Survivor’s Guilt

Prologue

Wednesday 25th March 2015 – Dore, Sheffield

The white Mercedes Sprinter van had seen better days. Its body work was dented, the windscreen wipers didn’t work, a couple of the wheel trims were missing, the back door was a different colour to the rest of the van, and it was caked in mud. This was all intentional. The van was relatively new and would be returned to its showroom condition within twenty-four hours.

It was parked at the bottom of the driveway to a rather grand-looking house with perfectly manicured lawns. The engine was turned off and the two occupants sunk in their seats.

‘What time have you got?’ the man in the front passenger seat asked. He tried to angle his wrist to catch the light from a nearby lamppost, but it was no use. He couldn’t see a thing.

‘Just gone half eleven,’ the driver whispered.

Both didn’t take their eyes off the house.

The curtains were drawn in every room. It appeared to be in total darkness apart from a chink of light at the corner of a downstairs room which they took to be the lounge. Someone was obviously still up, probably watching a film.

‘Right, here’s what we’re going to do,’ the driver began. ‘The moment we’re inside and the door is closed behind us, I’ll grab the old woman, you tie her up. While I’m getting the kid, you bring the van to the door. We’ll be out in three minutes tops. Understand?’

The passenger looked to the driver, taking his eyes off the house for the first time. Even in the dull light of the spring night, it was evident by his wide-eyed stare he was nervous.

‘Yeah.’

‘You okay?’

‘Fine.’

‘Not having second thoughts?’

‘Of course I’m having second fucking thoughts. I’m having third and fourth thoughts, too.’

The driver sighed. ‘We’ve been over this again and again.’

‘I don’t want to go back to prison,’ the passenger said, a catch in his voice.

‘You won’t. As soon as we get the money, we’ll leave the country, start over somewhere else. Now, are you ready before some nosy bastard walking their dogs spots us?’

The passenger took a deep breath. ‘I’m ready.’

‘Good man.’

They both left the van quietly, closed the doors carefully and made their way as professionally as they could up the paved driveway.

The house was elegant and simple in its red brick design. It sat in its own grounds but was open to its surroundings in an affluent part of Sheffield. It was easily five bedrooms, several en suite bathrooms, huge dining room, utility room and a couple of reception rooms. This was a property that would sell for way over a million. It was obscene that a couple with one small child would be rattling around in this space when some families were cramped into shitty council houses not a five-minute drive away.

The men reached the doorstep. They took one last look at each other and nodded. Game on.

The driver rang the doorbell.

Annabel Meagan was curled up on the Chesterfield sofa with a blanket around her shoulders. She had a glass of wine on the coffee table in front of her and an open box of chocolates on her lap. She was watching her favourite film, Brief Encounter. She stifled a yawn. She wasn’t tired but playing with an energetic seven-year-old all evening took its toll on a woman who was thirteen months shy of the dreaded seventieth birthday. After watching Toy Story, Toy Story 2 and more episodes of The Simpsons than she could count, not to mention the endless games of Mouse Trap, KerPlunk and the aptly titled Frustration, she was enjoying the quietness of the night. Her grandson, Carl, was in bed and fast asleep and she was enraptured in one of the greatest love stories of all time.

The doorbell rang.

Annabel reached for the remote and paused the film. She looked at the clock on the mantlepiece. 11:37. She hated calls to the house after dark. Nobody ever popped round for a visit and a chat at this time. Only bad news was delivered at this hour. The last time someone knocked on her door late at night it was a policewoman to tell her Charlie had been involved in a car accident. Fifteen years ago this August, and the memory was still as fresh as it was back then.

Annabel walked silently to the door, fishing the keys out of the pocket of her oversized cardigan. She fumbled for the right one and secured the chain as she unlocked it. As she pulled open the door, a cool breath of air came in, causing her to shiver. The security light above the door came on automatically. She squinted in the brilliant white light. When her eyes adjusted, she saw two uniformed police officers standing on the doorstep. Her heart sank. History was repeating itself.

Both men removed their hats in sync. Their faces were grim.

‘Annabel Meagan?’ The taller one of the two said.

‘Yes,’ she said quietly, swallowing hard.

‘PC Bevan. This is PC Yorke. I’m sorry to call so late. Would it be possible to have a word?’

Annabel’s bottom lip began to wobble. ‘Oh my God, something’s happened, hasn’t it?’

‘I’m afraid we do have some unpleasant news. I think it would be better if we came in and told you.’

She stared at them, her face expressionless. Her eyes darted from one to the other as if committing their faces to memory.

‘Mrs Meagan?’ the taller one prompted when she didn’t move.

‘Of course. Sorry.’

Annabel stepped back. She closed the door, removed the chain, and opened it.

‘Come on in.’

The two men in police uniform slowly entered the house. They wiped their feet on the mat and stood in the vast hallway, taking in their surroundings.

Annabel closed the door, locked it and pocketed the key.

‘I’m in the living room watching a film,’ she said, leading the way.

She didn’t notice the men in uniform place their hats on the hall table. She didn’t register one of them walking so closely behind her as she entered the living room. She picked up the remote from the coffee table, pointed it at the television and turned it off. In the reflection of the blank screen, she saw, over her shoulders, one of the men raising something high above his head. That’s when she realised she hadn’t seen any identification.

Annabel Meagan, who had been widowed for fifteen years, an independent woman with a sharp mind and a blue belt in karate, turned on her heels, and with as much energy as she could muster kicked the man hard between the legs.

His cries could have woken the whole neighbourhood. He dropped the truncheon, bent double, hands between his legs.

‘Who the hell …?’ She didn’t get time to finish her question. The second man, truncheon raised in his left hand, stepped forward, and hit her on the side of the face. She stumbled backwards, lost her balance and fell, banging her head hard on the edge of the glass-topped coffee table. She was dead before she hit the floor.

‘Fucking bitch,’ the first man said through gritted teeth as the pain from the kick rose up his body. He felt sick.

‘Shit. Rob, she’s not moving.’

‘Who cares!’

‘Rob, look, there’s blood,’ the other man said, pointing to Annabel. ‘Fuck! Look at all that blood coming from her head. Jesus Christ, Rob, I think I’ve killed her.’

‘Who gives a shit?’ he wheezed. ‘Look, go and bring the van up to the door, I’ll go and get the kid.’

The man stood still staring down at the lifeless woman. The pool of blood around her head was growing as it leaked out of the gaping wound.

‘Now, for fuck’s sake,’ the first man said in a loud whisper.

‘Right, yes. Sorry, Rob.’

‘And stop using my name,’ he shouted quietly.

Rob was left alone in the house. He took several deep breaths, but the feeling of sickness wouldn’t go away. He looked down at the woman. He laughed to himself. He had known the boy would be looked after by his grandmother tonight. He expected a grey-haired frail old woman. When he saw the taxi pull up earlier and spotted the slim woman, no taller than five-foot, step out, he assumed she wouldn’t take much to overpower. He never expected her to be so feisty.

The other man came back into the house.

‘Haven’t you got him yet?’

‘Have you ever been kicked in the bollocks? It’s fucking painful. Want me to show you?’

The man jumped back. ‘You said we’d only be three minutes maximum. It’s been more than five already.’

‘Yes, well, I didn’t expect the door to be answered by Batman’s grandmother, did I?’

‘Are you all right?’

‘No. I’m in fucking agony,’ he seethed.

‘Shit. What are we going to do?’

Carl Meagan was fast asleep. His bedroom, at the back of the house, was large and even had its own en suite shower room, though he didn’t use it, except for the toilet, as he preferred to have baths. He had a built-in wardrobe and bookcases brimming with books. At the bottom of the single bed, a two-year-old golden Labrador, Woody, was wide awake and staring at the closed door, his ears alert, his head tilting at every sound.

The door began to open slowly and a sliver of light crept around it, lighting up the room in a dim glow from a distant bulb. Woody barked. The boy didn’t even stir.

A gloved hand fumbled on the wall for a light switch. It found it, flicked it on, and the whole room was ablaze in a harsh yellow.

Woody barked again, louder this time.

The boy woke up.

Carl rubbed at his eyes as he sat up in bed. When he saw two uniformed police officers enter his room, his eyes widened and he cowered slightly.

‘Carl? It is Carl, isn’t it?’

‘Who are you?’ He asked, quietly.

‘I’m PC Bevan. This is PC Yorke. I’m afraid there’s been an accident and you need to come with us.’

‘Where’s my gran?’

‘She’s downstairs in the police car. She’s coming too.’

‘What’s happened?’

‘There’s been a crash involving your mum and dad,’ he said in a mock-calming tone. ‘They’re all right, but they want to see you.’

A tear escaped Carl’s eye. He didn’t brush it away.

‘Where?’

The man swallowed hard. ‘They’re … at the hospital. Come on, we don’t have much time.’

He stepped forward and pulled back the duvet. Carl swung his legs out of bed. He looked from the kindly-faced policeman stood over him to the nervous-looking one by the door.

He slipped his bare feet into slippers then went over to the chest of drawers by the window on the opposite side of the room.

‘What are you doing?’

‘Getting dressed.’

‘We don’t have time for that, Carl. Just put your dressing gown on. Your mum won’t mind.’

‘But I’m not wearing any pants.’

‘For fuck’s sake, Rob, just grab him and let’s go,’ the man by the door said.

Woody barked.

Carl’s face filled with fear.

The kindly-looking police officer rolled his eyes. The comforting smile dropped as he stormed towards Carl, picked him up and threw him over his shoulder.

‘What are you doing? Get off. Put me down. I want to get dressed first.’

‘Shut up, you little bastard.’

Woody barked and followed as Rob took huge strides across the landing towards the stairs and ran down.

Carl struggled to break free. He beat the man’s back with his fists, but it was no use. There was no way a seven-year-old could overpower a tall man with granite-hard muscles and a vice-like grip.

Woody bit at the man’s trousers and tried to pull. He stumbled. He turned and gave the dog a hard kick, sending him flying to the other side of the hallway. He landed with a painful yelp.

‘Woody!’ Carl screamed. Tears ran down his face and he continued to beat the man harder. ‘Woody!’

The man turned to look at the stricken dog. As he did so, Carl saw into the living room. His gran was lying on the floor, her eyes closed, a large pool of blood surrounding her head.

‘Gran?’ he asked.

Rob left the house. The van was as close as possible to the front door. The side door was open. He threw Carl onto a mound of blankets and jumped in after him. The tools he needed were already waiting. He tore off a strip of duct tape and sealed it across his mouth. Using plastic ties, he secured his ankles and wrists together.

‘One sound from you and I’ll do to you what I did to your gran. Understand?’

Carl nodded. Tears poured down his pale, terrified face.

Rob backed out of the van and slammed it closed. He turned back to see his partner closing the door to the house.

‘Well, that could have gone better.’

Friday 27th March 2015

The phone rang.

Sally Meagan jumped up from the sofa and grabbed for the phone. As she did so, a hand was placed on top of hers.

‘You need to keep him talking for as long as possible,’ DCI Matilda Darke said. ‘Ask to speak to Carl. Ask how he is. Tell him he needs medication. Remember everything we talked about.’

She nodded firmly. She looked to her husband, Philip, by her side. He held her hand. Matilda removed hers and Sally picked up the phone.

‘Hello,’ she answered. Her mouth was dry. She was physically and mentally drained. She wanted her son home so badly. This was a nightmare. How could this be happening to them?

‘Sally Meagan?’

‘Yes.’

‘We’ve got your son, Sally.’

‘Oh God,’ she said under her breath. She didn’t think she had any more tears left to cry, but they came and ran down her face.

‘We want two hundred and fifty thousand pounds, or we sell him to the highest bidder.’

She swallowed hard. It was painful. ‘We don’t have that kind of money.’

‘Let’s not play these games, Sally. I know you’ve contacted the police. Stop listening to them and pay attention. Get the money sorted or your pretty little boy ends up in some paedo’s basement.’

Sally closed her eyes tightly shut and squeezed her husband’s hand tighter.

‘Please. Can I speak to him?’

‘No.’

‘Then … how … how do I know he’s still alive?’

‘You just have to take my word on that.’

‘Wait, erm, Carl’s ill. He takes regular medication. He needs…’

‘What?’ the kidnapper interrupted. ‘Is he diabetic? Does he need regular injections of insulin? Does he have allergies and requires special food? Is he claustrophobic and has panic attacks? Or maybe he has epilepsy and is likely to have a fit. Don’t try and play games with me, Sally. Carl is perfectly healthy. You’ve got a day to get the money. I’ll call back in twenty-four hours.’

The line went dead.

Sally crumpled. Her husband caught her and sat her down on the sofa. She wailed and beat his chest with lifeless fists. She was living in hell.

‘You did very well, Sally,’ Matilda said. ‘I know it can’t have been easy.’ She waited for a long moment, watching the married couple fall to pieces in front of her.

She stepped back and out of the room, giving the nod to a family liaison officer to watch over them.

In the large kitchen, a team set up with computers on the central island hammered away on keyboards.

‘Please tell me we were able to trace the call?’

‘Sorry. It wasn’t long enough.’

Matilda bowed her head. She looked as shattered as the Meagans did.

Saturday 28th March 2015

DCI Matilda Darke was sat behind the wheel of an unmarked Peugeot in a dark car park. A fine rain was falling. On the passenger seat next to her sat a large bag containing two hundred and fifty thousand pounds in used bank notes. Her mobile was on the dashboard.

The ransom drop had been arranged for nine o’clock. The deadline came and went. Matilda didn’t notice. She sat impassively looking somewhere far into the distance. Her mind was anywhere but where it should be.

The phone rang, making her jump. She looked around and suddenly remembered where she was, why she was here. She picked up her mobile and swiped to answer.

‘Where are you?’ a deep voice asked.

‘I’m in the car park, as arranged.’

‘Liar,’ he shouted.

‘No. I’m not.’ She turned the key in the ignition and flashed her headlights. ‘See. I’m over here by the tennis courts.’

‘I said the car park by the animal farm.’

‘What?’ Matilda’s eyes widened. Her whole body began to shake.

‘Are you fucking playing games with me?’

‘No. No, I’m not. Honest. I thought you said by the tennis courts. Look, I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I can be with you in less than five minutes.’ The line went dead. ‘Hello. Are you still there? Fuck!’

There was no way Matilda could drive to the car park on the opposite side of the park in less than five minutes. There was no direct route. She’d have to go there on foot.

She threw off her seatbelt, pushed open the door and almost fell into the cold night air. She grabbed the bag from the front passenger seat. It was heavier than she expected it to be. Matilda started running.

The park was empty. In the distance she could hear the sound of traffic on Meadowhead and somewhere a car alarm was blaring, but she ignored it. She pounded the concrete pavement in painful, sensible shoes, turned left and ran past the river and up through the trees by the café shrouded in darkness. Her legs were heavy with lactic acid. She wanted to stop. No, she wanted to keep going. She wanted to run and run and never stop. The weight of the emotion of the past few days, weeks and months was too much for one person to cope with, and she wanted to run away from everything.

Matilda heard the sound of a car starting. Tyres crunched over gravel. Surely there wouldn’t be another car in the park at this time of night. She tried to run faster but felt as if she was slowing down. A seven-year-old boy was relying on her.

She came out from under the trees and saw the car park up ahead. It was empty. She could smell petrol in the air.

‘Carl,’ she called out.

She rotated three hundred and sixty degrees to look for the small blond-haired, blue-eyed boy.

‘Carl!’ she called. ‘CARL!!!’

Her mobile started ringing. She grabbed it out of her inside pocket and looked at the display. Her boss was calling her.

‘Shit.’

The kidnappers had gone.

Carl was gone.

Chapter One

Monday 21st October 2019 – Rutland Street, Sheffield. 21:00

Carly Roberts was freezing. Dressed in a short, faded black skirt, knock-off Skechers trainers and an off-white sleeveless top with a short pink puffer jacket over the top, she walked slowly up and down the cracked pavement, glancing all around her. There was a chilly wind coming from somewhere and the clouds were heavy with rain. She hoped it held off for a few more hours yet. She’d only made twenty quid so far tonight and the rent was due next week.

‘Carly, is that you?’

She looked up at the sound of her name being called. Across the street, Bev and Sarah, two of Sheffield’s longest serving street prostitutes, came trotting towards her. She could smell Bev’s perfume from the other side of the road.

‘I didn’t think you were back on the streets,’ Bev said. ‘I thought you were at that brothel down Shalesmoor.’

‘I was. He was taking too big of a cut. I couldn’t live on what I was earning. Bastard. At least here I get all the money.’

‘You mean your Paul does. Did he do that to you?’ Bev held Carly by the chin and tilted her head towards the lamppost to get a better view of her black eye.

‘No, he didn’t, actually. Some foreigner last week tried to do me out of a tenner. I scratched him and he gave me this.’

‘Did you get his number?’

‘He was on foot. Are you all right, Sarah? You don’t look well.’

Bev and Sarah went everywhere together. The only time they were apart was when one of them was with a punter. There was nothing they hadn’t seen on the grimy streets of Sheffield and they were hardened to a life of prostitution. Tonight, Sarah looked pale.

‘She’s not feeling too well. I’m just taking her home actually. There’s no point being out here on a cold night like this. Besides, Mondays are nearly always dead.’

‘Tell me about it. Two hours I’ve been out here, and I’ve only had one hand job and a blowie.’

‘Listen, I’m going to take Sarah to the flat, get her settled, then I’ll be right back. There aren’t many out tonight, so don’t go with anyone you don’t know until I’ve returned, you hear me?’ Bev said, pointing a warning finger at Carly.

‘Loud and clear,’ she smiled. ‘Hope you feel better soon, Sarah,’ she said as they walked in the direction of their flat.

There was something reassuring about having someone looking out for you, Carly thought. There was never any jealousy or resentment from Bev and Sarah if another woman had more business than they did. They liked to make sure all the girls were safe and not taken advantage of.

Carly shuddered as a gust of wind whipped around her. She could understand people not coming out tonight. She liked the winter as it went dark early and there were more hours to work, but it was bloody cold. It didn’t help that she hadn’t had a decent hot meal in weeks.

A car drove slowly by. Carly waited for it to stop. It didn’t.

From her pleather handbag she took out her battered iPhone with the cracked screen. There was a text from Paul she hadn’t heard come through: On your way home pick up a few cans. There was no asking how she was, if she was taking care of herself or if she’d been busy; just thinking of himself as usual. Selfish prick. Paul had been good to her, though. He looked after her when no one else would. She’d come to Sheffield at the age of seventeen, fleeing her abusive father. Paul was the first person she’d spoken to at the train station. He said he saw her and thought she looked lost. He also thought she was pretty, and he wanted to take care of her. That made her smile. Even now, three years later, she smiled when she remembered him telling her how much he wanted to protect her.

Protect her? That was a joke. He was now in a grotty bed sit watching shit films and smoking grass while she was out on the damp streets selling her arse to feed the habit he’d got her addicted to.

‘Eh up, Carly, love,’

She jumped at the sound of her name being called. It was only Dermot. Bev didn’t trust him. Sarah thought he was sweet. Carly couldn’t make her mind up. He came down to see the women most nights, offering a hot cup of tea to warm them up or something to eat. He never asked for anything in return, he was simply being charitable. Occasionally he looked menacing, but that could have been the dullness of the street lighting.

‘Hello,’ she smiled. ‘You all right?’

‘I am. You look perished.’

‘It is a bit parky,’ she said, pulling her jacket tighter around her.

‘Not many out tonight.’

‘No. Mondays are always quiet,’ she said, her eyes gazing up and down the road.

‘I’ve got a flask of coffee in my car if you want a drink – some sandwiches too.’ He stepped forward, standing right next to her. She could feel his coffee breath on her face.

She turned to look at him, his glassy eyes sparkling beneath the lamppost, every wrinkle seeming cavernous in the shadows. He was a tall, thin man and always had a smile on his face which never quite reached his eyes. They were permanently sad, as if he was about to burst into tears at any moment.

A silver Vauxhall Astra pulled up across the road and flashed its headlights. ‘Duty calls. I’ll see you later, Dermot,’ she said over her shoulder as she trotted across the road. She was thankful she didn’t have to endure being in his car drinking that cheap nasty coffee. Bev was right, he was sinister.

‘Hello, Carly. On your own tonight?’

‘Looks that way, doesn’t it?’ she said, leaning into the window and giving him her famous pout.

‘You look cold.’

‘That’s because I am. You want to warm me up, Tom?’

‘I’d love to. Hop in.’

Tom was a regular and all the women knew him. Carly had been with him a number of times, and, strangely, she liked him. He was a kind man, attentive, loving, gentle, and he was handsome too. He was in his forties, she surmised, had a shaved head and permanent stubble. He was solidly built, had big hands which she enjoyed having placed on her hips as she rode him. He wasn’t like the others, only out for a quick shag, Tom seemed to make sure she had as much pleasure as he had, and although she didn’t orgasm every time, he was the only man to make her do so in the past three years. Even Paul hadn’t achieved that, and he was supposed to be her boyfriend. But then, Paul had issues. It wasn’t his fault.

They drove ten miles in just under twenty minutes and parked in woodland close to Tankersley. He turned off the engine and removed his seatbelt.

‘So, what can I do for you tonight, Tom, the full monty?’ She smiled without revealing her teeth. She was self-conscious about how they’d browned over the past couple of years.

‘Would you …’ he stuttered. He was quieter tonight. Usually in the car he asked her how she was, how her day had been, how Paul was doing, but this evening he’d remained quiet. His hands were fixed on the steering wheel and he hadn’t looked at her once.

Carly knew he was married. There was a mark where his wedding ring usually was. Maybe he was feeling remorse for cheating on his wife. There was a first time for everything.

‘Are you all right?’

‘I’m fine.’ He gave a weak smile.

‘If you just want to chat, that’s okay with me, Tom,’ she said. She placed a hand on his lap and he winced. ‘Is everything okay?’

‘Yeah. I’m just a bit … I don’t know.’

‘Do you know what you need?’ she asked, playfully.

‘What’s that?’

‘A cuddle. How about I sit on your knee and we have a bit of a cuddle. It might make us both feel better.’

‘I’d like that,’ he smiled.

Carly took off her seat belt and Tom pushed back his seat. She climbed on top of him, sat on his muscular thighs and rested her head on his chest. It felt warm, cosy, comfortable. She felt safe. This was how she should have felt with Paul except she couldn’t remember the last time he’d touched her, let alone given her a cuddle.

‘This is nice,’ Tom said.

‘It really is,’ she replied. She could hear his heart beating as she snuggled into him. As much as she enjoyed it, she wanted him to relax, turn him on. Tom was a good payer and always gave her extra if they had full sex, and she needed the money.

Tom wrapped his arms around her. He brushed her greasy hair with his large hands and slowly ran them down her back.

‘I like being with you, Tom,’ she said, and surprised herself that she was telling the truth.

‘I’m glad.’

‘You make me feel like a woman.’

‘That’s what you are.’

She sat up and looked him in the eye. ‘To most men I’m just a piece of meat.’

‘I don’t think that at all.’

Carly leaned forward and kissed him on the lips. She tried to avoid kissing wherever possible, but she genuinely liked Tom.

‘You look after me. You’re a good man.’

His smiled dropped. ‘And you’re a dirty cunt.’

His huge hands wrapped themselves around her throat and started to squeeze. Her brain didn’t have time to realise what was happening. She started to choke. Her small hands tried to pull Tom off her but his were so big and muscular that she couldn’t get hers around his wrists. Her vision began to blur as the oxygen supply to her brain was cut off. She expected her young life to flash before her eyes, but it didn’t. Nothing happened. A warmth began to spread over her and for a moment she was relieved as she’d been cold ever since she left the flat, but then she realised it was the slow release of death, enveloping her. Her tragic life was ebbing away. Despite her hating what she had turned into, she wasn’t ready to die just yet.

‘Tom, please …’ she squealed.

The look on Tom’s face was alien to Carly. She had never seen him look so cold, so heartless, so evil. His eyes were wide and staring. There was a devilish grin on his wet lips. He was enjoying himself. All those times they’d been together, when they’d laid back in the glow of sexual excitement on the back seat of his car, panting, basking in their ecstasy, and it had all been a lie. He’d been building up to this, to killing her.

Tom suddenly let go of Carly’s throat. She coughed and gasped for breath. She felt light-headed and wanted to climb off him, get out of the car and run away, but she didn’t have the energy.

Her breathing began to return to normal, as did her vision.

‘Tom, please, I don’t do tricks like that, you know I don’t.’

‘This isn’t a trick, Carly.’

Once again, he wrapped his huge hands around her throat and squeezed harder this time. His thumbs pressed into her windpipe. She choked. Her mouth opened and her tongue stuck out. Her eyes rolled into the back of her head and her body began to give in to impending death. She eventually closed her eyes and went limp. Life had been extinguished. Life. The most precious thing on the planet and it had been snuffed out in less than five minutes.

He shoved Carly off his lap and into the front passenger seat. He looked at his large hands and his sausage-like fingers. They were shaking with adrenaline. The power surging through his body right now was immense. He closed his eyes and leaned back in the seat.

There was a noise. It sounded like the car door being opened.

He opened his eyes just in time to see Carly fall out onto the ground. She wasn’t dead. She was fucking playing him.

‘Come back here, you bitch,’ he growled as he flung open his door and stepped out into the cold night air. He ran around the car as he saw Carly disappear into the trees, fleeing for her life.

Carly couldn’t believe what was happening to her. She knew the dangers of the job. She knew several of her fellow prostitutes had gone missing, one of whom, Denise, had been found dead just over a year ago. Despite being desperate, she thought she was sensible enough to be able to judge who was a threat to her and who was a regular punter. She thought Tom was one of the nice ones. How could she have got him so wrong?

She ran as fast as her thin legs could take her. She stumbled over uneven ground and tried not to let the branches hitting her in the face slow her down. She had no idea where she was, or where she was running to. If she could just find a road, flag down a passing car, she would be safe.

‘Carly, get back here right now,’ she heard Tom wheeze as he ran after her. ‘Fucking slag!’

It was Tom’s voice, but they weren’t his words. He had always been so kind, respectful and gentle with her. Where had this evil suddenly come from?

Ahead, she saw