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    This document summarizes a 3 chapter poem about expressing feelings. The first chapter describes releasing an idea or person and wondering about one's purpose after letting go. The second chapter discusses family who invalidated the author's emotions, calling them selfish or narcissistic even when speaking up or staying silent. It expresses hurt over family not considering the possibility that the author was hurting or hating themselves.

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    This document summarizes a 3 chapter poem about expressing feelings. The first chapter describes releasing an idea or person and wondering about one's purpose after letting go. The second chapter discusses family who invalidated the author's emotions, calling them selfish or narcissistic even when speaking up or staying silent. It expresses hurt over family not considering the possibility that the author was hurting or hating themselves.

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    This document summarizes a 3 chapter poem about expressing feelings. The first chapter describes releasing an idea or person and wondering about one's purpose after letting go. The second chapter discusses family who invalidated the author's emotions, calling them selfish or narcissistic even when speaking up or staying silent. It expresses hurt over family not considering the possibility that the author was hurting or hating themselves.

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    Expression of Feelings

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    This document summarizes a 3 chapter poem about expressing feelings. The first chapter describes releasing an idea or person and wondering about one's purpose after letting go. The second chapter discusses family who invalidated the author's emotions, calling them selfish or narcissistic even when speaking up or staying silent. It expresses hurt over family not considering the possibility that the author was hurting or hating themselves.

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    expression of feelings

    Posted originally on the Archive of Our Own at http://archiveofourown.org/works/42334620.

    Rating: Not Rated


    Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
    Category: Other
    Fandom: Beowulf (Poem), 短裤里的诗歌 | Poetry in shorts (Band), 시를 잊은 그대
    에게 | A Poem a Day (TV), 15 Ways to Stay Alive - Daphne Gottlieb
    (Poem), 刀丛里的诗 - 温瑞安 | Poems in Swords - Woon Swee Oan,
    Poets of the Fall, Preiddeu Annwn | The Spoils of Annwn (Poem), Is It a
    Sin to Love Thee? - Anonymous (Poem), Hildebrandslied - Anonymous
    (Poem)
    Additional Tags: Poetry
    Language: English
    Collections: Poetry Emotion (poetry-in-motion), Poetry
    Stats: Published: 2022-10-12 Updated: 2022-10-17 Words: 313 Chapters: 2/3

    expression of feelings
    by OffendedWizard

    Summary

    thoughts turned into poetry


    Chapter 1

    I know how I feel


    At least..I believe I do
    I know what made these feelings develop
    I know why I latched onto those fantasies
    And I know now that they will never happen
    So, what comes next?
    What do I do after?
    Now that I have released the idea,
    Released you..
    Who am I?
    And what purpose do I serve?

    o.w
    Chapter 2

    There was never an apology


    Just an excuse
    There was never a sorry
    Just a “too bad”
    Or some deliberate line to make me feel guilty
    Whether they meant that or not.
    My feelings and emotions were never validated
    My silence somehow convinced them I was selfish
    And when I spoke I was too opinionated
    I was wrong
    Narcissistic.
    And that hurt
    Especially from family
    Who you’d expect to really truly know you.
    So when I shut down they didn’t consider the possibility that I could be hurt
    No
    They didn’t consider the possibility that I hated myself
    They just assumed I was angry and bitter.
    They assumed I couldn’t grow out of “my superior mindset”
    When that was the furthest from the truth.
    And no matter what I said or what I did to prove otherwise
    I was still that selfish narcissistic bitch to them.
    A selfish narcissistic bitch that had never ever existed
    And when I finally did grow angry
    For some reason, it was baffling.
    I had “anger issues” because I was tired of my comfort being taken from me
    Because I was tired of believing the version of me they told me I was
    I was tired of feeling guilty for living my life trying to satisfy my needs first
    And I knew that it didn’t matter how nice I could be
    I knew there would always be someone who didn’t like me
    But
    I didn’t know I could be hated that much.

    o.w

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