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  •      CURRENTLY READING: Andrew Carnegie (David Nasaw) and Sunrise on the Reaping (Suzanne Collins)

        

        

LOUDEST MUSES AT THE MOMENT

  • Iris Arias (Fandomless Survivor of the End of the World)
  • Isaac Roosevelt (American Historical Fiction)
  • Andrew Carnegie (Gilded Age Historical Fiction)
  • Constance Morgan (Gilded Age Historical Fiction)

        

TEST MUSES

  • Princess Annika (Barbie and the Magic of Pegasus)
  • Caesia Flickerman (Hunger Games Original Character)

        

         STUDYING FOR HISTORY CLASSES WITH (mains / my closest mutuals)audaciiae, strcngered, pompedia, araneorum, defideis, magikborn, thecuratxr, thechosengryffindor, mythic-trio, divinehr,

        

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@prodigiumamare sent: ❝ You think I’m crazy? ❞ — barnum for contstance !

“Honestly, one of the greatest mistakes humanity has made is giving the word crazy a negative connotation. Sometimes, no better word can suffice.” Constance mutters, shaking her head. She twirls her pen around her finger, her piercing gaze settling on Barnum and studying him as though she’s peering into the depths of his soul.

    “I do consider you crazy, but in the best way. Genuine innovation is a rare delicacy, yet this … circus of yours has it in spades.” Her soft voice grows FIRMER as she speaks, a small smile tugging on the corners of her lips.

“My father and I want to offer you a deal.

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𝐒𝐔𝐆𝐀𝐑 & 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐄 *

Assorted memes of a suggestive and sexual nature, intended for the spicier type of interactions. Be mindful of your partners' boundaries! Change pronouns / etc. as needed, and feel free to combine the sentence prompts with the action and / or location prompts when sending if you want.

tw: strong sexual content , minors DO NOT interact with this meme at all!

𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒

  • I just want to look at you like this for a moment.
  • Do you know how long I’ve been waiting for this?
  • Your heart is beating so fast.
  • Be gentle with me. Please.
  • I’ve never done this before.
  • I want to learn. Teach me.
  • Show me how to please you.
  • I want to give you everything tonight.
  • That feels so good ─
  • Don’t stop ─
  • You won’t break me. I promise.
  • I want your hands on me.
  • Make love to me.
  • I need you, your lips on my skin. I need you deep inside me.
  • Can’t you see what you do to me?
  • I don’t want to repeat my innocence. I want the pleasure of losing it again.
  • There is no taste sweeter than yours.
  • Look at you, what a mess you are.
  • You’re doing so good for me. Keep going.
  • I’ll taste every part of you before the night has ended.
  • No one else can make me feel this way.
  • I am already yours. Now I want you to lay your claim.
  • Your body sings to me.
  • I know you’re close. Just let it go now. Give in to it.
  • I want to feel you come undone.
  • Shh. Quiet love. They’re going to hear you.
  • I want to feel your fire, even if it burns me.
  • You take me so well.
  • You look so beautiful like this.
  • I never knew I could feel this good.

𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄 & 𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘

  • God whispers to us in our pleasures.
  • I’m going to fuck you until your legs shake.
  • Take me. I can’t bear this anymore, just take me.
  • You’re dripping already.
  • Good girl, take it all.
  • I’m going to fill you over and over again.
  • Harder, god, harder ─
  • Did I say you could stop?
  • Show me how much you want it.
  • Give me your mouth.
  • Spread yourself for me.
  • I’m going to leave you aching in the morning. And then I’m going to take you again.
  • Louder. Don’t hold back on me. Let me hear your pleasure.
  • I want to hear my name on your lips and make you come.
  • Don’t come until I tell you to.
  • If you wanted soft and gentle, you’ve come to the wrong person.
  • I don’t want soft. I want to ache for you when you’re done.
  • I like the marks. They stay with me even when you must leave.
  • Use me. Fuck me. Do whatever you want, but god, please touch me.
  • They’ll all know your mine when they hear you screaming my name.
  • You need relief. I can give you that.
  • You’re not leaving this bed until I’m done with you.
  • I want to spend every night buried inside of you, pleasing you, fucking you.
  • I like it when you lose control, when I can feel how desperately you need me.
  • You’re my good girl, and my girl deserves the best of me.
  • Such a good boy, always eager to please.
  • You look like an angel; it’s only right that I fuck you until you see heaven.
  • Your body is my place of worship, and it’s time for me to say my prayers.
  • This is my favorite seat.
  • Watch me ride you.

𝐀 𝐁𝐈𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓 & 𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐘

  • Does he fuck you like this?
  • We shouldn’t be doing this.
  • I missed you beyond words. Every night I dreamt of you, of what it would be like to hold you again, and I’ll be damned if I let the chance slip through my fingers when you’re right here.
  • Why can’t I keep myself away from you?
  • This could be our last night together. I’m going to make it count.
  • Don’t bring emotions into this. This has always been about pleasure, nothing else.
  • We fuck. It doesn’t need to be more complicated than that.
  • I have no right to touch you, so why do you ask it of me when I know I am unworthy?
  • You should be mine. I don’t care what they say, you are mine.
  • You dare have the audacity to pretend like you’re not mine in front of them? We both know the truth; even now look how your body reacts to me.
  • Do you honestly think I could possibly want anyone else when this is what you do to me?
  • You’re mine. Only mine.
  • I want them to hear us. I want them to know you belong to me.
  • Claim me. Have me in a way that anyone who looks at me will see your passion written upon my skin.
  • You’re not mine. You could never be mine. Yet I want you anyway. I want you so badly that it burns me inside.
  • You’ve ruined me for all others.
  • I can’t stop myself from wanting you, no matter how much we both know we shouldn’t do this.
  • I don’t care if they see. Part of me wants them to.
  • You’re not good for me. So how can you make me feel something no one else can?
  • This is the last time, then never again. This has to stop.

𝐏𝐇𝐘𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

  1. one muse gives the other oral
  2. one muse rides the other
  3. one muse grinds on the other
  4. one muse takes the other from the front
  5. one muse takes the other from behind
  6. one muse takes the other anally
  7. one muse holds the other down during rough sex
  8. one muse pleasures the other with their hand
  9. one muse sits on the other’s face
  10. one muse controls the other’s movements by grabbing their hips
  11. one muse ties up the other
  12. one muse uses a toy on the other
  13. our muses engage in edging or orgasm denial
  14. one muse makes the other have multiple orgasms
  15. our muses engage in sensory play (blindfolds, ice, etc.)
  16. one muse shows the other a new position
  17. one muse touches the other on the outside of their clothes
  18. one muse dresses up to seduce the other
  19. one muse undresses the other
  20. one muse strips for the other
  21. one muse (or both) pleasures themself for the other’s view
  22. one muse leaves marks on the other
  23. one muse watches the other have sex with a third party
  24. our muses are being watched by a third party
  25. our muses have a threesome

𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒

  1. in a bed
  2. on the floor
  3. on a couch or chair
  4. in a bath, shower, or pool
  5. in a semi-public place
  6. against a wall
  7. on a table or counter
  8. in the kitchen
  9. outdoors
  10. in a tent
  11. on a rug in front of a fireplace
  12. in a sacred place
  13. in a stairwell
  14. in a ruined building / castle
  15. in a garden
  16. by the ocean
  17. in an inn / hotel
  18. while traveling
  19. in an office or conference room
  20. in a dream
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Sexual themes

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 SOME MORE SMUTTY MEMES 

  • [ SIT ]  for one muse to finger the other who sits in their lap fully clothed,  keeping an arm around their waist to make them stay still. 
  • [ RISK ]  for one muse to drive and finger the other who is in the passenger seat. 
  • [ DISTRACT ]  for one muse to drive while the other gives them head/fingers them. 
  • [ WATCH ]  for muses to cuddle on a couch while watching tv and one of them begins to finger the other but stops every time they make too much noise. 
  • [ SUBTLE ]  our muses are cuddling,  sender begins to feel up receiver and tease them. 
  • [ STILL ]  our muses are cuddling,  receiver begins to feel up sender and tease them. 
  • [ GUIDE ]  while one muse is riding the other,  the one being ridden takes hold of the one on top’s hips to control their movements. 
  • [ CLOSE ]  our muses have sex in lotus position,  clinging to each other desperately.  
  • [ GAZE ]  our muses are having sex in missionary and the one on the bottom tells them to slow down so they can just look at them for a few moments. 
  • [ DELAY ]  one muse is trying to get ready to go somewhere while the other keeps kissing them and unbutton/unzipping their clothes. 
  • [ CAREFUL ]  one muse is recovering from minor injuries,  so the other takes charge and makes them stay still while they have slow,  sensual sex. 
  • [ REVERENT ]  one or both muses have been pining for a while,  sender body worships receiver by kissing all over their body and giving them oral. 
  • [ GRATIFICATION ]  one or both muses have been pining for a while,  receiver body worships sender by kissing all over their body and giving them oral. 
  • [ MESS ]  our muses are supposed to be cleaning up in the shower after sex,  but sender starts to finger receiver. 
  • [ RESTART ]  our muses are supposed to be cleaning up in the shower after sex,  but receiver starts to finger sender. 
  • [ CLEANSE ]  our muses have sex in the bathtub. 
  • [ TENSION ]  one muse is patching up the other’s injuries which leads to intense eye contact,  lingering touches and them finally crashing their lips against each other’s. 
  • [ DISCUSSION ]  for our muses to talk about kinks and figure out their boundaries together. 
  • [ APPROACHED ]  our muses haven’t been intimate yet and sender finally broaches the subject to receiver  (  feel free to add dialogue or actions  ) 
  • [ APPROACH ]  our muses haven’t been intimate yet and receiver finally broaches the subject to sender. 
  • [ SUGGESTIVE ]  our muses are hanging out and end up on the topic of turn ons,  kinks,  and what they’re attracted to. 
  • [ GROUND RULES ]  for our muses to discuss boundaries before trying something new in bed. 
  • [ OBSERVE ]  for sender to show receiver where and how they want to be touched. 
  • [ DEMONSTRATE ]  for receiver to show sender where and how they want to be touched.
  • [ LINE ]  our muses are supposed to only be pretending to be together for a mission or fake dating,  but they keep going and neither one of them is stopping which leads to them hiding away to have sex.  
  • [ DEBATE ]  our muses are arguing because sender is worried and overprotective of receiver,  but when they get up in each other’s faces they end kissing and groping at each other. 
  • [ CLAIM ]  our muses are arguing because receiver is worried and overprotective of sender,  but when they get up in each other’s faces they end up kissing and groping at each other. 
  • [ SENSUAL ]  for sender to slowly undress receiver,  caressing and kissing every part of them they expose. 
  • [ GRADUAL ]  for receiver to slowly undress sender,  caressing and kissing every part of them they expose. 
  • [ SERVICE ]  our muses just showered together,  sender dries off receiver with a towel and kisses each part of them they dry as they go. 
  • [ CARESS ]  our muses just showered together,  receiver dries off sender with a towel and kisses each part of them they dry as they go. 

COMMUNICATION

  • ❝  well,  honestly i’ve never really had sex before and was kinda hoping you would teach me.  ❞
  • ❝  i’ve never tried that before.  but i want to,  can we just take it slow?  ❞
  • ❝  don’t be nervous,  i’ll guide you through it.  ❞
  • ❝  just because i’ve never actually fucked someone doesn’t mean i don’t know what i like.  we have toys for a reason.  ❞
  • ❝  show me what you like.  ❞
  • ❝  can we take a break?  i’m enjoying this i just need a moment.  ❞
  • ❝  can i be on top this time?  ❞
  • ❝  can i be on bottom this time?  ❞
  • ❝  just relax,  lie still and let me take care of you.  ❞
  • ❝  do you think we could try pegging?  i’ve always been kinda curious.  ❞
  • ❝  you can blindfold me but i want my hands free if we do that.  ❞
  • ❝  let me know if the ropes are too tight,  okay
  • ❝  i think i’m ready.  if you are too,  i wanna have sex.  ❞
  • ❝  listen,  i’ve wanted to get you in bed since you first smiled at me.  but we don’t have to do this unless you’re sure.   ❞
  • ❝  i’m ready,  but we should set some ground rules first.  ❞
  • ❝  can you use your mouth again?  i really liked that.  ❞
  • ❝  do you like how this feels?  ❞
  • ❝  yes,  i like this.  can you just—  please keep doing that.  ❞
  • ❝  i don’t want to be touched this time,  i just want to focus on you right now.  ❞
  • ❝  i prefer to do the giving if that’s okay
  • ❝  i like receiving but,  if you want me to do something i will.  i want you to feel good too.  ❞
  • ❝  you can go harder.  i’m okay,  i want you to.  ❞
  • ❝  i don’t want to have to think or have control.  just,  do what you want with me.  if something is too much i’ll let you know.  trust me.  ❞
  • ❝  do you need me to slow down
  • ❝  what can i do to make you more comfortable
  • ❝  i know this is really vulnerable for you,  so we can take this as slow as you need.  you’re in control here okay?  ❞
  • ❝  can you just kiss me for a little bit first?  ❞
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@audaciiae sent: ❝  you’re doing well.  you’re just discouraged and tired.  ❞ apollo to abe!

ABRAHAM’S SHOULDERS SLUMP, and he lets out a HUFF while slouching in his chair. Amidst the onslaught of horrors brought by this war, POSITIVITY like this feels far too hollow for him to be able to take it to heart.

          “How can you even say such a thing, when so many have died in my name?”

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“Yeah, that’s what I’ve heard.” Iris nods, her lips tugging into a small smile. Seeing Glinda LIGHT UP with excitement warms her heart, even as Iris reminisces about her HOME. “It was the same way where I’m from, actually, before the Cataclysm.” As she speaks, she’s absentmindedly twirling her pencil around in her hand, lost in thought.

“I’ve always thought of popularity as a game of chess. You’ve gotta be two steps ahead of everyone else, all the time — and you’ve gotta be able to give the people something they want, ‘cause otherwise they won’t care about you. It’s like that here too, isn’t it?”

╰► @avilionea

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open to: anyone. muse: ersen sunal. he/him. thirty-two. bisexual. prince. plot: your muse and ersen have been in a secret relationship and his controlling parents have uncovered it, landing your muse in the dungeon. will they begrudgingly part or runaway together ?
fear surged through ersen as he descended the stone staircase that led down into the depths of the castle, dark eyes searching the corridor frantically until he came to a halt in front of a cell at the end of the long stretch of hallway. his heart clenched in his chest as his hands came to wrap around the bars that served as a barrier between them, fingers aching to reach out and touch them. “i told you that you should’ve never got involved with me.” it shouldn’t have been the first words out of the prince’s mouth, but it was his own way of dealing with the guilt that threatened to consume him. after all, he was the reason they were down here in the first place. “my parents have agreed to let you go as long as we vow to never see each other again…” a fate that might’ve been crueler than this.
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WINDING UP IN A DUNGEON WASN’T HOW Ophelia wanted to spend her night, but the feisty REALITY SHIFTER was nothing if not a magnet for trouble.

           Damn, she really should’ve seen this coming. After all, she’s the heiress of Socrates’ cursed lineage — and therefore, one of the universe’s most beloved PUNCHING BAGS. The fates just fucking love to torture her by dangling a prize right in front of her, then SNATCHING it away. In their eyes, the cruelty is the point.

Tearing her apart from Ersen through the vessel of his asshole parents is the cruelest thing they’ve ever done, and she’ll be DAMNED if she lets them win. The mere SIGHT of him fills her with fiery determination, and as her fingers reach out to meet his, her mind is made up.

         “Bullshit.” Ophelia’s response is as sharp as a whip, echoing across the dungeon with a air of finality. “I’m not sure if you’ve noticed this yet, but I hate others telling me what to do — and even though our love was what landed me here in this godawful place, I can’t imagine not loving you. We’ll find a way out of this, okay? We have to.

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@prodigiumamare sent: ❛ i have been enduring the most irregular dreams. i fear i am taken ill. ❜ — acantha for milo !

“Oh, dear — uh, that’s not good.” Milo stammers out, STUMPED on what else to say about such a thing. Come on, Milo! Think! Stop making a fool of yourself!

             “I mean — I don’t know of any illness that has strange dreams as a symptom.” He adds hastily, reaching up and scratching the back of his neck awkwardly. “What kinds of irregular dreams are we talking about here?”

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𝐚𝐬𝐤  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 :    𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒔  𝒒𝒖𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔

  • ‘  i’ll  find  you  again ,  wherever  we  end  up  next .  ’
  • ‘  the  enormity  of  my  desire  disgusts  me .  ’
  • ‘  please ,  one  more  kiss  in  the  kitchen  before  we  turn  the  lights  off .  ’
  • ‘  i’ve  been  lost  but  i’m  here  now .  you’re  the  only  person  who  has  ever  been  able  to  find  me .  ’
  • ‘  almost  dead  yesterday ,  maybe  dead  tomorrow ,  but  alive ,  gloriously  alive ,  today .  ’
  • ‘  you  are  not  broken .  ’
  • ‘  you  can  love  and  be  loved ,  despite  what  may  feel  like  the  eternally  brutal  nature  of  the  world .  ’
  • ‘  i  did  violence  to  my  own  heart .  ’
  • ‘  will  i  be  forgiven  for  the  sins  i  did  not  commit ,  but  created ?  ’
  • ‘  i  would  never  kiss  anyone  who  doesn’t  burn  me  like  the  sun .  ’
  • ‘  i  would  rather  break  the  world  than  lose  you .  ’
  • ‘  i  think  you  and  i  have  known  each  other  in  a  few  lifetimes .  ’
  • ‘  i  didn’t  know .  i  had  no  idea  how  greedy  my  heart  really  was .  ’
  • ‘  is  that  why  the  idea  of  losing  you  torments  me  so  much ?  ’
  • ‘  how  long  have  i  been  without  you ?  ’
  • ‘  am  i  foolish  for  wanting  this ?  it  will  end  in  flames .  it  always  does .  ’
  • ‘  sorry  about  the  blood  in  your  mouth .  i  wish  it  was  mine .  ’
  • ‘  if  i  love  you ,  is  that  a  fact  or  a  weapon ?  ’
  • ‘  tell  me  how  all  this ,  and  love  too ,  will  ruin  us .  ’
  • ‘  and  you  realize  the  one  person  in  the  world  who  loves  you  isn’t  the  one  you  thought  it  would  be .  ’
  • ‘  it  cannot  be  a  mistake  to  have  cared .  it  cannot  be  an  error  to  have  tried .  it  cannot  be  incorrect  to  have  loved .  ’
  • ‘  finally ,  i  plead  guilty  of  adoring  you .  ’
  • ‘  a  child  weaned  on  poison  considers  harm  a  comfort .  ’
  • ‘  without  realizing ,  i  find  it  in  myself  that  i  cannot  stop  thinking  about  you .  ’
  • ‘  tomorrow ,  when  i  wake  up ,  i  promise ,  i  will  be  better .  ’
  • ‘  someone  has  to  leave  first .  this  is  a  very  old  story .  there  is  no  other  version  of  this  story .  ’
  • ‘  when  i  imagine  myself ,  i  am  always  leaving .  i  couldn’t  draw  my  own  face  if  god  asked .  ’
  • ‘  do  we  simply  stare  at  what’s  horrible  and  forgive  it ?  ’
  • ‘  i  wanted  to  let  go  of  the  pain  even  though  it  was  the  last  thing  that  felt  alive  from  you .  ’
  • ‘  have  i  endured  loneliness  with  grace ?  ’
  • ‘  i’ll  be  your  slaughterhouse ,  your  killing  floor ,  your  morgue  and  final  resting ,  walking  around  with  this  bullet  inside  me  ‘cause  i  couldn’t  make  you  love  me  and  i  am  tired  of  pulling  your  teeth .  ’
  • ‘  and  then  my  soul  saw  you  and  kind  of  went ,  ‘ oh ,  there  you  are .  i’ve  been  looking  for  you . ’  ’
  • ‘  sometimes  it  feels  like  someone  else  is  wearing  my  body .  ’
  • ‘  i  spent  my  life  arguing  how  i  mattered  until  it  didn’t  matter .  ’ 
  • ‘  who  knew  my  haven  would  be  my  coffin ?  ’
  • ‘  dead  is  the  safest  i’ve  ever  been
  • ‘  i’ve  never  been  so  alive .  ’ 
  • ‘  you  know  what  i  was  gonna  tell  you  before ,  but  didn’t  have  the  nerve ?  you  got  your  name  written  all  over  me .  i  got  my  name  written  on  you ,  too .  ’ 
  • ‘  you  already  are  something .  you  always  were .  and  you  still  have  time  to  be .  ’
  • ‘  you  know  me  by  heart .  it  infuriates  me  that  you  know  me  by  heart .  ’ 
  • ‘  why  am  i  waiting  for  you ?  hungering  and  thirsting  for  you  in  every  cranny  of  my  soul  and  even  in  my  ribs ?  ’ 
  • ‘  you  came  with  a  handful  of  pain  and  a  smile  which  broke  the  ground  under  my  feet  as  the  earthquake  does  when  two  people  meet .  ’
  • ‘  the  only  good  thing  is  that  i’m  getting  used  to  suffering .  ’
  • ‘  the  return  to  time  was  not  my  choice .  ’
  • ‘  we  are  built  to  live  inside  each  other .  this  means  we  are  built  to  ruin .  ’
  • ‘  time  does  not  bring  relief ;  you  all  have  lied .  ’
  • ‘  time  does  not  know  how  to  keep  our  hopes  safe .  ’
  • ‘  you  needed  me  so  much  that  you  had  to  end  me .  ’
  • ‘  there  are  days  where  i  am  morbidly  in  love  with  you ,  and  this  is  one  of  those  days .  ’
  • ‘  i  know  no  end  to  desiring  you .  ’
  • ‘  i  fear  that  i  am  both  too  much  yet  not  enough .  ’
  • ‘  yes ,  yes ,  yes ,  i  do  like  you .  i  am  afraid  to  say  the  stronger  word .  ’ 
  • ‘  a  heart’s  a  heavy  burden .  ’
  • ‘  life ,  as  i  see  it ,  is  all  about  farewells  rather  than  reunions .  ’
  • ‘  heaven  is  real  and  you  only  had  two  minutes  to  prove  it  to  me .  ’
  • ‘  it  was  already  love .  ’
  • ‘  everyone  desires  love  but  also  finds  it  impossible  to  believe  that  they  deserve  it .  ’
  • ‘  i’ll  love  you  until  i  forget  how  to .  ’
  • ‘  i’ll  love  you  until  i  forget  how  to  and  then  i’ll  fall  like  my  knees  aren’t  already  bruised  from  doing  it  and  i’ll  remember  why  you’re  worth  the  ache .  ’
  • ‘  of  course  i’ll  hurt  you .  of  course  you’ll  hurt  me .  of  course  we’ll  hurt  each  other .  but  this  is  the  very  condition  of  existence .  ’
  • ‘  nothing  makes  me  sadder  and  nothing  makes  me  happier  than  you .  ’
  • ‘  i  love  you  and  i  do  not  want  to  love  you ,  it  is  too  much  and  too  difficult .  ’
  • ‘  grief  is  just  love  with  no  place  to  go .  ’
  • ‘  i  felt  my  life  with  both  my  hands  to  see  if  it  was  there .  ’
  • ‘  you  do  this ,  you  do .  you  take  the  things  you  love  and  you  tear  them  apart .  ’
  • ‘  i  hope  it’s  love .  i’m  trying  really  hard  to  make  it  love .  ’
  • ‘  if  you  touch  me  again  i  might  burn  up  in  the  cold  air .  ’
  • ‘  i  asked  you  not  to  leave  several  times .  ’
  • ‘  i’ve  only  adored  you  lifetimes  ago  and  here  we  are .  it’s  nice  to  see  you  again .  ’
  • ‘  all  time  ever  does  is  pass  and  all  i  ever  do  is  remember .  ’
  • ‘  i  feel  as  though  we  were  never  strangers ,  you  and  i ,  not  even  for  a  moment .  ’
  • ‘  i’d  choose  you ;  in  a  hundred  different  lifetimes ,  in  a  hundred  worlds ,  in  any  version  of  reality ,  i’d  find  you  and  i’d  choose  you .  ’
  • ‘  nothing  about  this  is  soft  but  we  pretend .  ’
  • ‘  maybe  you  and  i  are  just  a  dream .  ’
  • ‘  i  know  you  loved  me  too ,  you  knew  me ,  and  it  gladdens  my  heart .  ’
  • ‘  i  promise  i  shall  never  give  up  and  that  i’ll  die  yelling  and  laughing .  ’
  • ‘  i  don’t  do  anything  with  my  life  except  romanticize  and  decay  with  indecision .  ’
  • ‘  the  world  was  made  so  that  we  could  find  each  other  in  it .  ’
  • ‘  you  don’t  meet  the  people  you  love ,  you  recognize  them .  ’
  • ‘  i  think  you  and  i  have  known  each  other  a  few  lifetimes .  ’
  • ‘  this  body  knows  fear  like  a  front  porch  knows  welcome  –  it  is  always  coming  home .  ’
  • ‘  i  miss  you  more  than  i  remember  you .  ’
  • ‘  if  i  could  have  done  it  all  again ,  i  would  have  loved  you  better .  but  i  could  not  have  loved  you  more .  ’
  • ‘  we  could  have  been  happy .  i  know  that ,  and  it  is  perhaps  the  hardest  thing  to  know .  ’
  • ‘  you  want  a  better  story .  who  wouldn’t ?  ’
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@fateblown sent: ❝  i want you to feel safe with me.  ❞ ~Faith for Iris

IRIS NODS, OFFERING HER NEW FRIEND A SMALL SMILE amidst a single shrug of her shoulders. After the Cataclysm, it’ll take TIME for her to feel safe ANYWHERE — but Faith’s words still mean more to Iris than she can ever hope to convey.

                  “Maybe I will, one day.” She admits, leaning back against her chair. “I like you, but the Cataclysm isn’t something I can just forget overnight. Going through stuff like that fucks someone up pretty good, y’know? But if there is anyone I’ll be able to feel safe with after I learn to trust the Earth again, then it’ll be you.”

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TEST MUSE NOTES: Caesia Flickerman

An original character for the Hunger Games universe.
  • Only daughter of Hunger Games Host Caesar Flickerman. Her mother died when she was five years old, leaving the burden of raising the child to Caesar. Basically becomes inseperable with her dad since he’s both her father and her mentor
  • Trained since childhood to become the third member of the Caesar line to host the Hunger Games as a television personality. Adores her television work dearly, but is more drawn to fashion than television.
  • Gifted fashion designer — what starts as just designing outfits for her dad as a labor of love grows into a lucrative business designing outfits for the Capitol elite, including President Snow himself. (even tho Snow fucking TERRIFIES her for reasons she can’t quite identify yet)
  • Often assists stylists behind the scenes by offering input on how tributes should be presented to the public. Enjoys working with Cinna the most because he actually sees her as an equal rather than talking down to her like the others do because of her young age.
  • Even if she doesn’t fully comprehend the cruelty of the Games, she’s one of the few in the Capitol unsettled by the whole thing. But she’s meant to be their hostess one day, so she keeps this all to herself.

Send me some memes for Caesia so that I can test out her voice? 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

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* grabby hands for y’all to send me memes bc i deleted everything in my inbox to start fresh *

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