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The City in Which I Love You
The City in Which I Love You
The City in Which I Love You
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The City in Which I Love You

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Contents

I.
Furious Versionis

II.
The Interrogation
This Hour And What Is Dead
Arise, Go Down
My Father, In Heaven, Is Reading Out Loud
For A New Citizen Of These United States
With Ruins

III.
This Room And Everything In It
The City In Which I Love You

IV.

The Waiting
A Story
Goodnight
You Must Sing
Here I Am
A Final Thing

V.
The Cleaving
LanguageEnglish
Release dateDec 20, 2013
ISBN9781938160554
The City in Which I Love You

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    The City in Which I Love You - Li-Young Lee

    I      

    Furious Versions

    1.

    These days I waken in the used light

    of someone’s spent life, to discover

    the birds have stripped my various names of meaning entire:

    the sparrow by quarrel,

    the dove by grievance.

    I lie

    dismantled. I feel

    the hours. Do they veer

    to dusk? Or dawn?

    Will I rise and go

    out into an American city?

    Or walk down to the wilderness sea?

    I might run with wife and children to the docks

    to bribe an officer for our lives

    and perilous passage.

    Then I’d answer

    in an oceanic tongue

    to Professor, Capitalist, Husband, Father.

    Or I might have one more

    hour of sleep before my father

    comes to take me

    to his snowbound church

    where I dust the pews and he sets candles

    out the color of teeth.

    That means I was born in Bandung, 1958;

    on my father’s back, in borrowed clothes,

    I came to America.

    And I wonder

    if I imagined those wintry mornings

    in a dim nave, since

    I’m the only one

    who’s lived to tell it,

    and I confuse

    the details; was it my father’s skin

    which shone like teeth?

    Was it his heart that lay snowbound?

    But if I waken to a jailer

    rousting me to meet my wife and son,

    come to see me in my cell

    where I eat the chocolate

    and smoke the cigarettes they smuggle,

    what name do I answer to?

    And did I stand

    on the train from Chicago to Pittsburgh

    so my fevered son could sleep? Or did I

    open my eyes

    and see my father’s closed face

    rocking above me?

    Memory revises me.

    Even now a letter

    comes from a place

    I don’t know, from someone

    with my name

    and postmarked years ago,

    while I await

    injunctions from the light

    or the dark;

    I wait for shapeliness

    limned, or dissolution.

    Is paradise due or narrowly missed

    until another thousand years?

    I wait

    in a blue hour

    and faraway noise of hammering,

    and on a page a poem begun, something

    about to be dispersed,

    something about to come into being.

    2.

    I wake to black

    and one sound—

    neither a heart

    approaching nor one shoe

    coming, but something

    less measured, never

    arriving. I wander

    a house I thought I knew;

    I walk the halls as if the halls

    of that other

    mansion, my father’s heart.

    I follow the sound

    past a black window

    where a bird sits like a blacker

    question, To where? To where? To where?

    Past my mother’s room where her

    knees creak, Meaning. Meaning.

    While a rose

    rattles at my ear, Where

    is your father?

    And the silent house

    booms, Gone. Long gone.

    A door jumps

    out from shadows,

    then jumps away. This

    is what I’ve come to find:

    the back door, unlatched.

    Tooled

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