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327 pages, Kindle Edition
Published March 13, 2024
This book is very difficult for me to rate and I just feel so conflicting. I had no idea that the book will take us down this path and I was shocked when it happened. In the back of my mind I was hoping that it was just a bad dream or that there will be another twist or something but that never came.
It was very difficult for me to continue the story after that and I had to skipped through the rest of the book because part of me couldn't accept what happened after I've invested so much emotions in Jensy & Sophie's relationship. In this regard, it shows that the writing of this book (and the whole series) was a 5 stars since it made you care so much for the fictional characters. The way this author writes just made you feel so many emotions. Another big part that I'm an emotional wreck right now is because I just re-read Book 1 & 2 so their relationship and love story are still so vivid in my mind.
I read the Author's Afterword and understand why the story has to go down this difficult path and the messages behind it, but understanding and accepting is two different thing, and if I can choose I'd probably want the story to end in Book 2 or when they were watching the Northern Lights with Jensy & Sophie's HEA.
Sophie put her arm through mine and leaned against me.
"Thank you for this - all of this." She'd pulled me closer. "For all the Jensyventures. For all your love.
I took off my glove and put my hand on her cheek. "I wouldn't have it any other way."
We'd watched till the sky's magic show was over. That night, I'd fallen asleep with Sophie's head on my shoulder, my heart filled to bursting with love, and visions of the Northern Lights still dancing in my mind's eye...
This is how I wish the story ends. After so much they've been through, they should grow old together with many more Jensyventures to come.
The tragedy in this book brought down my enjoyment and it's difficult for me to see Jensy with someone else.
I know I'm ranting but Sophie has always been my fav character in this series because of her personality and the love & dedication she has for Jensy so it was difficult to accept her sudden death. Sophie deserves so much more. Even though this series is "A Jensy Willett Novel" but to me it's always feel more like a love story between Jensy & Sophie.
I hope that maybe, just maybe, I can come back to read the book again in the future with more open mind (but it would be hard to read about the tragedy and I don't know if my fragile heart can go through that again), and possibly able to reflect on the messages intended by the author.
But now I think I need to read something light after this. My emotions are drained..
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18Mar24: I decided to re-read the book again (even though I wasn't sure if I was strong enough to get through it) because, as mentioned above, after the tragedy I just skipped read the rest since I couldn't accept Sophie's death. After I slept on it I still think about the book and I think it deserves a thorough read. The way this author writes just make you feel so much. I can't remember the last time a book affected me and made me cry and ache this much. I appreciated the Author's Afterword even more on my second read as it must be more difficult for her to write Sophie's death. On this re-read I liked and appreciated Sophie even more because of "her unflinching support, her profound love, and her unswerving devotion" to Jensy. Although Jamie seems perfect, but it is difficult for me as a reader to get into her story with Jensy after I just spent the weekend re-reading book 1 & 2, immersing in Jensy & Sophie's love story. Anyway, I realised that I have no choice but to give the book 5 Stars since it made me feel so much, resulting in my long rambling.All in all, I highly recommended the series, but beware of the difficult path book 3 took and read it if or when you are emotionally strong. Sara Scott is clearly talented and I look forward to what she writes next (please no more death of the main character).