Conversion Ronald Knox
Conversion Ronald Knox
Conversion Ronald Knox
Authority played a large part in my belief, and I could not now find
that any certain source of authority was available outside the pale of
the Roman Catholic Church . . . I did not crave for infallible
decrees; I wanted to be certain I belonged to that Church of which St.
Paul said proudly, "We have the Mind of Christ" . . . I had a more
exacting idea of what "being inside the Church" meant. (7)
I arranged my rule of life for the retreat . . . about five hours a
day spent in prayer, and one or two more in study . . . Before the end
of my first week, I knew that grace had triumphed . . . I turned away
from the emotional as far as possible, and devoted myself singly to
the resignation of my will to God's will. (8)
The step which I took in 1917 is one which I have never had the wish .
. . to retract . . . . I have never experienced a mood of
discouragement or of hesitation, during these last 33 years, that has
suggested . . . the possibility of going back where I came from . . .
On the two or three occasions when converts whom I knew have gone back
to the Church of England, I found it quite impossible to follow the
workings of their mind . . .
The Church is better than your expectations, because she puts your
ideas right about what you ought to expect . . . She moulds and
mellows us . . . I do not find myself high and dry, but comfortably
afloat in a fair depth of water. And that is, I think, no uncommon
experience among converts who look back over a length of years. (10)
FOOTNOTES
* 1. Cross, F.L. & E.A. Livingstone, eds., The Oxford Dictionary of the
Christian Church, Oxford Univ. Press, 2nd ed., 1983, p.787.
* 2. Knox, Ronald, A Spiritual Aeneid, NY: Sheed & Ward, 1950 ed.,
pp.2-4.
* 3. Chesterton was not yet Catholic at this point (1910), but had just
written the very "Catholic-sounding" theological masterpiece
Orthodoxy.
* 4. Knox, ibid., p.107.
* 5. Ibid., pp.192-6.
* 6. Ibid., pp.205-6.
* 7. Ibid., p.212.
* 8. Ibid., pp.213-14.
* 9. Ibid., pp.218-220,222.
* 10. Ibid., pp.xviii-xx.
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