1) The writer is thanking their friend Deepan for being a supportive friend who helped them through difficult times.
2) The writer feels guilty about distancing themselves from their friend Rithu recently and intends to keep their distance due to feeling uncomfortable with her behavior.
3) The writer is grateful to Deepan for listening without judgment and hopes sharing this provides some mental relief, as their friendship means a lot.
1) The writer is thanking their friend Deepan for being a supportive friend who helped them through difficult times.
2) The writer feels guilty about distancing themselves from their friend Rithu recently and intends to keep their distance due to feeling uncomfortable with her behavior.
3) The writer is grateful to Deepan for listening without judgment and hopes sharing this provides some mental relief, as their friendship means a lot.
1) The writer is thanking their friend Deepan for being a supportive friend who helped them through difficult times.
2) The writer feels guilty about distancing themselves from their friend Rithu recently and intends to keep their distance due to feeling uncomfortable with her behavior.
3) The writer is grateful to Deepan for listening without judgment and hopes sharing this provides some mental relief, as their friendship means a lot.
1) The writer is thanking their friend Deepan for being a supportive friend who helped them through difficult times.
2) The writer feels guilty about distancing themselves from their friend Rithu recently and intends to keep their distance due to feeling uncomfortable with her behavior.
3) The writer is grateful to Deepan for listening without judgment and hopes sharing this provides some mental relief, as their friendship means a lot.
Thulas i S Nan dhan Pradeepa Jai, podhuva na enalamo eludhi kudupen olaruven epdi sola paithiyam mari irupen, ipa adhelam patha siripu dhan varudhu, knjam yosicha endha kavalayum iladha oru kalam ma adhelam, thirupi kedacha super ah irukum. Un diary na iniku dha eduthu vasichen (29.07.2023 - Saturday). Iniku read pana apo, andha starting pages enaye ariyama mental mari sirichutu irundhen, nala irunchu adhelam yosichu pakumbodhu, and nee nala enkita pesunadhelam. But kadaisi sila pages, enaku orumari vomit vara arambichuruchu ma, Na sila frndships ah romba respect panuven adhumari dhan undhum. Nee Dheepan nala frnds ah irundha kalam enaku rumba vey pidikum ma, enaku apdi oru frnd ilaye nu porama kooda paduven. Unoda toughest times la andha 8th apo nenaikiren apo lam, nee enavida avanta nala pesuva, adhu epdi sola paka poramaya irukum ana enaikum possessive ah irundhadhila. But nee enaku enaikume koravachadhila oru nalla frnd ah, adviser ah, oru companion ah enoda ela ups and downs layum irundhuruka, aludha aladha soluva siricha kalaipa edhachum pantey irupa ma, ana en soolnilai sometimes en vai suma irukuradhila, edhachum poi olariruven, edhachum panuven pesuven ma. Adhu oru thappana character, na ena neraya mathikanumnu nenachu na sila changes enata panika arambichen. Solapona enaku pidikala ma andha “nanum idhumari feel paniruken” idhelam, enaku adhu edho asingama iruku, soladhadha solumbodhu I really really don’t like it ma. Rithu enkita solumbodhey orumari una thapa pesi arambicha plus avakita poi na unkita solitenu sonadhuku karanam, she highlighted not to say you, adhan unkita share pananum pola irunchu. Akshaya nee nambuviyo nambamatiyo na endha situation layum una thapa pesunadhila, pesavum maten ma. I owe you a lot, enakaga nee panadhuku. So nee nambalanalum enaku onumila, en friendship idhan nu prove pana poradhum ila nan, But enaku personal ah thonum, ‘She deserves to be happy, She deserves to get a good image’ nu. Unakaga ilanalum en manasatchi kaga na adha kandipa panamaten. (Rithu is such a dash nu feel agudhu, soladhadha sona ngumbodhu I really don’t like ma, na kekamaten avakita, I’ll better distance myself from her) Anyways prblm ila ma, inum 5 months dha indha kodumai la irundhu vidudhalai unaku, ofcourse enakum!! Future la number mathitu enga padikirom ney theriyadhamari irundhuranum oru asai, solapona indha ghosting idea unakum pidikum irukumnu nenaikiren. Nadula una rumba kastapaduthirupenu nenaikire, to be honest enoda toughest times andha April to July.. But enamo enaku guilt poi oru confidence la unta vandhu pesiten aniku, solapona adhum knjam cringe dhaa. Una na kastapaduthirundha sorry ma! Then nee sona la yar enapathi ena pesunalum na kandukamaten apdinu, I really appreciate. Aniku M.Ashmitha ku avlo kovam na unta share panadha pathi, ana enaku satisfaction atleast enaikachum nee ketu hurt aradhuku, you’ll be ok to hear it now, mental health achum urupudiya irukumnu dhan. Enaporuthavara na panadhu 100% correct nu namburen..
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Anyways enakaga diary eludhikuduthadhuku nandri, idha oru thank
you note ah dhan eludhanumnu neanchen, ana enaku sila vishayam pidkala, adhan kumuriten, and I felt productive typing! Today’s day (29-Jul) was so fun! Thanks for everything gunduu!! Nala pona padi, nala mark score panu nee ena vida mark ey vangitalum, I’ll be genuinely happy for you my dear! Ena nambu nu solavarla, nambuna nala irukum I say! Thanks for your patience my dear gundu! XOXO Pradeepa Jai PS: Idhuvum kadandhu pogum