of vanity in Western
art.) Menkes, like so many other critics of Internet narcissism, lays
much of the blame on bloggers. She calls out personal style bloggers like
Susie Bubble (Susanna Lau) and BryanBoy (Bryan Grey Yambao)
by name, excoriating them for their look-at-me fashion sense. [Look
at me wearing the dress! Look at these shoes I have found! Look at
me loving this outfit in 15 different images! (Menkes 2013). Beneath
the self-aggrandizing self-absorption, Menkes suggests, lies a desperate
need for external validation. Bloggers are not only ready and willing
to objectify themselves, she writes, they are gagging for attention.
Yet another highly gendered iteration of the desperately vain social
media user appeared in the Gawker Media feminist website Jezebel in
November 2013. Commenting on the broader selfie phenomenon of
which fashion bloggers are key figures, Erin Gloria Ryan concludes
that selfies are a high tech reflection of the fucked up way society
teaches women that their most important quality is their physical
attractiveness (2013). For Ryan, selfies technologize sexism by
extending and making more efficient well-established ideologies and
practices of objectifying women. With the selfie, women are encouraged
to become a collaborating partner in their own objectification and their
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ways new participatory media and its capacity for self-presentation and
self-promotion are being used for purposes beyond self-interest. Today,
individual and public acts of vanity (particularly those that centrally
involve sartorial and corporeal displays of physical attractiveness) are
being incorporated into social activist movements.
In what follows, I discuss two examples of networked vanity. The
first is the #feministselfie hashtag campaign that emerged on Twitter in
November 2013 in which women (and to a lesser extent, men) silently
but powerfully declared their self (or rather selfie) love using the
popular microblogging platform. The #feministselfie hashtag campaign
wonderfully demonstrates the importance of self-reflexivity in social
activism. Feminist selfie tweets and photo tweets are not simply digital
forms of self-regarding. They are a decentralized mode of political
action based on a key tenet of women of color feminism that political
movements be informed by and grounded in embodied experiences and
situated knowledges. In this way, we can understand the #feministselfie
hashtag campaign as an extension of a longer tradition of critiquing
mainstream liberal white feminisms universalist foundations.
The second example of networked vanity I examine is a project of
visual activism called RAISE Our Story1 that employs street style blog
conventions and aesthetics to bring visibility to the issue of immigration
reform. In using the visual language of fashion blogs to articulate
political goals, RAISE Our Story poses a challenge to the longstanding
idea that paying attention to fashion and the fashionable body is the
definition of a trivial and vainglorious personality. It is no coincidence
that fashion bloggers are widely held up as the personification of digital
narcissism. The RAISE Our Story project returns our attention to the
fundamental function of fashion as technologies of the body or what
Hlne Cixous has beautifully described as a shield, a mirror, a shimmer,
and shelter (1994: 97). Fashion holds together the continuity between
the world, body, hand, garment (1994: 95). In its liminal position at
the border of the public and the private, fashion Cixous writesand the
RAISE Our Story project shows usreflects inwardly and outwardly on
the self and the social.
These and other instances of networked vanity make clear that
subjectivity has become a primary representational object of visual
media. The networked subject is now caught in the regime of ubiquitous
visibility constituted by mass distributed technologies and technical
platforms. Yet the networked subject-as-object has unprecedented
control of the frames of vision within which they are seen. Participatory
media allows the networked subject-as-represented object a hand in
shaping and controlling their representation. They make choices about
when to take a selfie or fashion blog style outfit photo; where to position
the head, face, and body in relation to the camera; which blog platform,
HTML tags, and hashtags to use; how to caption, crop, and otherwise
edit the image; and when to share it online or whether to share it at all.
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fashionwhat the middle class viewed as a vulgar vanityto construct a political identity as workers but also as women who deserved
better treatment from their male supervisors (Enstad 1999: 69).]
Ostentatious dress, by the choice of garment and/or by the very choice
to dress beyond the prescribed limits of racial, gender, and class norms,
has always been a cultural, political, and affective practice rooted in
specific social realities. The tendency to dismiss practices of sartorial
display and extravagance as mere vanity risks ignoring the lived experience of minoritized people for whom the right to be seen on their own
terms and the right to take pleasure in their bodies and self-images has
never been a given.
Participatory media technologies and techniques increase the capacity and reach of sartorial and corporeal self-presentations. What
African American dandies, Chicano zoot suiters, and McIntosh-clad
Filipino dancehall patrons managed to achieve locally, the RAISE
youth and the #feministselfie women have been able to do on a greater
scale using new technologies of self-promotion and self-broadcasting.
In critically considering the #feministselfie hashtag campaign and the
RAISE Our Story project, what emerges is a crucial insight about the
importance of the politics of self-composure that is at the heart of
networked vanity.
#FeministSelfie
As I have already mentioned, in November 2013, Jezebel published
an article under a headline that declared, Selfies Arent Empowering:
Theyre a Cry for Help. As the headline suggests, the journalist of the
feminist Gawker Media website offers a quasi-psychosocial diagnosis
of the selfie phenomenon. Briefly stated, the article castigates women
who take selfie photographs for falling prey to systemic sexism. Its
message and Ryans condescending tone ignited a firestorm of protest.
One of the first critical tweets against the article came from journalist Mikki Kendall who achieved recent notoriety for initiating the
#SolidarityIsForWhiteWomen Twitter hashtag campaign. In the spirit of
the earlier hashtag campaign, Kendalls selfie tweet took white feminists
to task for failing to consider racial inequalities in feminist online media
discourses and representations. Kendalls tweet pointedly asks, can we
talk about what #selfies mean to people who never get a chance to see
themselves in mainstream media? (see Figure 1).
Responding to Kendalls provocation, tweets with the #feministselfie hashtagfrequently accompanied by a selfie photo tweetbegan
trending online. The tweets fell into three major categories of response.
The first category involve tweets that directly called out Ryan for her
dismissive and as many saw it, her racial and gender normative, attitude
(see Figures 24).
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Figure 1
Tweet by @Karnythia.
Figure 2
Tweet by @FireinFreetown.
Figure 3
Tweet by @OHTheMaryD.
Figure 4
Tweet by @anerdyfeminist.
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The second category of tweets emphasized the racial biases and omissions in mainstream feminist media outlets like Jezebel (see Figures 57).
The third category of #feministselfie tweets were those in which individuals simply but defiantly reveled in the pleasure of their own image
(see Figures 8 and 9).
Figure 5
Tweet by @bad_dominicana.
Figure 6
Tweet by @bad_dominicana.
The #feministselfie hashtag campaign and the media coverage it attracted from websites as diverse as Colorlines (a news site that covers issues of race and politics) and Bustle (a womens entertainment
and lifestyle website), as well as from the circuitry of shared links on
Facebook, Tumblr, and Instagram affirmed that at stake in these selfies
was the struggle over the value and right of self-composure. A blogger
named Maurice Tracy posted a powerful meditation on the reasons why
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Figure 7
Tweet by @so_treu.
Figure 8
Tweet by @ixolotl.
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Figure 9
Tweet by @ChiefElk.
he takes selfies. Although the blog post was published several months
before the hashtag campaign, it is a salient articulation of the campaigns
broader message. On his blog, Blaqueer, Tracy writes:
I take my selfies because I am that guy who, unless he takes the
picture or suggests it, doesnt get his picture taken I live in
a world where either body privilege or race privilege is always
against me. So I point my camera at my face and I click; I
upload it to instagram [sic], and I hold my breath because the
world is cruel and I am what some would call ugly, but I dont see
it I click and post and breathe, waiting for others to see what I
see: beautiful dark skin, Afrikas son, a dream un-deferred, pretty
eyes, and nice lips, and a nose that fits my face; I want them, you,
to see that I am human. (Tracy 2013)
The #feministselfie campaign and images exemplify the potential of
user-generated media to allow minoritized individuals the means to selfcreate and self-name identities that challenge dominant ways of seeing
and knowing beauty and personhood. As a do-it-yourself technique of
visibility, the selfie and related methods of networked vanity can direct
our attention to bodies and experiences that are invisible in traditional
sites of fashion and beauty imagery or, when they are visible at all, are
only visible as the inferior Other in the beautiful/ugly binary.
When Tracy writes, I click and post and breathe, waiting for others
to see what I see: beautiful dark skin, Afrikas son I want them, you,
to see that I am human, he makes important links between networked
vanity and dominant Western aesthetic discourses epitomized by Kants
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elided for the perspective of the critic, the particular relationship between public appearance and public space for minoritized women is
ignored. As many of the #feministselfie participants point out, critiques
of digital narcissism by Ryan and other would-be white feminist allies
rest on the presumptuousness of white feminists to assume they are in
a position to dictate standards of personal and public behavior to all
women. The cultural political value of participatory media technologies
and techniques is that they enable people whose images are invisible
or are distorted in traditional media to capture and direct attention to
non-normative bodies and identity presentations that remain generally
invisible in traditional media outletseven those that are attentive to
feminist concerns.
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fashion aesthetics and social media can be put in the service of changing
the public perception about what immigrants look like with the aim
of advocating for more compassionate approaches to immigration
reforma struggle that inherently involves claims over public space and
public services.
Most of the blog posts begin with a pair of photographsa head-totoe shot and a close-upof a young undocumented Asian person living
in or near New York City. The particular locations of the photographs
are chosen in collaboration with the photographed subject. Captioning
these photographs are short statements by the subjects describing their
personal experience living as an undocumented young person and the
ways in which comprehensive immigration reform would improve their
lives. Reading through the posts, a clearer picture of undocumented life
begins to emerge about living under the constant fear and sometimes
overt threat of detention and deportation; about the dreams of higher
education deferred or entirely dashed away because undocumented students are ineligible for financial aid while required to pay out-of-state
tuition fees; of families separated geographically and socially by eligibility requirements for family sponsorship; of their parents low-paying
jobs, recurring unemployment, and lowered social statuses as a result
of immigrating to the USA to escape the political and economic unrest
in their native countries; of having to contribute very early on to the
family economy; of the lack of health insurance in the face of a parents
medical crisis; of the social and familial isolation that is a consequence
of racism, xenophobia, and for one Rhustie Valdizno, homophobia (see
Figures 1012).
These stories are a significant element of RAISEs project of digital
visual activism. Without them, the photographs can be easily confused
for street style outfit photos. Shot in public spaces in New York City,
the fashion capital of the USA and a popular locale of fashion blogs,
the RAISE Our Story images look like so many outfit photos in which
the city or street provides the privileged scene of authentic style. Also
lending a fashion blog feel to the photographs are the young, attractive
subjects wearing bow ties, popped up jacket collars, stylized hair, and
multicolored skinny jeansdetails that are hard to miss in the diptych
presentation of the photographs that end, as most sets of fashion blog
outfit photo do, with a close-up.
As well as the content and format of the images, the architecture of
the Tumblr microblog platform plays a large role in the genre confusion. Microblogs are designed to host a limited amount of content per
post. While there is some space for short pieces of textual content, long
blocks of text are designed out of the medium. As a result, visual content such as photographs and videos usually occupy the largest portion
of a blog post and, in the case of the RAISE Our Story Tumblog, they fill
the entire screen. Its not surprising that this image-driven social media
site is a popular platform among fashion bloggers and indeed any user
Figures 1012
RAISE Our Story street style
image. By permission of
photographer Jill Futter.
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vanity provide a platform for entry into that picture that, in the words
of the RAISE activists, undocumented people are often left out of.
Andrea Weiss discusses the happen to be logic in another, but
closely related context. She describes the politics of the incidental in
relation to gay characters in Hollywood films and television movies or
what she calls the happen to be gay syndrome: Here one finds a
character who is sexually gay but straight in every other aspect of
his or her life (Weiss 1986: 5). To narrate gay sexuality as simply a
happenstance, Weiss asserts, is to contain the threat of queerness by
insisting on its normalization. Weiss argues that the happen to be
discourse is a form of invisibility insofar as it conceals the very serious systemic violences that gay people are subjected to daily. [T]his
minor happenstance often means losing your children, your job, your
home and your right to decent health care (Weiss 1986: 5). As the
RAISE Our Story project evidences, undocumented immigrants face the
same kinds of everyday violence as a consequence of their difference.
The structural conditions and material consequences that constitute the
(always) racialized construction of this legal difference are made incidental and, in some ways, invisible by the happen to be logic. Yet the
happen to be logic is a morally coherent and emotionally persuasive
form of liberal discourse because it appeals to viewers empathy based
on feelings of sameness.
Although the RAISE Our Story project and political platform is assimilative in design, it does construct an important countervision of immigrant demographics in the USA. While Asians in the nineteenth century and early twentieth century embodied the stereotype of the illegal
immigrant (a sociocultural consequence of formal and informal racism
including over eighty years of anti-Asian immigration legislation), by
the mid-twentieth century Mexicans and Central Americans replaced
Asians as the embodiment of illegality. As a result of the racialization
of illegal immigrants, Mexicans and Central Americans in the US, no
matter their actual legal status, have had to endure levels of suspicion
and harassment that white immigrants rarely experience. Stereotypes of
illegal Mexicans conceal the racial heterogeneity of undocumented
people in the USA. Further, persistent stereotypes of highly skilled and
educated Asian immigrants on H1-B visas and of Asian American affluent model minorities obscure the largely unacknowledged reality that
Asians are one of the fastest growing poverty populations in the wake
of the Recession (DuMonthier 2013). Undocumented immigrants
make up a considerable part of the Asian poor.
Employing participatory media platforms and practices along with
street style photographic aesthetics and conventions, RAISE Our
Story troubles easy identifications of blog genres, undocumented immigrants, and Asian Americans. The textual and visual stories collected
in this blog challenge dominant ideas and images about undocumented
immigrants as criminals, freeloaders, and potential predators by
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Acknowledgments
Many thanks to Agns Rocamora and Emanuela Mora for inviting me
to contribute to this Special Issue, and to the anonymous reviewers for
their vital feedback on this article.
Note
1. Zoot Suiters Learn Lesson in Fights with Servicemen: Gangs Stay
Off Streets after Dark. Los Angeles Times June 7: 1943, A1: 1.
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