mia > Books: forbidden-but-fine‎ (48)

Every fucking thing I’ve done these last few years has been because of you Anna. You are the goddamn sun I’m circling

Every fucking thing I’ve done these last few years has been because of you Anna. You are the goddamn sun I’m circling

“This is lust,” she whispered, trying to validate it, excuse it. “No, Corvina,” the side of his lips twitched. “I’ve known lust. This is somet

“This is lust,” she whispered, trying to validate it, excuse it. “No, Corvina,” the side of his lips twitched. “I’ve known lust. This is something worse. This is a barbaric need to possess, to eliminate, to own. This is madness.”

She’s not supposed to be my calm. And yet, when her head falls on my back and her warmth mingles with mine, I realise she’s the only calm I’ve

She’s not supposed to be my calm. And yet, when her head falls on my back and her warmth mingles with mine, I realise she’s the only calm I’ve ever had in my life

"Are you sure you want to know?" "This secret will keep us together for life". "F-for life?" "Yes, Butterfly. For life." "I’m leaving.” "I thought you wanted to know the secret?" She nods discreetly. “I want to be your first" "My first in what?" “In everything, Butterfly.” "Then I want your firsts, too. Promise me." "Promise"

Chaos is the only thing that makes me stop and stare. It’s a pause button to my brain

Please kiss me on the cheek

Hate me all you want, but keep our promise. All your firsts are mine

becoming my brother. No. Nope

Why does kissing him feel so good? It’s not supposed to, right? I hate him enough

My entire body sharpens whenever she’s in my vicinity. It’s been getting more noticeable over the years. Every time she’s there, I have this urge to get up, grab her, and take her…somewhere

You don’t know what I’m feeling right now, but I’m going to make you regret it

I might not like Silver Queens, but I’ve always considered her something sacred. And mine. She ruined that. She ruined everything

She killed the small living part in my chest, and now, I’ll kill her in return

It might not be today or tomorrow, but Silver Queens will pay for this pain. I’ll make it slow and torturous, just like the thing dying in my chest

I’ll take good care of you, baby sister

This time, I’ll swallow her so much into my chaos, she’ll never find a way out

"You started this whole mess." “That’s because you didn’t keep your promise. If you didn’t save me your firsts, why should I save you mine?”

Ever since you fell apart around my fingers, I’ve been fantasising about taking you in every fucking position

“You know, I was going to wait until they broke up to make you mine, but they made this decision.” He leans over so that he covers my back, then wraps his hand around my hair and fists it tightly. “And I made mine.” He thrusts into me in one ruthless go

"This is your first time?” “Obviously, dickhead" My breathing cracks when I find him staring down at me. If I expected pity, there’s none. Instead, there’s a hint of concern, but most of all, his eyes shine with a possessiveness so tangible, I can taste it on my tongue

Cole gathers the cum that’s dripped from me and fucks it inside me with two surprisingly gentle fingers until I’m nearly begging for another orgasm

Fuck, how she moaned my name. That’s the only way I want her to say my name from now on

Is it because he became my stepbrother? Am I acting this way because my will was taken by our parents’ marriage and I missed the timing?

No one will see you like I do, touch you like I do, fuck you like I do

Cole parts my legs and secures them to the poles of the bed

He rummages through the drawer and brings out a ball gag and a blindfold

"You like it, don’t you? The fact that you’re under my control, the fact that I get to do whatever I want with you without your brain meddling?”

"Here’s the thing, Butterfly, I can’t stop.” “Why not?” “Because you’re my chaos, and I can’t survive without chaos.” “I’m chaos?” “The worst of all. The most beautiful of all. And you know what? You might as well be the deadliest.”

If hickeys are what she wants, I’ll bathe her body with them until the entire fucking world knows she’s taken

You’re the only thing I’ve never been able to think through

Because you’re the reason I look forward to new days

You made me obsessed with you to the point I can’t fucking breathe until I see you

Do you think I have the energy to focus on anyone but you?

You drive me fucking crazy I don’t mind self-destructing if it’s with you

Silver is the beauty and the ugliness. The calm and the chaos

Right days end with me slipping into her room and fucking her before hugging her to sleep, only to wake her up in the middle of the night to fuck her again

I’ll burn her ships so she has no choice but to fall back into me. To be mine for seven fucking centuries — or whatever is close to that in human years

Silver’s not only chaos, she’s also a goddess. The type everyone can watch from afar, but I’m the only one who gets to worship at her altar. The one who gets to own every inch of her

I let her pain soak mine because if I had the option to take the hurt in her cries or the rawness of her grief, I would

She loves the thrill, the slight fear, and even the forbidden aspect of it. She gets wet when I ask her if she’s scared someone will walk in

When he demanded my firsts, I saved them for him. In return, he saved me his. We’re each other’s everything

"I swear I had nothing to do with it. I only just found out myself. If I’d known, I would’ve told you.” “But you knew Adam’s intentions.” “And apparently, you’ve known about them for a long time.” “Cole —" “Not a word.” “Cole —” “Go wait in the car.” “Come here, Silver. Go there, Silver. What do you think I am? Your fucking toy?” “Go wait in the car.”