18

Still a boring morning?

The distance between you and me is finally decided
Are you afraid?
Do you still think of me as the person before?
Responsibility, burden, maturity, demure
In your small eyes
I see wondering soul
Are you afraid?
Look at me and you’ll see the answer
Do you want to spend it together?
I wanna be your morning till night
No need to brush the past
I want to tell you
You are beautiful
All of you that I see
I want to cherish it
Run with me
Celebrate with me in 4PM
 You Got IT
All the kids that couldn’t float with their fat tubes
There’s no way they know, they don’t know why
They won’t succeed
You don’t have to adjust to them or try to fit for them
Just like that then they’ll always be behind
Don’t need to prove yourself
They just need to hear it once (YOU GOT IT!)
Because the distance between you and #1 is not that far
Pull off your insecurities that dragged you down
Don’t need to be popular
Just fill your ears with your stories
You got it!

You Got IT (Pt. 2)

Shout, pull up on you wacks!
With your mac fully loaded, shoot
Pull them down like a monsoon season
These beehives will increase and block your vision
All those barking rabid dogs
That’s all they can do
From first place, they will stay forever last
Steal the eyes of everyone, cause I know you got it
In this royal road, they can’t walk this path
No matter what they saying
They don’t really know anything
 Shining Diamond
Slip into the Diamond life
Common, let me show you how
Yeah were only 18
Only got a few shots
But it doesn’t matter, it’d be no problem
Already went through all time and pressure
Look carefully, lm that diamond
When they look at this amazing combination
You and me shine like diamond
Well definitely, catch their eyes
Stick your thumbs up,
Now open your eyes
Dance like Michael Jackson
From under the dirt
Now it’s time to shine
We, shining diamond
Even after time passes
We won’t become weak, keep shining till it last
 18 Carat
Shining Diamonds
You are that diamond, 18 carats
Each flaws, each mistakes are like a jewel
Values your rights, this is part of your life
Don’t hide it anymore, don’t avoid it no more
Cause you are that shining diamond
You don’t need to add any emotions
Just run through the climax now
Life is worth the ride
Throw out and spill them out
All that you’ve hidden inside
It’s time to show what you are inside
Make them jealous of this sight
Enjoy this time, cause this your life
 Check In
I’m sitting with clouds floating beside me
Should I be in cloud nine, or is it just me?
Time is running too slow
I can’t sleep somehow
Hold up, it’s too cold in here
Surrounded by thoughts that I fear
I must have been so small over people’s head
I checked in time
Oh its mid nine
Gotta go find some inspiration
Either left or right? What to choose now?
Oh whatever it may be, I wanna go right now
Normally, they call this healing
But why do I feel like I’m in the middle of the sea missing
Riding alone in the mist of floating clouds
Then I got this thing special
Again I checked in time
When the hand clock meets the medial
I see pictures under the clouds, fills in the missing piece
Am I in cloud nine, or is it just my heart found peace
 Crazy in Love
The thing that you hear at least once when your young
That same old story that you get crazy in love
When everything is true in movies and TV shows
Dreaming something like this may happen to you

Then it started as one strand and it sprouted

To a thing called emotional fireworks
You can’t resist this magical work
Especially when you’re crazy in love

When his talking about love

You’re talking about love
The distance between your feet
Both joined by faith
“I believe in you; I don’t doubt you
Past, present, future
Crazy in love for you”
 Crazy in Love (Pt. 2)
Cold ice I’m frozen
You are the only fire that melts me
There’s a line in a movie that says “love comes around”
I didn’t understand before but I understand now
This platonic energy that I feel now
It’s a primal feeling that beats the drums of my pulse
What are you gonna do about this excitement
Talk about love? I wanna feel your endearment
Falling in your eyes blue like sea
In my head, is overflowing with waves that I see
Can’t stop this feeling
You and I can never be tainted
Crazy in love for you
 I Love You
Because I love you
My heart won’t listen like it used to
My other half is missing so how can I live for tomorrow
Should I keep looking for you?
Walk through this familiarly unfamiliar path that I know
You’re not here anymore
Should I keep waiting for you?
What if you’re looking for me too?
Then wipe these tears, I don’t wanna cry
I have a lot of tears, but I have to try
Cause tears well up and I’m seeing shadow
Don’t wanna cry, because I might not see you

Because the words I love you

Isn’t enough no matter how I say it to you
Did you leave because you don’t like me anymore?
Please don’t let the pages being torn
I think I’ve seen this film before
You’re not here anymore
Don’t play around, I know you’re right there
Feels like you’ll appear, so I’m standing waiting here
I’m alright, I don’t miss you
You don’t exist in my mind too
With words I don’t even mean, honestly sticking for it
Because I love you and I mean it
Because I don’t wanna cry, and you know it
 Habitual
I keep meeting somebody, and laugh out loud
Still nothing changes
When I think of you laughing out somewhere
I feel like I’m losing it like an idiot
I’d rather wish you were having a rough time
Because it’s hard, and I want you to think of me
The lips that used to call you so much
Become a habitual thing for me
Now my lips feel so dry
I want to embrace you like I did back then
And tell you that I want to smile for you
I know you’d miss me, and you’ll comeback
Unknowingly keep looking for you in my dreams
It’s a lie that I want to forget you
No, it becomes a habit too
Now I want to tell you that I want to see you
But again your gone
The habit of calling you
I live, unable to erase it because of you
 FOOL
I’m falling again for you
How many times did I just say that phrase again
From the present to the future it will remain the same
Now I’m struggling because of you, as if something has change
Everything becomes slower
And its starting to suffocate me
I want to not think of you sometimes
But then I go crazy if I do
Perhaps this is easier than dealing with the pain of losing you
Tantalizing feel that crawls from the tip of my toes
Why don’t you just say you like me too
Or hit me up with something like your heart?
You know I’ve fallen into you
And I’m struggling because of you
Just say you’re struggling too
Or let’s get drunk and bring out the fool inside you
 IF I
If the word, I said countlessly came true
Then I don’t have to worry again for tomorrow
If I just listen and take a step forward
Then this mess might completely change
If I didn’t let go of your hand
Then my eyes and mouth are still full of you
A day passes and regret is getting deeper
I’m drowning and I can’t stop it
If I could just do whatever you want
Would we be still holding on to each other’s hands?
If I could just patch those small wounds that become so big
If I had recognized them first rather than just seeing them
If only I could just do the next right thing for you
Maybe I’m still holding onto the edge of your clothes
Now your turning away from me
It’s too empty when you not here
Can’t we just walk this path together again?
I want to hold your hands and give you warmth
If I hold your cheeks with warmed hands
Will you smile again for me?
 My I?
It’s unclear in the fog, but there’s someone inside
It’s familiar as if they feel me but it’s different,
Your waving hand, not sure if you want me to come or go
What does it mean, tell me about it
When I take one step closer
The flower path grows thorns
Then you reach out to save me
I see you comforting smile
I see your beautiful eyes
Are they mine?
You let me walk through the path
Thorns slowly disappearing as you sing your song to the wind
Then I see a light
Now I know you
This feeling of happiness I hope it will last forever
Then the light disappeared and so you are
But I’m not sad anymore
When I meet you after time passes
I’ll know you were my future
I’ll know I was your yesterday
If I meet you after time passes
I’ll know you protected me
I’ll know you are me
 Inside Out

The great wave that was sleeping under the surface is now moving
Look inside me and you’ll see the concealed me
Hidden from the eyes of everyone
If you imagined that I am the girl you always wanted me to be,
Then it’s a big mistake
If you don’t spot a difference even after seeing this,
Then you must be blind
Chewed gum that lost its sweet will be thrown away,
Then so do I
But you will be chewing this forever,
Then serve you right
I just can’t do things
I just can’t hide things
I just can’t control things
From what you are seeing before,
You will see something different apart from stereotypes
The inside out of me is now finally blooming
I will show you just like your dreaming
Once again you will see the new me
Stop thinking about it too hard
I will reveal everything in my inside out
 Everyday Happiness
I'm always careful when I sleep
I don't let anybody sneak into my dreams
I'm afraid someone might know what I feel
They don’t know how lonely it is down here
I look for answers twenty-four hours a day
They say open up and release the storm in the sky
If I lose my guard in order to hold onto you
Would I be expecting something from you?
No matter how many times I try to
This heart that longs for nothing cannot be filled with anything
There are lost footprints all over my room
It seems that I've been left alone
But I'm always right here
Standing in the middle of the road
In this moonlit night
Maybe I've been hoping for nothing
My courage is burning up 24-7
If I try to release my voice
Will someone recognize me and come to greet me?
That memories of December
Do you think it will last forever?
This everyday sadness
Won't stop living until I die
 Back it Up
Get out of the way,
You can't cool me down even if you call Elsa
Let go of your hallucinations bitch
A lady with gun runs straight to you, shoot
There are a lot of gossips,
But I still stick to my goals
I can't get rid of the thirst,
Bring me the drink, one gulp is enough for one bottle
Bring more color than red lipstick
Stack up all your faces in my closet
Made it this far, got nothing to prove
Just look back at our footsteps
Better look back at yourself, Oops!
I see ugly faces behind my back
Better look back bitches!
Back it up
Get out of the way
I’m too cool
I’m too hot
We both know that
We're in the same way
So now get out of the way
Chasing after me?
That's where you'll see gap between you and me
I'm about to break through the atmosfear
Never see such beauty before?
Back it up, put the bullets inside
I’ll shoot it straight into your eyes
 Happy Ending
When we create our own movie
During the first scene, in one moment
You shake my heart and make me sway
When I consider you to be my movie
At that time, I can hug you
And find strength in my side
You become the topic of all my dialogues
I can go on the path towards you without any worries
Easy come easy go
Please tell me, that ‘I love you’
I want to hear it, say ‘I love you’
Just like other movie scenes, I protect you
But not this story, you save me
I met you and you met me
After we create the best scene
After the movie ends
In between the credits that roll up
My name which has to be besides your name
Together and never apart
The end of our movie is beautiful
I want to say it, I say I love you
Please accept my heart
Towards the happy ending
We’ll never be apart
 Hear You Out
Somewhere out there,
Someone is hoping for my misfortune
However, my world is only you
So hug me hard more
Please tell me, I’m the center of your heart
Can you let me stay?
Like a miracle that comes every day,
Your comfort became my day
You falling asleep by my side right now,
I only wish for you
You're the only one sailing in my heart
I don't want anybody else except only you
Avoiding the gaze of other people
I'm heading towards you
That moment when we met
No words can express how beautiful your eyes was
You light me up like the stars and the moon
Don't let me lose to the bright night of 12 AM
Like a miracle in the wind
You’re sweeter than chocolate
You who holds my sorrow,
I want to give you my happiness
Only your voice, that’s what I need
Hear you out and say it
 Lucky
Hey, it's okay
I can solve your problems
What are you worried about? Tell me
Our life is always full events
It’s even better to not know what's going to happen
Calm down, calm down
You don’t need to answer me
Because somehow, I can’t do anything really
But I’m not afraid, forget all your worries
If it doesn’t work, then do it tomorrow
No problem, there is so much guide
Look in the front and back
If this isn’t enough then there’s down and up
Sometimes we need an airbag, after the pain the rain would stop
Don’t think about it every day, it’s all in your mind
Have fun, enjoy life and relax first
Don’t give me that hard look you have right now
You are the most shining thing in this world
It will be easier than you thought it would be
Just eat and have fun, cause you are lucky
 Room Section
The distance between us was so long
It’s a miracle that we found ourselves this way
Do you think it so lucky?
Between those four cornered rooms
We manage to see the light from each other
That reaches both sky and the sea
Before I met you, everything seemed strange to me
I didn’t know who is who, until now
But these lines that connect the dots
Your face was formed, consequently creating you
I’m looking directly at you, believing in both our hearts
In this wingless path between us
Dance with me, match your eyes with mine
Waves pulled us towards each other’s way
I won’t mess the words that don’t hold promises
Instead I will keep you in my heart, my little princess
 Imaginlife
Life comes different for everyone
One day you were left alone
Second day you feel beautiful
The good thing about this
Even with different life than it is now
There’s only one thing that is left to stay
It’s our ridiculous imagination
An example of a swerving joke
In this world everything seems to have stopped, and its embracing you
You see your face in mine
Good thing were already beautiful
Take your step forward again, next life awaits
And when you leave this world unknown
You’ll probably live and breathe differently than you do now
In the streets without knowing, you’ll forget everything
When life comes different from now,
I am next to you and you are next to me
 18 Shoot
Everyday life interactions
Let’s run away, let’s dance together
It’s a good day to remember it in a picture
Camera lens pointing us
Shutters follow our movements
This moment drawn with light
You beside me and me beside you
I know there are no easy things
But since we have us, everything is alright
Show off your coolness and then smile
Were the greatest gift of each other
The most precious moment of the day
A moment more perfect than perfection itself
In just one photo rewind and film again
 Poison fear
Nothing is forever
But it seems I can’t let go
Turns out love is hurting more
A dangerous cold truth worthy than sweetness itself
Poison spreads, carved out of fantasies
Too afraid to pull them off
Tainted memories, lie again some more
Can’t open my eyes, heart denies the truth
Afraid to this kind of danger
Repeat it badly, regret it again
Erase the past, can’t take it no more
I know nothing is forever
So I have to let go
 HIT
Move to the sound of your heart
Hidden dreams up in the sky
I got you it’s okay, it’s your turn now
Let’s sing all day all night
Beyond our limits, we are so high
Endless run through the rough dawn
Pour it all out, burn the rhythm
Freakin bounce your body, move to the groove
Break away to the top
Walk up to the sky
This is our time
The world is out pride
From this day forth were free
Wounds plastered with joy
It’s okay to be crazy or even crazier
Hit the sound to a new level
Look straight ahead
Cause today will make your tomorrow
 Parting with longing
It may be less painful than a tearful meeting
Words that I don’t want to say
Words that weren’t what I meant
Words that weren’t the truth
Painfully saying goodbye to you
Knowing I’m going to regret it
I love you
I know you want to hear them
But I lack those that’s why I have to let go
I have come to not like you
I don’t want to see you anymore
Please turn and go back
Only pain remains if you come back
Turn a blind eye and walk away
Please be fooled with the words I say
I don’t want to see you anymore
That’s all I can pay
Tomorrow please be happy to where I’m not present
It’s hard, yet it’s harder for me
So please don’t love me
Fool yourself, with words that I don’t want to say
 4:00 PM
I want to see you
I want to see you so much
I know it’s not allowed
If I could turn back time
I will sit right next to you
Hug you tight so you feel my love
When you’re alone at night I will stay
I will always wait for you like this