Their Christmas Miracle

CHAPTER ONE

ADMIT IT. WE’RE LOST.

Thomas Collier glowered at his baby brother who had been frowning and tapping the GPS screen for the past twenty minutes. You lured me up to the Arctic, and now we’re lost in a storm.

First of all, we’re in the Highlands, not the North Pole. Linus Collier offered a glower of his own. Second, we wouldn’t be this far north if you weren’t so particular about your subcontractors. And third, we’re not lost. The GPS froze and won’t tell me if we’re on the correct road.

What a surprise. They hadn’t gotten a decent signal all day. In other words, we’re lost. He knew he should have hired them a driver. They wouldn’t get home until New Year’s at this rate.

A cold December rain pelted the windshield almost as quickly as the wipers could push it away. There was fog too, as thick as anything London could produce. There was no way they could see if they were driving in the right direction.

Thomas leaned forward and turned up the thermostat. The dampness had settled into his bones, leaving a chill that was going to take days to shake. He was cold, cranky and 100 percent needed a drink. Instead he was roaming the Scottish countryside.

I’m going to be late for bedtime stories, he grumbled.

Maddie will understand.

Understanding didn’t make it right. I haven’t missed a bedtime in five months. Even if he did go back to work immediately after. The last thing he wanted was for his daughter to think he chose work over her. Ever. It was bad enough knowing that had been one of her mother’s final thoughts. It’s important she knows she can depend on my being there for her.

A hand clapped his forearm. She knows, Thomas.

Does she? She’s barely five years old. Six months ago she trusted her mother would be home too.

He watched the wipers moving back and forth, sweeping away the streaks of rain. Ahead, the narrow road disappeared into the black. She still wakes up calling for Rosalind in the middle of the night, you know. Less frequently than she had in those months immediately after the accident, but often enough.

Those cries cut him to the quick. A child shouldn’t have to grow up without her mother, he said.

At least half a dozen times a day, Maddie would do something that would have him turning to share a smile, only to realize there was no one there with whom to share it.

Did you know that the other day, she asked me to help her write to Santa and ask if he would talk to heaven about letting Rosalind visit for Christmas?

Yikes. Linus sucked in air through his teeth. What did you tell her?

Something about Santa already knowing her wish and Rosalind being with us even though she’s invisible. Wasn’t my best moment.

I’m sure you handled the moment just fine.

Be better if I didn’t have to handle the question at all, Thomas said with a sigh. If he had stopped Rosalind from driving north that weekend. If he’d been a better husband. He could fill the past nearly two years with ifs.

Woe is the man who tries to serve two loves. You’d think he’d have learned from past generations that Colliers could either run the family company or maintain a successful marriage, but not both. They’d sold that right for two centuries worth of fiscal success and a royal warrant. Honestly, it was lucky their family had survived for two centuries. If Rosalind were alive, she would agree.

But she wasn’t, and he’d never have the chance to show her he’d learned his lesson.

I think I see something, Linus said, pointing.

Up ahead a signpost took shape in the fog. ‘Lochmara, Five Miles,’ Thomas read. Town this far remote has to have a gas station. We could ask for directions.

Doesn’t look like we have to drive that far. Look. The road had taken a sharp turn, and there was a building ahead with floodlights lining the parking lot. As they drew closer, they saw a wooden sign that read McKringle’s Pub swinging in the wind.

Who on earth would build a pub all the way out here? There isn’t a soul around, Thomas noted. The parking lot was empty except for a bright red truck.

Does it matter? They’re open. We can get directions and something to eat. I’m starving.

You’re always starving.

Because my brother insists on working through the day without a break.

Thomas sighed. Might as well let Linus have his dinner. It was already too late to make story time. If the building had any decent kind of reception, he could call Maddie and say good-night over the phone.

If the place had a phone. The outside looked like an ancient icehouse, left over from some old estate. Its gray façade looked bleak and cold. Other than the parking lot, the only light came from slivers peeking through the shuttered windows.

Looks promising, Thomas said.

Stop being irritable. It’s a pub, which means it serves food, and, at this point, I’m hungry enough to eat a giant serving of haggis.

Now, that I’d like to see.

At least the front door looked freshly painted, the red brighter and glossier than the shutters. On it hung a giant wreath adorned with tiny Scottish flags.

Probably from Saint Andrew’s Day, Linus said.

No surprise there. Considering Scotland’s patron saint began as a fisherman, Thomas imagined the small coastal villages took great pride in marking the celebration of Scottish heritage. He pulled the front handle, opening the door and releasing a blade of bright light.

Ha! Linus replied.

Thomas stepped inside and felt his heart seize up.

The restaurant was a little slice of home. Candlelight danced from tea lights around the room, and soft holiday music floated through the air. To the left of the entrance, in what looked like the main dining room, there was a roaring fire. Seeing the greenery placed along the mantle, Thomas ached with memories of branches strewn across another mantle and a brunette curled up in an overstuffed chair.

The setting was too similar. Too much. No way could he stay there without losing his mind.

He was about to tell Linus when a man emerged from the back shadows of the bar.

Welcome to McKringle’s, the man greeted in a booming brogue. I’m Christopher McKringle.

A barrel-chested man with a bulbous nose and neatly trimmed beard, he clapped both their backs with a beefy hand as if greeting a pair of old friends.

Collier, eh? he said upon introduction. Like the soap.

Um, exactly, Thomas replied.

It was a frequent remark whenever someone heard their name, Collier’s Soap once having been a royal favorite. Usually he would go on to make some kind of proud confirmation, but he was distracted. McKringle looked like such a down-to-earth sort with his flannel shirt and wool fisherman’s sweater. How could he rob the man of the only business they would probably have that night?

My wife, Jessica, has always been partial to their lemon soap. Claims it washes away the fishy smell better than any other, McKringle said. As you can see, we’re just open, so go ahead and take a seat anywhere you like. Our waitress, Maddie, will be out to take your order in just a moment.

You all right? Linus asked, taking Thomas’s coat for him. Usually you wax on for a good two or three minutes about the company’s heritage.

I—I’m fine. The place reminds me... Never mind. He was being foolish. The more he looked around, the more he realized the restaurant looked nothing like the cottage in Cumbria. His melancholy was playing tricks with his imagination. Did our host really say his name was Chris McKringle?

Yeah, Linus replied, settling into one of the thick oak chairs by the fire. Maybe we’re at the North Pole after all. Although, if we are, Mrs Claus knows how to make more than cookies. Check out this menu.

After I check in with Maddie. The screen on his phone indicated zero service. Dammit. What is it about this place and decent cellular service?

Will you relax? Maddie’s in good hands. Nothing’s going to happen.

If I’m going to miss stories, the least I can do is call and wish her good-night. And, no, I’m not being obsessive.

Didn’t say you were.

No, but I could hear you thinking it. It was probably the stone walls blocking what little signal existed. I also wanted to see if Mohammed got back with those revised production figures. If we’re going to use your soap factory, we need to know exactly what kind of numbers they can anticipate.

That was the final piece of his crankiness. Literally everything was riding on this new organic line. If it failed, Collier’s as Britain knew it would cease to exist.

Thinking if he stared at his phone enough he might force a signal, Thomas pushed to his feet. There had to be some way he could get better reception. I’m going to see if the signal is stronger by the window. If the waitress comes, order me a—

Can I get you lads something to drink?

Thomas’s breath caught. It happened every so often. He’d catch the hint of an inflection or the turn of a head, and his mind would trip up. This time, it was the waitress’s sharp northern twang that sounded uncannily familiar. He looked up, expecting reality to slap him back to his senses the way it had with his cottage memories. Instead...

He dropped the phone.

What the...?

His eyes darted to Linus. His brother’s pale expression mirrored how Thomas felt. Mouth agape, eyes wide. If Thomas had gone mad, then his brother had plunged down the rabbit hole with him. And mad he had to be, he thought, looking back at the waitress.

How else to explain why he was staring at the face of his dead wife?

CHAPTER TWO

ROSIE? THE WORD came out as a hoarse whisper; he could barely speak. Six months. Praying and searching. Mourning.

It couldn’t be her.

Who else would have those brown eyes? Dark and rich, like liquid gemstones. Bee-stung lips. And the scar on the bridge of her nose. The one she always hated and that he loved because it connected the smattering of freckles.

How...? When? A million questions swirled in his head, none of which mattered. Not when a miracle was standing in front of him.

Rosie. Wrapping her in his arms, he buried his face in the crook of her neck. She smelled of lemons and sunshine. Rosie, Rosie, Rosie. He murmured her name against her skin.

Hands slid up his torso to grip his lapels. He moved to pull her closer, only to have her fists push him away.

He found himself staring into eyes blazing with outrage, confusion and panic. The last one squeezed at his heart.

Do I know you? she asked.

Was this some kind of joke? Now he was confused. Why would she pretend? They told us you were dead. That—that you were swept out to sea. He reached for her again, only to have her take another step back.

I’m sorry. I don’t... She shook her head, her eyes growing moist with tears. I don’t know... Pressing a fist to her mouth, she turned and bolted from the room.

Rosalind! Thomas started after her, only to have Linus grab his arm. What the hell was his brother doing? He tried to yank his arm free, but Linus had a grip of iron. His brother’s fingers were dug in so tightly they were going to leave bruises. Let me go! he snarled. It’s Rosalind. If he lost her again...

But Linus held fast, damn him. Calm down, Thomas. She only looks like Rosalind.

No. Linus was wrong. It was Rosalind. He knew his wife. Why did she run? Did she hate him that much? I have to talk with her.

Before he could try and pull free, McKringle barreled his way over. What’s going on here? he asked, all his earlier friendliness stripped away. I don’t know what you lads do wherever you’re from, but here we don’t manhandle waitresses and make them cry.

Thomas spun around on him. And what about hiding someone’s wife from him? Are they okay with that here?

He waited as McKringle’s bushy brows pulled together. Did you say ‘your wife’?

Rosalind Collier. Where was his phone? Looking around, he found it on the floor by his chair where he snatched it up and quickly began scrolling through its photo collection. Here, he said, finding the photo they’d used for the missing person poster. He held the phone so McKringle could see. His hand was shaking. She went missing this summer when her car went off a bridge near Fort William.

Wordlessly, McKringle slipped the phone from his hand and held it closer. Thomas could feel his body tensing with each second of silence. Surely, the man knew what he was talking about. Her disappearance had been all over the news, for crying out loud. They weren’t so isolated out here that he couldn’t have seen at least one headline.

She had a car accident? the man finally said.

Yes. Her car plunged into the river. Thomas didn’t have time for this. His wife was in the other room. He needed to see her. Find out what happened. How she’d ended up out here and why she was pretending he was some kind of stranger. Please, he said. Desperation cracked his voice. They told us she was dead. I have to talk to her. Need to know what happened. She... We have a daughter who needs her. His control was starting to slip. Six months of pain rose back to the surface in a groan.

It’s all right, lad. I think you need to sit down.

McKringle tried to lead him back to the table, but again Thomas broke from the contact. Dammit, why is everyone trying to keep me from seeing my wife?

We don’t know if it is Rosalind, Linus said. I think we should hear him out.

I promise you she’s not going anywhere, McKringle said. But there’re a few things I think you ought to know. Please, Mr Collier. Take a seat. I’ll get you a drink.

Thomas didn’t want a drink. He wanted his wife, but he allowed himself to be led back to his chair. Something in McKringle’s eyes said he needed to do as the man said.

Let me ask you a question, the old man said once they’d all settled in their seats. "Have you ever heard of the term dissociative fugue?"

She couldn’t stop shaking. Hunched over the bathroom sink, her fingers clutching the vanity edge for support, she could feel her legs trembling beneath her.

Rosie. He’d called her Rosie.

She’d always thought that when she met someone from her past, she would know. Instinct would kick loose whatever it was wrapping her brain in blackness and the memories would be set free. But when this man—this stranger—called her Rosie, she’d felt nothing.

Well, not completely nothing. Her heart had practically beat itself out of her chest when he hugged her. But he could have called her Jane or Susan or Philetta for all the name meant.

Maybe he had her confused with someone else. That must be the answer. What woman could forget a man that devastatingly handsome? Those eyes, blue-gray like the northern sea. If she closed her eyes, she saw them clear as day. Surely, such an indelible couldn’t be wiped from her mind.

She looked in the mirror and studied the heart-shaped face that was familiar yet foreign. Dissociative fugue, the doctor at the hospital called it. A type of amnesia brought on by trauma. All she knew was...nothing. Her mind was a void of memories older than a few months.

At first the blankness had terrified her, but lately she’d started to grow comfortable with her empty past.