Myownlifestory

It's been more than a months now, but his name still does what it did to me when I first
heard it. My
heart still beats faster and I know that I'm stuck. The point is, he's the first guy in my life who touched
my soul. The first one who has made me feel differently. Who has made me feel, something!
I am Izzy Valerie B.Acob, living in Colunguan, Santo Tomas, Isabela.and this is where my story begins.
When I was Grade 9 student at calanigan national high school, I got a cellphone and that's when I
learned to chat and meet people using Messenger. I told myself that I wouldn't have a boyfriend until
college, but this didn't happen because a guy caught my heart when I was Grade 10 student. On August
8, 2022, a guy messaged me, but I didn't pay attention because I don't want to talk/chat with strangers.
He messaged again on September 22, 2022, and that's when I noticed. Our conversations continued for
months, when I'm chatting with him I felt so happy that's why we became mutual understanding (MU)
without a label. We had a misunderstanding in December so we decided to cool off, then a few months
later, someone told me he was with another girl. It was painful for me because he promised he would
only be with me and wouldn't look for someone else. He found out that I knew, but unexpectedly
messaged me again on my birthday February 22, 2023, asking for forgiveness and pleading. It hurts me,
so I ignored him until he showed up at our school, Calanigan National High School. I didn't know what to
do because I was extremely embarrassed since it was going to be our first meet-up. I gathered courage
and faced him at DVS, where he explained everything and I could see the regret in his eyes, I gave him a
second chance.He courted me, and after five months, on August 8, 2023, I said yes. I could see how
happy he was in his eyes. Yes, he used to be a babaero, but I saw his change when we became a couple.
He became strict and very jealous, but I tried to understand. We were happy together, enjoying the
feeling of being in love, doing things we both liked. When I was with him, I couldn't explain the joy I felt
—it was like I didn't want him to go home, I just wanted to be with him.
However, on April 8, 2024, everything changed. He became indifferent, it felt like he was a different
person. I felt he had someone else. It reached a point where I was the one begging for his attention and
time. I begged for days to fix our relationship, I tried to fight for it, but he only made things worse,
pushing me to give up. It hurts to let go, but what could I do if he really didn't want it? He didn't even
say goodbye, he just vanished as if he didn't know me, cutting all our connections. That's when I realized
he truly had someone else.I kept myself busy in order to avoid thinking about him. I would roam around
aimlessly just to get some peace of mind. I was sooo lost that often I would sit in the stage in the dark
hours alone. I would cry out loud and hope that someone would at least listen to me. I would hide my
tears in my blanket and in my pillow.I recollected the days when we used to spend quality time together
in our house. Now it was just a space. We would fight with each other using a pillow. Here I am now
fighting with myself. I still have all the pictures that we clicked together. I have all the stuff that we
shared. I still remember the funny moments that I shared with him. All his innocent smiles are stored in
my storage.But now what can I do if the person I loved completely left me like a bubble,He left me
alone. I always wonder if I can handle it without him? but look now I've managed to forget him, and I'm
very grateful to the people who comforted me when I was so broken because of love. I'm very happy
because I have already moved on. I'm happy because I have friends who support me and give me advice,
and my family always tells me that I'm still young and that I should prioritize my studies. I will fulfill this
for them, and I will achieve my dreams before falling in love again. When the next time I love, I will make
sure that it will be right.
I believe in the saying "True love doesn't have a happy ending because true love doesn't end."

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